Today's entry would sound rather pensive in some ways .
Just got home from a cab ride . And hell , again ... i took 3 cabs today ! But to think of it , ive the money to do so ... because i just recieved my pay from YouGuo today , a total of about $170 , enough to cover for the lost on the CDs . Anyway , i bought ZhengYi's group project VCD too , and its $5 . Though many wrote their names on the piece of paper , its just for fun . I think we should support them , its merely the cost of a lunch . Save the fats , and spare the stomach ... and get a VCD in return , not bad .
Woke up kinda late ... and took a cab down to HongWen , and i was late . So , the teacher was like kinda rude in some ways , though she addressed me as a teacher . They had to come up with a programme for a performance . So , i looked at them ... and i saw empty faces , hopeless . Since YouGuo told them to play this small piece , so ... i helped them write second parts , so it would sound like a big Pipa ensemble . In fact , only 7 girls . Ive to correct this ... its 7 small girls , or not even girls ... nymph ! Well , there was this new girl ... and one older one , who was super irritating . Well , i wanted to just slap her and shut her up . The other girl , Rachel , who i thought was a good girl , turned out pretty rotten too . Girls , what a creature .
So i taught , and i released them later , because i was late . Im such a honest teacher . Anyway , i thought i lost my nails , because its missing ... But u know where it was ? I'll tell u later ...
I got a bus , and rode to Bugis ... and from then , i walked to school . Im so hardworking right ? Then , i saw this big pencil , for DrGoh ... but its damn ugly , so i thought ... i'll give it a miss . Anyway , YouGuo and i went to the ATM machine , and i collected the money from him . So i promised to treat him to a meal , and then who knows ... he went to tell QiaoFang , so i thought ... so must well treat her too , after all , she had been kind and nice . Especially that day for the cab ride ... thanks . YouGuo was thinking about pushing away his students for the day , because he was really busy ... but i told him not to , so he went on teaching . For me , i went to help him get a Ruan on level 5 ... and brought it over to his class over at the other building , so tiring . Well , then i went to play the Piano and stuff ... while listening to the sound of ErHu .
After which , i wanted to cut my toenails , so ... i asked for the cutter , but nobody has one . Well , i went off to meet Raymond ... to collect his Pipa , because my exams are nearing . Well , so nice of him to lend it to me . So selfless ... thanks alot ! I walked over to the MRT station , and i thought its kinda too early for me to get to merely the next stop ... im meeting him at 2 pm , over at Lavender ... but im half and hour early . So , i went to shop around ... walked around ... and did nothing ... found nothing ... Was so freaking bored . I thought , i shall wait for him at Lavender .
Well i got there really early , so i sat there and started reading through my scores . Was getting tired and bored ... so i gave Raymond a call ... and he told me to go over to SultanPlaza , so i took a bus over , and followed his directions . When i was there , he hasnt reached yet . So , i went inside to take a look . Well , he was going to have his recital rehearsal there . I saw a guy with a Violin or Viola ... Anyway , i went into this shop ... and found many good looking ... clothings . Plenty . So , i went forward ... and then this lady came , and asked ... if i were looking for clothings with slim cuts . Kinda straight forward to tell me that i need one right ? Fine , im fat .
So , found a few very nice clothings ... but i didnt know how to find my size . Its all wrapped up , and it only has some inches number ... Ive not seen anything like this before ... or maybe i have , but just not really familiar with my own's . So , i didnt know what to say ... or how to say it ... and there were so many other people there ... kinda embarrassing to open my mouth .
Went out of the shop , and saw Raymond walking over . Thanks to him for the Pipa , and the trouble . I took the Pipa , and went into the shop again ... and tested on a few of them , and found my size finally . Well , the clothings wont help much ... im naturally undeniably big , irrefutable . Got myself 3 long sleeve shirts , for $60 . Is that cheap or what ?
After shopping , i went to take this cab ... which i was kinda pissed at . The driver brought me to the wrong place . I said i wanted to get to Mt Alvernia Hospital , and not Mt Elizabeth Hospital . Fine , he brought me there ... and he denied that he heard it wrongly . Fucking stubborn old man ! Actually , i think i said wrongly . Anyway , he is stubborn ! So , i had to pay the bloody ERP for no reason ! Fuck ! Wasted alot of money ... on the wasted journey .
Got to the hospice , and went up to find Dad . Well , i went over last night ... but he wasnt around anymore . So , Amanda wrote me the address ... and she sent me a message too . Last night , after blogging ... i talked to Zeke . And he sang on the phone , how ... sweet ... really ... Rubbish . So , he threatened to ruin my blog too , how evil ? Well , he forced me to apologise to him , which was totally nonsensical . I think good thing that we talked over the phone , got to know him a little better ... Scary person .
Anyway , the hospice has this very beautiful surrounding for a patient to rejuvenate . Has nice Catholic environment ... I found his room , and i entered . Jane was sitting there , as usual , her untouchable spot . And Dad was sleeping ... so i crept in ... slowly ... and put everything down . Well , he woke up later , shocked to see me . Kinda funny ... Well , there were Christian songs being played on the player , very nice . Talked to Dad . He sounded very bad ... well , he has injections and needles all over . He aint kinda comfortable with the new surrounding . The room was completely for him ... and its very comfortable for me . I sat there , and listened to him . Jane then told me that he is going kinda senile ... and he was indeed talking nonsense . But its because that he cannot figure his dream with reality . He was dreaming when he was sleeping ... and he thought it was real . What the fuck ! Jane , fuck u ! U bloody fucking China bitch ! Go home and fuck ur old man , and go sell ur stinky vagina on the roads of Little India ! Fuck u , dun anyhow say he is senile ! He is not . How i know ? When my fourth auntie came , and great auntie , with her husband too ... we talked . And i asked him about our trip to ShangHai , and he remembered more than me . How senile can that get ? What the fuck ! Enough of ur bloody acting can ?
Chill ...
Anyway , we saw this interview for this muscle women . And apparently , there was this woman , who sounded like a man . She had features of a man ... and she has broad shoulders . How muscular can women be ? Even so , it wouldnt look like a man ! So we were forced to conclude that ... she is a transvestite , or simply ... a fruitcake . Anyway , Dad's voice sounded rather bad ... and trust me , its hard to hear him talk , but he is not bloody senile ! Fuck u ! U stupid bloody bitch ! Sorry ... but u still am one ! When he talked to me about some crap , Jane was behind telling me to entertain him ... because he is senile . Like ... what the fuck ! No ! He is not , so i talked to him normally ... and heard him out . What the fuck ! U fucking bitch ! Stop that ! He is not senile ! Its u who is causing his illness ! U fucking whore ! U bitch ! Jane , ur a fucking shit dumpster , u compost heap . U fucking wastepaper basket ! Go fuck urself !
Sorry ... chilling now ...
In progress ...
Done .
Anyway , after that , Douglas came . And u know what happens when hes around , Jane gets kinda angry or upset . Again , the coldness between them . Dad is fucking hopeless already ... a dying man , but yet stubborn , and happy , to listen to Jane's poison . Jane is a fucking viper i tell u . Well , then they booked me out for dinner . And trust me , its all political talks again , but i loved it .
Well , im somebody who hasnt quite experienced family like anybody before . Well , lets just say ... my family is kinda screwed up , as u can already see . My maternal side , kinda beyond hope . So , i dunno why ... but i felt a bond with Douglas and gang more . Maria , my fourth auntie , is funny . This is the first time in my life that i share so much with her . Back in the hospice , she mumbled something which i overheard ... she said that the guy on TV , is kinda cute ! How many times would u hear that from an auntie . Well , she is young , and she is married , with 2 kids , one 2 years younger , and one 2 years older than me . She is kinda of a housewife now ... and she is typical of any mother , but maybe like those on TV's hottest series , 'The Desperate Housewives' . Well , we got to ToaPayoh , for dinner . Douglas car was kinda full , so i took a ride from Maria down . In the car , we talked , like never before . Well , nobody actually wanted to start the conversation from the point as in context of Jane . She said something in dialect , and i understood ... and so , i started the conversation . It was then , i explained to her that the incident involving Winnie , my third auntie , last time , was totally a mistake . I was angry with Dad , for listening too much to Jane . So , indirectly , im hating Jane , not Dad . It didnt appear so back then , so everybody misunderstood Winnie , for collaborating me together with her to fight against Dad . Well , they had some kinda problems with each other . Honestly , i didnt care much . It was Jane , the bitch who i cared about . I wanted to throw her back into the garbage bins , where i bet her parents found her . Honestly , her family is great ... her nice mother and her sisters ... but not her . She is totally a wasted woman , the one and only . Fuck ! She is the worst kind of human i would ever find ! Wait till i find another , i'll be already on my deathbed . Hopefully not , if u get what i mean .
