Realism

Alright.

Im back into the mood for SarahMcLachlan, MariahCarey and BillyGilman. Its wierd, but their songs are seasonal, if u get what i mean. They represents a certain emotion, a feeling and a symbol for my voice. Its vocal, it talks about things that i wanna say. Whateva it is, last night, i dun think i got the message across quite efficiently. It was quite coolly, with u laughing along and matters werent serious at all. I wanna voice out that, im very serious about it and the problem is like a fester. I guess it'll never be said...

I didnt do DrTans homework, and she said im naughty. My goodness, shes so adorable even when she's scolding me! I love her! Well, we talked about modern music, their elements and their specific styles of writing. Its clear how she brought about the lectures, unlike DrKan, honestly. DrKan would usually spell out a bunch of words and descriptions that either sound alike or has similar meanings, then she'll talk about the terms of modern music with a very general description. She can go really deep, but its just not very clear... almost like a long journey down the kaleidoscope. On the other hand, DrTan would make sure that she drills the pin right into ur head and u bleed to death with the knowledge of what shes putting across. Its not painful, in fact, quite a pleasure.

Counterpoint is quite a headache for me, and theres so many possibilities to all answers, however... only a limited is good enough to pass. To prevent errors and any major mistakes, ive to be extra careful, but... its so troublesome. Christoven found it fun, which i believe should be a frenzy. Its like a phase that im going through too, i find history with DrTan fun. For now, i believe things are still simple, like childhood. Imagine back then, we said we love DrKan. We still love her, dun get me wrong, but its only after we graduated from the second year that the love came back. Well, now theres more things to worry... ive not done my counterpoint yet! I'll try to do it after blogging.

MajorTay has appointed YouYi and i to lead the ensemble's management, though Edward is officially in charge, but we'll do all the little useless stuffs. We'll appoint people to come to class earlier to set up the chairs and music stands. And in 2 weeks, we'll be playing for the platform. YouYi and i will plan out the programme, which ive already decided to play with Sophy. However, since ShuMin would be playing for a concert at Esplanade, i'll let her have the chance to play it at NAFA first. So, i wont be playing, and ShuMin will be playing with Sophy. As for the Ruan programme, it was quite a pain. In the end, since ZhangRongHui would want Jonathan to play the first movement of the concerto, we'll let him play. Well, CSCO will be playing the full movement soon, its going to be tough, but whats tougher is to hope that its well played. Anyway, i hate listening to music without the full movements, especially suites and concertos.

A pain in the ass, a splinter in the eye. I think my mind has been running wild into the rainforest again. Ive came up with my own conclusions about many things. Realism in arts are beautifully portrayed. In life, realism hurts. I cant deny that im not feeling quite good with u mixing with them, but theres nothing i can do. Im not those that denies my own predicament with excuses, i'll think thoroughly and somehow, i know where i stand. Im standing alone.

One ill turn deserves another, its over.