She was about to drop me off , then she realised ... we were already in the carpark ! She paid the fees already ... and so , must well eat together . Met Douglas at the foodcourt , and she treated me to dinner , and my great auntie's husband treated on drinks . Well , Douglas's sons were so irritating , but cute . WaiHong and WaiKeat , remember them ? They are really bloody smart ! WaiKeat knows exactly more than what i know when i graduated from primary school . He is currently in first year in primary school . What a talent . But of course , a real chatterbox . He is bloody talkative , and i bet thats how he learn . WaiHong , does everything that his brother do , and i think he is so cute , i bet he'll be a model one day . Well , on the table , we were talking about Jane and Dad , and we couldnt mention names ... because the kids were around . They are super smart , especially WaiKeat , so ... i'd better keep my mouth shut . We were talking ... and finally , we left . Maria and i really grew much closer ... she is funny shit ! My cool auntie , really .
Got home by cab , and i was eating the cookies Douglas' wife bought me . So thankful . The cab driver didnt look quite happy ... well , busy day maybe . I wanted to offer him a cookie ... but i thought , maybe not . So , i was eating in the cab ... while looking out to only realise , how happy Dad is with Jane , though we know there's a hidden agenda to what all she'd been doing . But we cannot deny that , she is after all taking care of Dad .
Didnt go to school to practice , going to rock my house down later . This will be my first time practicing at home ... cool right ? Not first , but maybe first for this time ... because i dun have a Pipa at home usually . Uncle outside , and he told me to eat . I wonder , what new experimental dishes again ... ?
I guess this is the first time i find that ... my family is bloody cool ! I guess its what they call a dynastic sense . Guess that it runs in my blood , my genes .
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Friday, April 28, 2006
Self-Control
Ashen means cadaverous . And what is cadaverous ? Its just a description for a certain appearance . If ur curious , go look up on the dictionary . It might look just like u !
Just came home for YanYu's house . Not exactly , but somehow , yes . Spent around $140 on CDs today . I think its rather ... record-breaking . Ive never bought so many at once . Anyway , its only 7 ... and plus the extra charge because its another music CD shop , not my trusty Chinatown place .
Woke up at 10 am , or around so . So ? I was fucking screwed ! My exam starts at 10 am ! What the fuck ! Again ? Again ! Again , this time , late again ! Bloody hell ... Firstly , i scolded myself yesterday , and now this happens ... ? What the hell is happening ? Anyway , ive so much work to do , i dun think ive time to complete my portfolio . And for ur information , YongRui handed in his portfolios already . What the fuck ? Thats also a problem ... even YongRui handed in ! Im joking ...
So again , i took the cab . Went downstairs , and again ... like yesterday , saw this bunch of white people . They were of different racial groups , together wearing white , representing one of the movements . Well , the elections are coming . And i dun get it , whats the deal about this crap ? Firstly , i dun understand how this country runs , and i have no idea who runs it . Well , all i know are the famous or , infamous , people ... and they are namely LeeKuanYew and the rest ... Im not PangSoon u know .
Who is PangSoon ?
Well , PangSoon was a friend of mine back then in ACS . Was , not is . Well , he is currently missing from my address book , because ive not seen him for long , only having his cousin's MSN contact . He was quite a nerd , indeed , very . Well , nobody liked him , including him , but still ... i was trying to be nice ! Thanks so much for his stupid attitude ! Anyway , enough ... The point is , he is a political person . Not as in that he likes to influence people and stuff ... but , he loves political science . Statesmanship ... multiculturally sensitive influence peddlers ... and stuff , u know . Well , what a special interest ! Im sure he will become somebody in those dead dusty pictures on the wall .
Nevermind about him , anyway , why am i talking about him ? Shit ... distracted boy , pay attention here .
Anyway , got into this cab , like obvious . And the cab driver was a hell lot nicer than the one yesterday . Well , he talked to me ... and i talked to him ... and things were , going around in circles , luckily not the route , just the conversation . So , like as usual , when ur in a rush , the traffic is always stubborn and unkind . Anyway , this time , not much of the jams , but just traffic lights . This time , its half the price cheaper . What the fuck right ? Yesterday's ride was horrible ! And honestly , the most expensive .
Was on the phone with SiHan ... and he was late too , so he had to attend the 10 am class . But for me , mine was at 10 am , and theres no other classes for me to get into after that . So , that was it , im screwed . Anyway , i got there ... and i ran into class , and it has already started . But good enough that Yohanna waited for me . She was very kind , indeed . But i was seriously kinda late , so i told them to start first . She played the first rhythmic dictation 4 times , when i entered its already at its last actually , which was the third time . Well , thanks , Yohanna .
Notice the ample number of vulgarities in my blog . I think im using it too much ... Which ? The bad word ? Yes , the bad word . But after all , its English , and its in the dictionaries ! But of course , we have to use it properly and in a nice way , not in a cursing manner . So , example would be like ... what a fucking nice dress u have there ...
The paper was tough ! Seriously , this is the first time im having difficulties with my aural . I couldnt hear shit ... because i heard notes ? No ! It was shit that i heard actually .
I am talking to Zeke now . And we're typing in those stupid style of those stupid people from Friendster , especially young girls , and even some very dumb guys . Usually , the teens . Wait , aint i a teen ? Maybe , maybe not . Well , i cannot stand how people spell simple words with their unique way of spelling . Im not going to show examples here ... its disgracing . Go take a look at those MSN biographies , honestly , dumb people , its not cute .
Got myself something to play with after the exam . Went to take YouGuo's Pipa , and i practiced . Firstly , played with Christoven . He is a very good Violist . I think i like his playing more than actually some of the other Viola players . He improvised while i played chords , but of course we didnt follow any progression ... Well , there wasnt any rooms around ... so i played outside . Fairul took my ring ! Actually, i told him to hold it for me , because i was playing the Pipa . The Pipa was so out of tune ... and so unfriendly to the ears ... but still , ive to play it .
Got kinda distracted by people walking about ... and then , it was lunch time ... so , forget about practicing . Went to put back the Pipa with Sarah and SiHan following . Well , SiHan was heading home , so was i . So before that , we went to eat curry rice . Loved it , i mean the food , not the moment .
Took the bus home , to bath . Well , i woke up today without bathing and even brushing my teeth . So , imagine how panicky i was . In the bus , i realised ... how irritating old people can get . Well , u know how pack a bus can get right ? So i was letting this guy through , so i had to shift myself ... and i was touching this old man's legs . So , he started to nudge me . Again , i did it on purpose this time , and again he nudged me . So i was fucking pissed off , i gave him that really evil angry look , and he gave me that too . What the fuck ! U old man , go jump off the building and kill urself , to help make this world a better place ! U are wasting oxygen and food ! Fuck u , old male bitch !
Im so evil . I must have self-control , like Zeke . But of course , not like an alien . Zeke said that hes an alien ... so , u want me to lend u my handphone , and let u phone home ? Hope u get the joke . Jwen , read again .
Got home , and took a bath , which was so heavenly , just like those in the commercials . Was washing my face , then i realised those ugly pimples . They fit my ugly face !
I think the computer is such an amazing thing , almost like a super friend . Dun u find it amazing how it entertains u ... ? For me , i sit infront of it all day , and play , blog , chat and read . So , its like staring into this flat screen thing ... but yet , being able to stare into it for hours . Amazing ! I just need a chair , and i can work from here on ...
Took a cab down to YanYu's house , because i was kinda late . Well , was late , obviously . And so , she was practicing ... and i could hear her play . Well , the door wasnt locked ... so i went in myself . Then , i thought she was having lesson with somebody else , then she suddenly told me to go in . Well , i forgot to print the scores she wanted , and again ... i had to distract her by changing the subject . At the end of the lesson , she really forgot to ask , though she did asked for it before lesson started . Im so ... evil ...
Noozli is helping me to take care of my CDs . Here goes ...
How fucking idiotic can i be to leave them in school ? Its my dear CDs ! And i cannot live without them ! They are family ! And i shall leave no one behind ! I swore this upon myself before ... and fine , ive broken it ... and thus , ive to face the consequences . Every CD lost , shall have every fingers chopped off . And thus , its more than 10 and i cannot find another finger to cut ... i shall cut off my toes too ! This should be kinda bloody ... so lets ... just not ... watch this ...
Zeke is crying now . What the fuck ? Anyway , just in case if u cry till ur blind , i wont pay for the fees for ur education in the special school for the blind . Im joking ...
Anyway , was at the bus-stop , waiting for the bus ... but then , another one came , its a shuttle bus . So ... i saw the sign pointing towards the MRT ... so ... must well , just take the ride . Big mistake , dude . The bus was heading towards a shopping centre , and ive to shop there because the sign said that its strictly for the shoppers . So , if i dun ... i might get prosecuted . I alighted ... and got into the queue for those heading home , but then ... i saw the driver looking at me . So , i thought ... i shall be nice and go shop for awhile then .
Big mistake again , dude . Why ? Thats where i spent my $140 ! I bought CDs ... I saw the shop , and my eyes sparkled more than when i see second inversions , sorry MrYap . Well , so ... i got into the shop , and there were 3 workers there . They were slacking away , talking and joking ... because the shop was empty . Well , with me , business will turn the other way . So , i went off alone ... and i searched around for the CDs i wanted . I found them all ... I did ask for help , and the guy was friendly and helpful , though kinda gay . Well , poor thing , he was so unlucky to have me in the shop . Im a CD freak , and i started bombarding his knowledge with names . I hounded and haunted him ... that he was getting kinda frightened . The workers were all talking behind my back ... and giving me this weird look . Well , i asked for help from him again , and he was like giving that ... expression ... like he cannot help me , but he has to . Poor thing , i wanted to laugh . In the end , i got plenty of stickers ! And for the shortage of $2 more for one sticker , i bought this singles of Teletubbies . And the cashier was laughing ...
Anyway , im listening to JohnMayer now . And fuck , his music is great . I love the way how they produce creative albums like JohnMayer and of course , JasonMraz's too .
Jessica , a SanXian player from China , studied under ZhangNianBing when she was studying in the consevertory . Who is Jessica ? Its actually , LuJie . Remember her ? Ive seen her a few times already ... she also plays the DaRuan and SanXian in SCO sometimes . Well , she is also an accomplished Pianist and Ballerina . Well , she is the first in the world to revolutionise the playing of this tradition instrument , by standing up . And anyway , she recorded many albums by different composers , and performed for many events before ... and also featured in magazines from all over . She is such ... a talent . Quite admirable , but to think of it ... where is she ? She has been relocated to Sinagpore in 1999 ... And today , ive not heard much news about her .
So much to blog about , yet so ... much time to do so , but still , not time to complete my portfolios ! Im pretty much screwed . Going to teach at HongWen tomorrow at 10 am . I promised YouGuo , and so sorry to back out last week . Well , this time , i'll get my ass there in time .
Hope u enjoyed ur time here . Though its not really intersting , with no pictures and no distinctive topic to talk about ... Everything is rather nondescript and unsavory around here , talking around about my everyday life . But i just actually hope to read it again , and to find something interesting in life for me to laugh about . Nauseating paragraphs ... followed by chunks and bunches of paragraphs ... of verbosity . So , hope u might have a fetish for things like that .
Its just how i like my blog to be , plain .
Just came home for YanYu's house . Not exactly , but somehow , yes . Spent around $140 on CDs today . I think its rather ... record-breaking . Ive never bought so many at once . Anyway , its only 7 ... and plus the extra charge because its another music CD shop , not my trusty Chinatown place .
Woke up at 10 am , or around so . So ? I was fucking screwed ! My exam starts at 10 am ! What the fuck ! Again ? Again ! Again , this time , late again ! Bloody hell ... Firstly , i scolded myself yesterday , and now this happens ... ? What the hell is happening ? Anyway , ive so much work to do , i dun think ive time to complete my portfolio . And for ur information , YongRui handed in his portfolios already . What the fuck ? Thats also a problem ... even YongRui handed in ! Im joking ...
So again , i took the cab . Went downstairs , and again ... like yesterday , saw this bunch of white people . They were of different racial groups , together wearing white , representing one of the movements . Well , the elections are coming . And i dun get it , whats the deal about this crap ? Firstly , i dun understand how this country runs , and i have no idea who runs it . Well , all i know are the famous or , infamous , people ... and they are namely LeeKuanYew and the rest ... Im not PangSoon u know .
Who is PangSoon ?
Well , PangSoon was a friend of mine back then in ACS . Was , not is . Well , he is currently missing from my address book , because ive not seen him for long , only having his cousin's MSN contact . He was quite a nerd , indeed , very . Well , nobody liked him , including him , but still ... i was trying to be nice ! Thanks so much for his stupid attitude ! Anyway , enough ... The point is , he is a political person . Not as in that he likes to influence people and stuff ... but , he loves political science . Statesmanship ... multiculturally sensitive influence peddlers ... and stuff , u know . Well , what a special interest ! Im sure he will become somebody in those dead dusty pictures on the wall .
Nevermind about him , anyway , why am i talking about him ? Shit ... distracted boy , pay attention here .
Anyway , got into this cab , like obvious . And the cab driver was a hell lot nicer than the one yesterday . Well , he talked to me ... and i talked to him ... and things were , going around in circles , luckily not the route , just the conversation . So , like as usual , when ur in a rush , the traffic is always stubborn and unkind . Anyway , this time , not much of the jams , but just traffic lights . This time , its half the price cheaper . What the fuck right ? Yesterday's ride was horrible ! And honestly , the most expensive .
Was on the phone with SiHan ... and he was late too , so he had to attend the 10 am class . But for me , mine was at 10 am , and theres no other classes for me to get into after that . So , that was it , im screwed . Anyway , i got there ... and i ran into class , and it has already started . But good enough that Yohanna waited for me . She was very kind , indeed . But i was seriously kinda late , so i told them to start first . She played the first rhythmic dictation 4 times , when i entered its already at its last actually , which was the third time . Well , thanks , Yohanna .
Notice the ample number of vulgarities in my blog . I think im using it too much ... Which ? The bad word ? Yes , the bad word . But after all , its English , and its in the dictionaries ! But of course , we have to use it properly and in a nice way , not in a cursing manner . So , example would be like ... what a fucking nice dress u have there ...
The paper was tough ! Seriously , this is the first time im having difficulties with my aural . I couldnt hear shit ... because i heard notes ? No ! It was shit that i heard actually .
I am talking to Zeke now . And we're typing in those stupid style of those stupid people from Friendster , especially young girls , and even some very dumb guys . Usually , the teens . Wait , aint i a teen ? Maybe , maybe not . Well , i cannot stand how people spell simple words with their unique way of spelling . Im not going to show examples here ... its disgracing . Go take a look at those MSN biographies , honestly , dumb people , its not cute .
Got myself something to play with after the exam . Went to take YouGuo's Pipa , and i practiced . Firstly , played with Christoven . He is a very good Violist . I think i like his playing more than actually some of the other Viola players . He improvised while i played chords , but of course we didnt follow any progression ... Well , there wasnt any rooms around ... so i played outside . Fairul took my ring ! Actually, i told him to hold it for me , because i was playing the Pipa . The Pipa was so out of tune ... and so unfriendly to the ears ... but still , ive to play it .
Got kinda distracted by people walking about ... and then , it was lunch time ... so , forget about practicing . Went to put back the Pipa with Sarah and SiHan following . Well , SiHan was heading home , so was i . So before that , we went to eat curry rice . Loved it , i mean the food , not the moment .
Took the bus home , to bath . Well , i woke up today without bathing and even brushing my teeth . So , imagine how panicky i was . In the bus , i realised ... how irritating old people can get . Well , u know how pack a bus can get right ? So i was letting this guy through , so i had to shift myself ... and i was touching this old man's legs . So , he started to nudge me . Again , i did it on purpose this time , and again he nudged me . So i was fucking pissed off , i gave him that really evil angry look , and he gave me that too . What the fuck ! U old man , go jump off the building and kill urself , to help make this world a better place ! U are wasting oxygen and food ! Fuck u , old male bitch !
Im so evil . I must have self-control , like Zeke . But of course , not like an alien . Zeke said that hes an alien ... so , u want me to lend u my handphone , and let u phone home ? Hope u get the joke . Jwen , read again .
Got home , and took a bath , which was so heavenly , just like those in the commercials . Was washing my face , then i realised those ugly pimples . They fit my ugly face !
I think the computer is such an amazing thing , almost like a super friend . Dun u find it amazing how it entertains u ... ? For me , i sit infront of it all day , and play , blog , chat and read . So , its like staring into this flat screen thing ... but yet , being able to stare into it for hours . Amazing ! I just need a chair , and i can work from here on ...
Took a cab down to YanYu's house , because i was kinda late . Well , was late , obviously . And so , she was practicing ... and i could hear her play . Well , the door wasnt locked ... so i went in myself . Then , i thought she was having lesson with somebody else , then she suddenly told me to go in . Well , i forgot to print the scores she wanted , and again ... i had to distract her by changing the subject . At the end of the lesson , she really forgot to ask , though she did asked for it before lesson started . Im so ... evil ...
Noozli is helping me to take care of my CDs . Here goes ...
How fucking idiotic can i be to leave them in school ? Its my dear CDs ! And i cannot live without them ! They are family ! And i shall leave no one behind ! I swore this upon myself before ... and fine , ive broken it ... and thus , ive to face the consequences . Every CD lost , shall have every fingers chopped off . And thus , its more than 10 and i cannot find another finger to cut ... i shall cut off my toes too ! This should be kinda bloody ... so lets ... just not ... watch this ...
Zeke is crying now . What the fuck ? Anyway , just in case if u cry till ur blind , i wont pay for the fees for ur education in the special school for the blind . Im joking ...
Anyway , was at the bus-stop , waiting for the bus ... but then , another one came , its a shuttle bus . So ... i saw the sign pointing towards the MRT ... so ... must well , just take the ride . Big mistake , dude . The bus was heading towards a shopping centre , and ive to shop there because the sign said that its strictly for the shoppers . So , if i dun ... i might get prosecuted . I alighted ... and got into the queue for those heading home , but then ... i saw the driver looking at me . So , i thought ... i shall be nice and go shop for awhile then .
Big mistake again , dude . Why ? Thats where i spent my $140 ! I bought CDs ... I saw the shop , and my eyes sparkled more than when i see second inversions , sorry MrYap . Well , so ... i got into the shop , and there were 3 workers there . They were slacking away , talking and joking ... because the shop was empty . Well , with me , business will turn the other way . So , i went off alone ... and i searched around for the CDs i wanted . I found them all ... I did ask for help , and the guy was friendly and helpful , though kinda gay . Well , poor thing , he was so unlucky to have me in the shop . Im a CD freak , and i started bombarding his knowledge with names . I hounded and haunted him ... that he was getting kinda frightened . The workers were all talking behind my back ... and giving me this weird look . Well , i asked for help from him again , and he was like giving that ... expression ... like he cannot help me , but he has to . Poor thing , i wanted to laugh . In the end , i got plenty of stickers ! And for the shortage of $2 more for one sticker , i bought this singles of Teletubbies . And the cashier was laughing ...
Anyway , im listening to JohnMayer now . And fuck , his music is great . I love the way how they produce creative albums like JohnMayer and of course , JasonMraz's too .
Jessica , a SanXian player from China , studied under ZhangNianBing when she was studying in the consevertory . Who is Jessica ? Its actually , LuJie . Remember her ? Ive seen her a few times already ... she also plays the DaRuan and SanXian in SCO sometimes . Well , she is also an accomplished Pianist and Ballerina . Well , she is the first in the world to revolutionise the playing of this tradition instrument , by standing up . And anyway , she recorded many albums by different composers , and performed for many events before ... and also featured in magazines from all over . She is such ... a talent . Quite admirable , but to think of it ... where is she ? She has been relocated to Sinagpore in 1999 ... And today , ive not heard much news about her .
So much to blog about , yet so ... much time to do so , but still , not time to complete my portfolios ! Im pretty much screwed . Going to teach at HongWen tomorrow at 10 am . I promised YouGuo , and so sorry to back out last week . Well , this time , i'll get my ass there in time .
Hope u enjoyed ur time here . Though its not really intersting , with no pictures and no distinctive topic to talk about ... Everything is rather nondescript and unsavory around here , talking around about my everyday life . But i just actually hope to read it again , and to find something interesting in life for me to laugh about . Nauseating paragraphs ... followed by chunks and bunches of paragraphs ... of verbosity . So , hope u might have a fetish for things like that .
Its just how i like my blog to be , plain .
Ashen
Was at home . So , no hearing of the normal ... got home from where and where stuffs . Another wasted day , devoted to relaxing the brain . Havent touched on my analysis , ever since then . And now , i think im so screwed . For the group work , im not pretty sure . But for harmony exam today , im sure , im gonna fail .
Woke up late , as usual , the WeiKang style of working and doing things , procrastination . So , was dragging my feet off my comfort of my bed ... and next , the clock struck this acrid alarm in my brain , telling me ... that im late for class ! Not class actually , exam ! So , i got up really fast . I did my usual stuff , imagine , but ten times faster . Was walking around , thinking about the things i should do and should bring . Was taking off my clothes while doing so ... and throwing them about . When ur in a rush , nothing comes ur way , and especially the traffic ! But anyway , took out a clothing which drew my attention the most ... my pink shirt . And again , its not pink , seriously , its fuchsia . Anyway , got dressed ... and hoping that somebody would tell me that its at 10 am , and not 9 am . Called Jwen , SiHan and Samuel . And damn , its at 9 am !
Got out of my house , and rushed downstairs ... walking at a dangerous speed , so dangerous that i might get caught . I stood by the road , once empty , today ... filled with unnecessary vehicles . This extraneous metal craps were auxiliary , i only needed cabs . And sure , plenty ... but dunno why , fetching spirits . I dunno whats the problem with cab drivers . Look , if u dun really like to fetch people , then dun bloody hell drive a cab . And if u have this attitude ugly face , then fucking stay at home with an opera mask on . Another thing , be alert ... and dun just pick up any customer nearest by the road . What the fuck ! Today , plenty of aunties were snatching cabs with me . What the fuck ! I wanted to walk over and scold them . How inconsiderate ! They saw me waving and they knew that i was there first ... and they had to snatch by standing there , waving together with me . And of course , stupid cabs with stop over there first . Not just one today , its plenty . Fuck this stupid people ! If ur late , then wake up early . There wouldnt be any reason why somebody would wanna really take a cab . If ur late , how about others ? Fuck u people ! And thats also a lesson for myself , stop taking the cab , and wake up earlier . Will u , WeiKang ? Fuck u , WeiKang , do u know uve been spending too much on cabs nowadays ? I know ... Then will u please fucking stop that and save some money ? I will .
Watching a TV show now , about China during the Japanese's invasion . And how fucking horrible can the Japanese be ? Goodness ... thanks to God that now everything is in peace . Well , this Chinese women , a mother , brought his child out during a curfew to get some medicine , because her daughter at home is having high fever . So ... the doctor was nice , and gave her a pack of medicine . On their way back home ... they were caught by the Japanese soldiers . The ran , and they hid , but of course ... not for long . She told her son to quickly take the medicine home ... and feed it to his sister . And she ran out of the alley ... attracting attention from the soldiers . She got caught , and they beat her up , and played with her . Meaning ... she got raped . How fucking evil can that be ? I curse this kinda people ! I feel so angry now . Well , to think of it ... last time watching this kinda shows ... really provoke this kinda anger and hatred towards the Japanese . But well , thats the past . Without them now , there wouldnt be Osim's 'iGallop' .
Anyway , the cab driver was ... either really nice , or very cunning . He told me that there was an accident , and everywhere is having a jam . So , i was kinda worried already ... Samuel just left home , and SiHan was still on the bus . I thought , maybe im not the latest yet . So , anyway ... the driver drove to many places ... and sure enough , there were many jams , just not enough bread to finish it . So , while driving towards school ... saw DrGoh walking . I wanted to stop over and give him a lift , but too bad the cab was driving at the inner lanes ... couldnt make it in time . Im more worried about my exam than fetching DrGoh . So ... anyway , was really late . Searched for Samuel ... and couldnt find him , so i went into the hall ... only to realise that SiHan and him were already doing their work .
Having webcam with Vincent now . Im watching him watching TV , and how ... weird .
MrYap was nice , and he let me in . I did the analysis first ... and managed to complete both . Didnt know that there was a second page , till Karen told us about some typo err . Scary ... Saw Charles and Williana exchanging answers ... i better not say this out . And saw Samuel scratching his head for the answers . Well , i think im pretty much screwed too . I couldnt complete my first question . So , i jumped forward and did the final cadences and stuff first . Well , and of course , i wrote my chords . I think many people modulated wrongly , i think im quite safe . The only problem is that ... im not sure where my pivots are .
Was later on in the pink room with QingLun and gang , writing petition for Andy . Didnt know what else to write ... because i was kinda distracted thanks to Evan's coarse voice . She was having a bad day with her voice , seems that she kinda lost it already . So , we were making a joke out of her , that she is going through puberty . So , that ungraceful voice , once so ... ungraceful too , has gone . Now , worse . Anyway , i was busy making fun of her new found voice . But for Jwen , its different .
She gave me this teacher look when she was talking to me , and it looked so ... stupid ! So , i captured that moment , and mass produced them on my face .
We ate at Jack'sPlace . And how expensive was that ? I paid , first . Jwen ate so slowly , like a snail , or as her true form . We were waiting for her to finish . Meanwhile , i played with their beverages . For Fairul , i added milk to his tea . Not just abit of milk , it was a tiny bit , followed by a whole chunk ! He added a few packets of sugar too ...
Evan promised that after eating , she'll accompany me to copy some scores over at KarlHeng . And again , she broke her promise ! Ive to remind her of the bond that she promised ... and finally , she came along . Went inside , took the scores down and photocopied my exam's arpeggio . I got myself into some serious deep shit ... anyway , we went to CityHall after that . Walked there .
While in there , Fairul went a little oviparous , almost disgusting . Evan was growing rather unrefined . I was as myself ... with Jwen , slowing things down . Then we entered this shop , and Fairul started exclaiming with awe about the accessories . It looked really dumb , like bimbos . I couldnt take it , and ran outside ... and started laughing , so did Jwen . Evan was still inside the shop ... Then , again , Evan gave me ideas about leaving Fairul alone . Well , that didnt happen today , maybe next time . Then Fairul told me that he doesnt like being mentioned in blogs , but too bad ... im evil ! Anyway , Jwen and i started apologising to Evan , like how Samuel and i did it . It was freaking embarrassing ... because it was really loud this time , and Evan lifted her legs fast ... and ran off like a wild elephant would . Fairul and i were really tired ... Anyway , many things happened ... and in the end , we took a cab back to school . The girls paid less , and they tricked me into paying more , idiotic .
Anyway , got back to school ... with no motives and purposes . Went around , watched Samuel practice ... and talked to QingLun . Anyway , after that ... we went for a drink . Fairul didnt come along ... he was dunno doing what . Let me think ... i think he didnt come along . Anyway , while drinking , many of us broke into our own chatting groups . Fhairil , Mark and Evan were listening to my mind games . Mark was so enthusiastic , and he managed to break one of them . Evan was impatient , and attended to Samuel and others ... Fhairil , was guessing around . Well , after a while , they all started listening ... but still , none of them got it . Then , Laurel left , and everyone followed ...
Back in school , we went on ... Jwen and Noozli got the answers right for the rhythm mind game . Mark still didnt quite get it . Anyway , Mark then came up with one game , and we exchanged answers ... and we realised , our games were all so dumb ! If subtraction of one and one is complicating , ours would be the least complicated . Dun think too far ...
Got really bored after awhile ... and i went down to meet Evan and Jwen at level 4 . Knew something aint right ... and i was right , i had to hold cameras for them , because they were some slaves for the graduating batch , and were helping them with the phototaking . I couldnt take it after a few shots ... and i went to take a seat . After awhile , they came back ... with Fairul too . And we were spending so much time deciding on what to do . And so , we went to the library to watch some movie . I didnt know that , i left my DVDs in school . And shit , its dangerous , it might get stolen ! So , anyway ... we were firstly , stuck in the lift . How ? Actually , they were just relunctant to get out ... kinda lazy . So , again , sat down there ... and after a long while , got our butts up , and started walking .
Freaky show . The kids now are all gathered by the river and shouting for their parents , who died in the war . Well , the bodies were burnt , and the ashes rose to the sky above , and it became clouds , and it rained down unto earth , and into the rivers . So , the kids are all standing there now , and shouting and crying . What a TV show ... i wonder how many kids got beaten up badly by the director for this section of the film .
Anyway , didnt know what to watch . So , i went to take a very interesting movie , which ive longed for ... and its 'The Others' . Sadly , all of them reacted very negatively . So , they wanted to leave ... Jwen and Evan , then left . Fairul was cursing ... bitches . Honestly , i dunno whats wrong with horror films , its just a movie .
Well , i must say spending time like that aint wise . Im not gonna waste my time like that again . Yes , thanks , got my lesson .
On our way back to school , i couldnt take it anymore . Its hell , and its burning . I was so bored and tired ... i thought , i bet nothing would be done in school today with Evan and Jwen . So , i went home ... by myself ...
Well , was kinda tired ... and leaned slightly on this guy , this old uncle . Then he reacted by shifting his shoulder , almost like throwing my head away . Fuck u ! I gave him a fucking evil look when he alighted , and i didnt give way though he woke me up . I just tucked my legs in , and forced him to squeeze through . Fucking old man , i hate u ! Im not that blind to hate people because of such stupid reasons . But honestly , throughout the ride , he irritated me , alot . Fucking old man , go play with ur sticks and give ur dog a bone , if u get what i mean .
Woke up late , as usual , the WeiKang style of working and doing things , procrastination . So , was dragging my feet off my comfort of my bed ... and next , the clock struck this acrid alarm in my brain , telling me ... that im late for class ! Not class actually , exam ! So , i got up really fast . I did my usual stuff , imagine , but ten times faster . Was walking around , thinking about the things i should do and should bring . Was taking off my clothes while doing so ... and throwing them about . When ur in a rush , nothing comes ur way , and especially the traffic ! But anyway , took out a clothing which drew my attention the most ... my pink shirt . And again , its not pink , seriously , its fuchsia . Anyway , got dressed ... and hoping that somebody would tell me that its at 10 am , and not 9 am . Called Jwen , SiHan and Samuel . And damn , its at 9 am !
Got out of my house , and rushed downstairs ... walking at a dangerous speed , so dangerous that i might get caught . I stood by the road , once empty , today ... filled with unnecessary vehicles . This extraneous metal craps were auxiliary , i only needed cabs . And sure , plenty ... but dunno why , fetching spirits . I dunno whats the problem with cab drivers . Look , if u dun really like to fetch people , then dun bloody hell drive a cab . And if u have this attitude ugly face , then fucking stay at home with an opera mask on . Another thing , be alert ... and dun just pick up any customer nearest by the road . What the fuck ! Today , plenty of aunties were snatching cabs with me . What the fuck ! I wanted to walk over and scold them . How inconsiderate ! They saw me waving and they knew that i was there first ... and they had to snatch by standing there , waving together with me . And of course , stupid cabs with stop over there first . Not just one today , its plenty . Fuck this stupid people ! If ur late , then wake up early . There wouldnt be any reason why somebody would wanna really take a cab . If ur late , how about others ? Fuck u people ! And thats also a lesson for myself , stop taking the cab , and wake up earlier . Will u , WeiKang ? Fuck u , WeiKang , do u know uve been spending too much on cabs nowadays ? I know ... Then will u please fucking stop that and save some money ? I will .
Watching a TV show now , about China during the Japanese's invasion . And how fucking horrible can the Japanese be ? Goodness ... thanks to God that now everything is in peace . Well , this Chinese women , a mother , brought his child out during a curfew to get some medicine , because her daughter at home is having high fever . So ... the doctor was nice , and gave her a pack of medicine . On their way back home ... they were caught by the Japanese soldiers . The ran , and they hid , but of course ... not for long . She told her son to quickly take the medicine home ... and feed it to his sister . And she ran out of the alley ... attracting attention from the soldiers . She got caught , and they beat her up , and played with her . Meaning ... she got raped . How fucking evil can that be ? I curse this kinda people ! I feel so angry now . Well , to think of it ... last time watching this kinda shows ... really provoke this kinda anger and hatred towards the Japanese . But well , thats the past . Without them now , there wouldnt be Osim's 'iGallop' .
Anyway , the cab driver was ... either really nice , or very cunning . He told me that there was an accident , and everywhere is having a jam . So , i was kinda worried already ... Samuel just left home , and SiHan was still on the bus . I thought , maybe im not the latest yet . So , anyway ... the driver drove to many places ... and sure enough , there were many jams , just not enough bread to finish it . So , while driving towards school ... saw DrGoh walking . I wanted to stop over and give him a lift , but too bad the cab was driving at the inner lanes ... couldnt make it in time . Im more worried about my exam than fetching DrGoh . So ... anyway , was really late . Searched for Samuel ... and couldnt find him , so i went into the hall ... only to realise that SiHan and him were already doing their work .
Having webcam with Vincent now . Im watching him watching TV , and how ... weird .
MrYap was nice , and he let me in . I did the analysis first ... and managed to complete both . Didnt know that there was a second page , till Karen told us about some typo err . Scary ... Saw Charles and Williana exchanging answers ... i better not say this out . And saw Samuel scratching his head for the answers . Well , i think im pretty much screwed too . I couldnt complete my first question . So , i jumped forward and did the final cadences and stuff first . Well , and of course , i wrote my chords . I think many people modulated wrongly , i think im quite safe . The only problem is that ... im not sure where my pivots are .
Was later on in the pink room with QingLun and gang , writing petition for Andy . Didnt know what else to write ... because i was kinda distracted thanks to Evan's coarse voice . She was having a bad day with her voice , seems that she kinda lost it already . So , we were making a joke out of her , that she is going through puberty . So , that ungraceful voice , once so ... ungraceful too , has gone . Now , worse . Anyway , i was busy making fun of her new found voice . But for Jwen , its different .
She gave me this teacher look when she was talking to me , and it looked so ... stupid ! So , i captured that moment , and mass produced them on my face .
We ate at Jack'sPlace . And how expensive was that ? I paid , first . Jwen ate so slowly , like a snail , or as her true form . We were waiting for her to finish . Meanwhile , i played with their beverages . For Fairul , i added milk to his tea . Not just abit of milk , it was a tiny bit , followed by a whole chunk ! He added a few packets of sugar too ...
Evan promised that after eating , she'll accompany me to copy some scores over at KarlHeng . And again , she broke her promise ! Ive to remind her of the bond that she promised ... and finally , she came along . Went inside , took the scores down and photocopied my exam's arpeggio . I got myself into some serious deep shit ... anyway , we went to CityHall after that . Walked there .
While in there , Fairul went a little oviparous , almost disgusting . Evan was growing rather unrefined . I was as myself ... with Jwen , slowing things down . Then we entered this shop , and Fairul started exclaiming with awe about the accessories . It looked really dumb , like bimbos . I couldnt take it , and ran outside ... and started laughing , so did Jwen . Evan was still inside the shop ... Then , again , Evan gave me ideas about leaving Fairul alone . Well , that didnt happen today , maybe next time . Then Fairul told me that he doesnt like being mentioned in blogs , but too bad ... im evil ! Anyway , Jwen and i started apologising to Evan , like how Samuel and i did it . It was freaking embarrassing ... because it was really loud this time , and Evan lifted her legs fast ... and ran off like a wild elephant would . Fairul and i were really tired ... Anyway , many things happened ... and in the end , we took a cab back to school . The girls paid less , and they tricked me into paying more , idiotic .
Anyway , got back to school ... with no motives and purposes . Went around , watched Samuel practice ... and talked to QingLun . Anyway , after that ... we went for a drink . Fairul didnt come along ... he was dunno doing what . Let me think ... i think he didnt come along . Anyway , while drinking , many of us broke into our own chatting groups . Fhairil , Mark and Evan were listening to my mind games . Mark was so enthusiastic , and he managed to break one of them . Evan was impatient , and attended to Samuel and others ... Fhairil , was guessing around . Well , after a while , they all started listening ... but still , none of them got it . Then , Laurel left , and everyone followed ...
Back in school , we went on ... Jwen and Noozli got the answers right for the rhythm mind game . Mark still didnt quite get it . Anyway , Mark then came up with one game , and we exchanged answers ... and we realised , our games were all so dumb ! If subtraction of one and one is complicating , ours would be the least complicated . Dun think too far ...
Got really bored after awhile ... and i went down to meet Evan and Jwen at level 4 . Knew something aint right ... and i was right , i had to hold cameras for them , because they were some slaves for the graduating batch , and were helping them with the phototaking . I couldnt take it after a few shots ... and i went to take a seat . After awhile , they came back ... with Fairul too . And we were spending so much time deciding on what to do . And so , we went to the library to watch some movie . I didnt know that , i left my DVDs in school . And shit , its dangerous , it might get stolen ! So , anyway ... we were firstly , stuck in the lift . How ? Actually , they were just relunctant to get out ... kinda lazy . So , again , sat down there ... and after a long while , got our butts up , and started walking .
Freaky show . The kids now are all gathered by the river and shouting for their parents , who died in the war . Well , the bodies were burnt , and the ashes rose to the sky above , and it became clouds , and it rained down unto earth , and into the rivers . So , the kids are all standing there now , and shouting and crying . What a TV show ... i wonder how many kids got beaten up badly by the director for this section of the film .
Anyway , didnt know what to watch . So , i went to take a very interesting movie , which ive longed for ... and its 'The Others' . Sadly , all of them reacted very negatively . So , they wanted to leave ... Jwen and Evan , then left . Fairul was cursing ... bitches . Honestly , i dunno whats wrong with horror films , its just a movie .
Well , i must say spending time like that aint wise . Im not gonna waste my time like that again . Yes , thanks , got my lesson .
On our way back to school , i couldnt take it anymore . Its hell , and its burning . I was so bored and tired ... i thought , i bet nothing would be done in school today with Evan and Jwen . So , i went home ... by myself ...
Well , was kinda tired ... and leaned slightly on this guy , this old uncle . Then he reacted by shifting his shoulder , almost like throwing my head away . Fuck u ! I gave him a fucking evil look when he alighted , and i didnt give way though he woke me up . I just tucked my legs in , and forced him to squeeze through . Fucking old man , i hate u ! Im not that blind to hate people because of such stupid reasons . But honestly , throughout the ride , he irritated me , alot . Fucking old man , go play with ur sticks and give ur dog a bone , if u get what i mean .
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Amusia
So , who did i touch ? Nobody knows .
Got home from a really long bus ride from Woodlands . I was teaching at SiLing today , and again ... i have to scream here and there . Well , i was feeling this headache , and i was about to vomit . I already felt so in the taxi ride from school , and the cost was one of the reasons ... it was $16 ! Anyway , i dun wanna faint like somebody did in NAFA yesterday . Did i not mention that ? Well , yesterday somebody fainted ... and everybody attended to her . She didnt eat , and thats why she fainted , thats everybody's guess . For me , i was walking around ... and then i saw many people sitting and crowding around . I first thought that they were playing some games ... then next , MrsPhua , Adams and DrTan were rushing over . Then , next ... got the idea that they might wanna play too . Its not ! Well , they called the ambulance , and it did arrive . Before that , MrsPhua was standing away and so was DrTan , they were like afraid to get near . DrTan was very professional , like a doctor ... and told Adams that she fainted because she was low on sugar ... or maybe she is diabetic ... and stuff ... Whats the point ? Now what she really need , is an ambulance !
Watching this really fucking dumb show on TV now . Its another failure Singapore variety show . The singers are disgusting ! And that includes famous stripper StevenLim . Fucking hell ! What the hell , why post this kinda programme . I think Singapore's entertainment industry really ... really ... cannot make it ! Fuck , im gonna smash my TV if i hear another word from those horrible singer's mouth ! For the price of another TV , and the price of getting my ears damaged , i think maybe ... lets just leave the TV there ...
Fucking hell out of tune ! Ten times worse than some ethnic instruments . No need for the ethnic cleansing , time to mass kill those amusia people . Extermination !
Anyway , went to school today , by cab , because i was late for school . Woke up late , because i was busy talking to Cyril online , and playing games with somebody , whose name i cannot recall . Anyway , then after that ... i slept around 9 am , for awhile ... which ended to be around 3 hours later . Skipped lunch and breakfast , because i didnt have any time .
The paper was kinda easy , but rather pointless . DrKan was giving out the papers , and i was worried as a dying cockroach , because i didnt have the programme notes . I dug out some from my grey bag , and some from my own bag ... and in the end , ive still a plenty missing . So , Evan sat beside me , fortunate for me and unfortunate for her , i was bugging her to lend me her programme notes . I was being nice , and lent FeiYang my notes . Got some notes from Evan when DrKan went to attend some students . It was all very harsh , throwing papers here and there . And Samuel , was laughing away .
The questions were ... all again , like some self reflection stuff , and some very dumb ones . Music is all about expressions , and we've to express ourself with words ... and music ... How unfortunate that the world has changed into such a state , where people complicate things over and over .
Sorry to interrupt , but i cannot stand it ! Retarded people singing on TV is killing my living cells !
Back to the topic , i was doing my work ... and ... and ... yes , i found some ...
Maybe one can sing better , and its the guy , Louis , who partnered this crap girl , Valerie ! What the hell ...
Im so distracted ! Anyway , i found some stupid thoughts of bluffing my way through . So , i was borrowing and completing almost every question , till Samuel told me ... do only 5 . I was ... shocked ... because im about to complete already . Anyway , good thing they have this Chinese instrument recital series this semester ... and at least , something for me to talk about . And of course , TingTing's concerto .
Well , after the paper ... i went off straight away . Got myself somebody to accompany , and that unlucky person was Fairul . So , he waited for the cab with me ... and then , i got on ... and i headed straight to SiLing .
Jams everywhere . Im diabetic .
Well , was there ... and Anthea was teaching the Pipa section ... and they were complaining to me how bad Anthea was . Well , maybe , or not . I think ive quite a connection with the students there ... they kinda like me though ive only taught there for like 3 times . YouGuo was there too , then he went off first . Think maybe Dedric and YouGuo fought again ... some cold war . Anyway , Dedric was making his rounds and when he entered my room , they all suddenly became very quiet . Well , thanks to him for helping me scold them . I managed to complete half a page of a score with the Ruans . What the hell right ? Well , if thats the speed they can go , im sure it'll take almost half a year or more to complete a piece . Especially since its quite a hard piece ... so , i went through the faster sections first .
StevenLim cried . Pity ... ?
Will such a dumb variety show make u a star ? Or ... a freak ? Maybe a clown in public . If its me , i'll stare in awe ... to such courageous people around , especially in Singapore . Wait ! Thats what Singapore produces ! Never the best , but only the second . As for the clowns ... its kinda different ... literally the last , the majority i guess .
Got home from a really long bus ride from Woodlands . I was teaching at SiLing today , and again ... i have to scream here and there . Well , i was feeling this headache , and i was about to vomit . I already felt so in the taxi ride from school , and the cost was one of the reasons ... it was $16 ! Anyway , i dun wanna faint like somebody did in NAFA yesterday . Did i not mention that ? Well , yesterday somebody fainted ... and everybody attended to her . She didnt eat , and thats why she fainted , thats everybody's guess . For me , i was walking around ... and then i saw many people sitting and crowding around . I first thought that they were playing some games ... then next , MrsPhua , Adams and DrTan were rushing over . Then , next ... got the idea that they might wanna play too . Its not ! Well , they called the ambulance , and it did arrive . Before that , MrsPhua was standing away and so was DrTan , they were like afraid to get near . DrTan was very professional , like a doctor ... and told Adams that she fainted because she was low on sugar ... or maybe she is diabetic ... and stuff ... Whats the point ? Now what she really need , is an ambulance !
Watching this really fucking dumb show on TV now . Its another failure Singapore variety show . The singers are disgusting ! And that includes famous stripper StevenLim . Fucking hell ! What the hell , why post this kinda programme . I think Singapore's entertainment industry really ... really ... cannot make it ! Fuck , im gonna smash my TV if i hear another word from those horrible singer's mouth ! For the price of another TV , and the price of getting my ears damaged , i think maybe ... lets just leave the TV there ...
Fucking hell out of tune ! Ten times worse than some ethnic instruments . No need for the ethnic cleansing , time to mass kill those amusia people . Extermination !
Anyway , went to school today , by cab , because i was late for school . Woke up late , because i was busy talking to Cyril online , and playing games with somebody , whose name i cannot recall . Anyway , then after that ... i slept around 9 am , for awhile ... which ended to be around 3 hours later . Skipped lunch and breakfast , because i didnt have any time .
The paper was kinda easy , but rather pointless . DrKan was giving out the papers , and i was worried as a dying cockroach , because i didnt have the programme notes . I dug out some from my grey bag , and some from my own bag ... and in the end , ive still a plenty missing . So , Evan sat beside me , fortunate for me and unfortunate for her , i was bugging her to lend me her programme notes . I was being nice , and lent FeiYang my notes . Got some notes from Evan when DrKan went to attend some students . It was all very harsh , throwing papers here and there . And Samuel , was laughing away .
The questions were ... all again , like some self reflection stuff , and some very dumb ones . Music is all about expressions , and we've to express ourself with words ... and music ... How unfortunate that the world has changed into such a state , where people complicate things over and over .
Sorry to interrupt , but i cannot stand it ! Retarded people singing on TV is killing my living cells !
Back to the topic , i was doing my work ... and ... and ... yes , i found some ...
Maybe one can sing better , and its the guy , Louis , who partnered this crap girl , Valerie ! What the hell ...
Im so distracted ! Anyway , i found some stupid thoughts of bluffing my way through . So , i was borrowing and completing almost every question , till Samuel told me ... do only 5 . I was ... shocked ... because im about to complete already . Anyway , good thing they have this Chinese instrument recital series this semester ... and at least , something for me to talk about . And of course , TingTing's concerto .
Well , after the paper ... i went off straight away . Got myself somebody to accompany , and that unlucky person was Fairul . So , he waited for the cab with me ... and then , i got on ... and i headed straight to SiLing .
Jams everywhere . Im diabetic .
Well , was there ... and Anthea was teaching the Pipa section ... and they were complaining to me how bad Anthea was . Well , maybe , or not . I think ive quite a connection with the students there ... they kinda like me though ive only taught there for like 3 times . YouGuo was there too , then he went off first . Think maybe Dedric and YouGuo fought again ... some cold war . Anyway , Dedric was making his rounds and when he entered my room , they all suddenly became very quiet . Well , thanks to him for helping me scold them . I managed to complete half a page of a score with the Ruans . What the hell right ? Well , if thats the speed they can go , im sure it'll take almost half a year or more to complete a piece . Especially since its quite a hard piece ... so , i went through the faster sections first .
StevenLim cried . Pity ... ?
Will such a dumb variety show make u a star ? Or ... a freak ? Maybe a clown in public . If its me , i'll stare in awe ... to such courageous people around , especially in Singapore . Wait ! Thats what Singapore produces ! Never the best , but only the second . As for the clowns ... its kinda different ... literally the last , the majority i guess .
Who Did I Touch ?
Im so freaking evil . I give so many people nicknames ... and what if people give me one ? Im so evil , why didnt i think before i act ? Well , since ive given so many ... its time i get one then !
Just came home from a bus ride with Fhairil . Today is another freaking wasted day ! Well , noticed that many people hasnt handed in their portfolio yet ! Well , at least im not like ... the latest . But still , i shouldnt continue procrastinating . So , lets finish this once and for all , and relax ... on the academic stuff , and focus on my Pipa . Well , today i practiced a little ... alone at the first level . Well , it was where SiHan practiced this morning .
Got up kinda late , and read some blogs , before i went out to school . Yesterday was ... confusing ... between day and night ... because my body was screwed up . Nobody did , it was the sleepless nights and stuff .
Audrey just told me how funny it was ... reading the part on me sleeping in the bus . Well , yes , ive experienced this kinda embarrassment a thousand times already . And there's always a new ending to it ... never repeats itself twice . And happy to hear that my blog cheered u up , Audrey . Everybody has this kinda problems ... but sometimes , maybe its just a different way of encouragement ... ? Well , im not very sure . My teacher once told me that she'll smash my Pipa like those people smashing Guitars on stage . Well ...
SiHan was blaming , or still is , for making him lose his marks , due to late submission . But , he was the one procrastinating ... and finding excuses not to complete them . Well , he told me that his works were with me , thats why ... he couldnt complete it . Who says so ? He could have done some other works first ! He ... is so evil , anyhow blame me . Well , i know he was joking anyway ... though he kept telling me to return him those marks . I seriously , dunno how to .
Was trying my best to do work . And till now , ive only done a few . For today , i only drew the line graph for a stupid piece . Just bloody one ! One a day ? What the fuck can i get from then on ? Im so freaking slow ! How many bloody hours wasted ? Thanks to SiHan's choice piece for me , this Cello sonata ... which consists of at least 8 freaking pages ! Somebody please tell me how am i going to analyse that long crap ! Thanks to Beethoven too , though its not his fault , for writing such long pieces ! Anyway , i was doing work in one of the room , with the sound of ErHu ... distracting me , as in a good way . Well , next ... was SiHan's Cello . I was counting and keeping tempo for him and YiKai . Was busy listening and counting ... and disturbing SiHan . So , didnt get to do much work .
Fairul then came in , with his really ... weird purple hair . TingTing was practicing already by then . Well , didnt get to do anything ... so i gave up , and took out my Pipa , and went down to practice . Brought QingLun and HuiQi down to the first level .
After practicing for awhile ... SiHan called , and told me to get up to the computer room . Well , i initially didnt want to , but in the end ... u know , im soft hearted , so ... i got there . He was using the computer , and he actually didnt quite needed me . So i sat there , playing my Pipa and talked to Laurence . Well , he told me how his biology class was ... anyway , its disgusting ... digging out grasshopper's intestines , and extracting enzymes . What the fuck ? Anyway , Ryan started playing songs , and i played them on the Pipa too . Ivan then came in next , and started singing ... guess i shall stop here .
Joking ...
Anyway , played the Pipa for the poor boy on the floor . Well , Andy was sitting there dreaming ... and so , i thought , maybe i shall play him something to cheer him up . Apparantly , nothing did , in the end , im a musical box , i played everything he told me to . Andy didnt get into NAFA , and he already recieved the letter ... which told him that his audition was unsuccessful . But its just a letter , im sure if theres still a slight chance . Go , Andy . But to think of it , not coming into NAFA may actually be a better choice in disguise .
So , got downstairs to get my bag . Then , we headed to eat with the rest . Quite a few of us ... and we started playing mind games . Well , it was frustrating for a moment ... then it got fun . SiHan was testing us with this coffee and tea game ... kinda stupid , but now , i got it already ! In fact , on our way to the bus-stop , i thought of another mind game . On the bus , we were busying coming up with games . In total , i came up with 4 already . Some are kinda stupid , but some are really good ! In fact , ive played one before already ... and its the 3 objects one ... and the guessing of the pointed objects .
I'll play the games with u guys tomorrow . Lets see ... so ...
Goodnight then . And goodluck with the work , and thanks to Audrey for helping me get the 10 articles for my concert attendance portfolio . Thanks alot . Alot .
Just came home from a bus ride with Fhairil . Today is another freaking wasted day ! Well , noticed that many people hasnt handed in their portfolio yet ! Well , at least im not like ... the latest . But still , i shouldnt continue procrastinating . So , lets finish this once and for all , and relax ... on the academic stuff , and focus on my Pipa . Well , today i practiced a little ... alone at the first level . Well , it was where SiHan practiced this morning .
Got up kinda late , and read some blogs , before i went out to school . Yesterday was ... confusing ... between day and night ... because my body was screwed up . Nobody did , it was the sleepless nights and stuff .
Audrey just told me how funny it was ... reading the part on me sleeping in the bus . Well , yes , ive experienced this kinda embarrassment a thousand times already . And there's always a new ending to it ... never repeats itself twice . And happy to hear that my blog cheered u up , Audrey . Everybody has this kinda problems ... but sometimes , maybe its just a different way of encouragement ... ? Well , im not very sure . My teacher once told me that she'll smash my Pipa like those people smashing Guitars on stage . Well ...
SiHan was blaming , or still is , for making him lose his marks , due to late submission . But , he was the one procrastinating ... and finding excuses not to complete them . Well , he told me that his works were with me , thats why ... he couldnt complete it . Who says so ? He could have done some other works first ! He ... is so evil , anyhow blame me . Well , i know he was joking anyway ... though he kept telling me to return him those marks . I seriously , dunno how to .
Was trying my best to do work . And till now , ive only done a few . For today , i only drew the line graph for a stupid piece . Just bloody one ! One a day ? What the fuck can i get from then on ? Im so freaking slow ! How many bloody hours wasted ? Thanks to SiHan's choice piece for me , this Cello sonata ... which consists of at least 8 freaking pages ! Somebody please tell me how am i going to analyse that long crap ! Thanks to Beethoven too , though its not his fault , for writing such long pieces ! Anyway , i was doing work in one of the room , with the sound of ErHu ... distracting me , as in a good way . Well , next ... was SiHan's Cello . I was counting and keeping tempo for him and YiKai . Was busy listening and counting ... and disturbing SiHan . So , didnt get to do much work .
Fairul then came in , with his really ... weird purple hair . TingTing was practicing already by then . Well , didnt get to do anything ... so i gave up , and took out my Pipa , and went down to practice . Brought QingLun and HuiQi down to the first level .
After practicing for awhile ... SiHan called , and told me to get up to the computer room . Well , i initially didnt want to , but in the end ... u know , im soft hearted , so ... i got there . He was using the computer , and he actually didnt quite needed me . So i sat there , playing my Pipa and talked to Laurence . Well , he told me how his biology class was ... anyway , its disgusting ... digging out grasshopper's intestines , and extracting enzymes . What the fuck ? Anyway , Ryan started playing songs , and i played them on the Pipa too . Ivan then came in next , and started singing ... guess i shall stop here .
Joking ...
Anyway , played the Pipa for the poor boy on the floor . Well , Andy was sitting there dreaming ... and so , i thought , maybe i shall play him something to cheer him up . Apparantly , nothing did , in the end , im a musical box , i played everything he told me to . Andy didnt get into NAFA , and he already recieved the letter ... which told him that his audition was unsuccessful . But its just a letter , im sure if theres still a slight chance . Go , Andy . But to think of it , not coming into NAFA may actually be a better choice in disguise .
So , got downstairs to get my bag . Then , we headed to eat with the rest . Quite a few of us ... and we started playing mind games . Well , it was frustrating for a moment ... then it got fun . SiHan was testing us with this coffee and tea game ... kinda stupid , but now , i got it already ! In fact , on our way to the bus-stop , i thought of another mind game . On the bus , we were busying coming up with games . In total , i came up with 4 already . Some are kinda stupid , but some are really good ! In fact , ive played one before already ... and its the 3 objects one ... and the guessing of the pointed objects .
I'll play the games with u guys tomorrow . Lets see ... so ...
Goodnight then . And goodluck with the work , and thanks to Audrey for helping me get the 10 articles for my concert attendance portfolio . Thanks alot . Alot .
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Out Of Print
Just woke up . My brain's timetable is all upside down , tipsy and turning ... so when to eat ? When to sleep ? When to bath ? When to blog ? I dunno . Im all confused . So , what happened that day at SiHan's house ? Which was from Sunday to Monday ...
After blogging , many things happened . YongRui came , and we were playing with him as usual . Sitting at the door , waiting for him to open it himself . He was knocking and stuff ... waiting outside . We unlocked the door , and sat there waiting ... Very dumb , i know . YongRui was very generous , he bought noodles for us to eat . Can someone please clap ? Anyway , dinner was fine ... with cups of Milo .
Went upstairs ... to complete our work . SiHan has completed his analysis already , quite surprising . And YongRui was rushing with it . Evan , has done only 2 , i think . And for me , im one shy of a full deck . So , i did my analysis ... and managed to complete 3 or 4 . There are so bloody many to do ! Anyway , then ... the sin came . We watched another movie . YongRui was lying to me that he havent watched the show before ... then he was telling me about the stuff in the movie ... and predicting it and stuff . So bloody obvious that uve watched it before , YongRui ! Still lie somemore ... I was going crazy at that point of time , with YongRui's lie and DrKan's torture , so i was ... singing . What was i singing ? I dunno ... its just crap .
Liar , liar's pants on fire and YongRui with his sexual desires . It was then that i gave him a new nickname . Its quite meaningful ... but until the point that he became rather disgustingly gay , i added on a word for him ... and the word , which he rather hates alot , i know , i read his blog before . And so ... have fun with the nickname for the rest of ur life in NAFA , YongRui ! Im the sinister storm cloud .
I was like so free . I meant , nothing to do . So , i was sitting around ... walking around ... singing about ... talking nonsense ... and disturbing YongRui with SiHan's ninja sword . U know ... those who are skilled in ninjutsu , and are trained in martial arts and usually hired for espionage or sabotage or even assassinations . Well , yes ... that kinda ... sword .
Well , not blogging in time is like ... storing too much shit in ur intestine . So , its time to force them all out at once , which feels rather ... satisfying , and then flushing them into the blog . To mention about flushing ... it reminded me that ... SiHan doesnt flush his toilet ! Not that he doesnt ... but that day , he forgotten to . Well , there was ... sesame seeds in his shit , i saw that . Well , sad to say ... ive to pee in that pile of thing before i flush them , or else there wouldnt be enough water to flush them later . What am i talking ? Please dun get the idea wrong that i like staring at shits , and analysing them . In fact , im doing so everyday when i come to school .
Well , for the first time , SiHan didnt sleep . So , we were all sleepy ... and tired . SiHan's voice was almost lost . Well , i was sleeping for awhile . And when they woke me up , i told SiHan to go do something and stuff ... and to make sure everything was in his bag or something , so i could take an extra minute to sleep ...
Got out of the house , and it was damn bright . I meant , me . No , the sun . I was walking with my eyes ... closed . So , i almost walked out of the road . Then , SiHan was like ... what am i doing ? Well , got into the cab , instead of the bus , because they were late for rehearsal with their composers . Everybody was sleeping in the cab . Too tired ...
Breakfast , was nice . They ate the Malay stall , all hot and spicy stuff . For me , i bought something $3 cheaper , just some $2 noodles with egg and meat . After eating ... i took a nap for awhile , and completed my harmony portfolio based on SiHan's , which i think was incomplete ... ? Well , YongRui was dunno where ... binding his portfolio and stuff . So , couldnt borrow from him . I was taking intervals between doing and sleeping . Before that , i was playing with the Piano , then this China bitch came and told me not to play . If u asked in a nicer manner , maybe i wouldnt mind . At least , the guy explained better .
So , completed my portfolio based on SiHan's . I thought ... maybe im so screwed . Was rehearsing TingTing's piece . Then Dedric went to help me bind my work , and hand in to MrYap for me . I was kinda worried ... that i might have missed out on anything ... because i thought ... everything was like completed in such a short period , maybe something is missing . Well , anyway ... i counted on with my bars and entered with complicated thoughts . I thought the piece is going to screw up later ... because of certain reasons , which i dun think ... is because of me , because i played my parts , and i practiced my parts right . Dedric's performance , was kinda familiar ... because the tunes were composed by me when i was alot younger . Such old melodies , yet so familiar ... because it was composed ... for someone .
I played the Ruan , at sightread everything , didnt have quite a problem .
Well , we were first . Then next , TingTing's . The piece was alright ... and i think Sebestian screwed up quite ... alot . And it was embarrassing ... and he told me not to blog about it , so ... im not blogging about it . TingTing's piece was the worst screw up . Everything at first was already ... bad . The entries ... and i thought , expected .
Passed my portfolio to Fairul , and told him to hand it in for me to Adams , because i couldnt make it .
Outside , the printer aint working ... and it was running out of paper . People were recycling scores and stuff ... so pathetic and funny . And so , being the kind me , i went down to get some paper for them . I came up with this stack of 500 pieces of paper . Well , yes , its free . And then , they started printing again . Well , its out of order , so its free ! Really !
After that , i rushed out of the room ... and got myself ready to go , for YanYu's lesson . So , i went out of school , and met QiaoFang , and she was asking whether i needed a lift . And how nice of her ? Yes , i needed so . Took the cab down , and talked abit .
YanYu was sleeping . Well , she told me get down earlier if possible , and i think ... maybe too early . There's this box of worm outside her house . I think ... for her fish , and that time i saw her playing with her fish ... so funny . Well , there was once when she cancelled lesson , because her fish tank is spoilt , and there'll be many people fixing the it , so ... it might distract the lesson . And anyway , she looked fatter yesterday , which is good ! And i took my piece , and very confidently , played my piece to her , without reading the score . Well , again ... many holes in between , but still ... it was pretty much better ! I dunno why , but i think maybe im lucky again ... it was rather fine .
Listening to my old compositions now , dating back to 2003 .
Well , lesson was great . Exams are coming , im so dead . It rhymes !
Took the bus home , and fell asleep again . I woke up finding the bus , still and empty . Its freaking embarrassing ... the bus driver was getting off the bus already !
Anyway , thought i'll let in some air to ventilate the stillness of my room . Who knows ? What a big rain ... and next , my windows were vomitting rain in .
Stay tuned ...
After blogging , many things happened . YongRui came , and we were playing with him as usual . Sitting at the door , waiting for him to open it himself . He was knocking and stuff ... waiting outside . We unlocked the door , and sat there waiting ... Very dumb , i know . YongRui was very generous , he bought noodles for us to eat . Can someone please clap ? Anyway , dinner was fine ... with cups of Milo .
Went upstairs ... to complete our work . SiHan has completed his analysis already , quite surprising . And YongRui was rushing with it . Evan , has done only 2 , i think . And for me , im one shy of a full deck . So , i did my analysis ... and managed to complete 3 or 4 . There are so bloody many to do ! Anyway , then ... the sin came . We watched another movie . YongRui was lying to me that he havent watched the show before ... then he was telling me about the stuff in the movie ... and predicting it and stuff . So bloody obvious that uve watched it before , YongRui ! Still lie somemore ... I was going crazy at that point of time , with YongRui's lie and DrKan's torture , so i was ... singing . What was i singing ? I dunno ... its just crap .
Liar , liar's pants on fire and YongRui with his sexual desires . It was then that i gave him a new nickname . Its quite meaningful ... but until the point that he became rather disgustingly gay , i added on a word for him ... and the word , which he rather hates alot , i know , i read his blog before . And so ... have fun with the nickname for the rest of ur life in NAFA , YongRui ! Im the sinister storm cloud .
I was like so free . I meant , nothing to do . So , i was sitting around ... walking around ... singing about ... talking nonsense ... and disturbing YongRui with SiHan's ninja sword . U know ... those who are skilled in ninjutsu , and are trained in martial arts and usually hired for espionage or sabotage or even assassinations . Well , yes ... that kinda ... sword .
Well , not blogging in time is like ... storing too much shit in ur intestine . So , its time to force them all out at once , which feels rather ... satisfying , and then flushing them into the blog . To mention about flushing ... it reminded me that ... SiHan doesnt flush his toilet ! Not that he doesnt ... but that day , he forgotten to . Well , there was ... sesame seeds in his shit , i saw that . Well , sad to say ... ive to pee in that pile of thing before i flush them , or else there wouldnt be enough water to flush them later . What am i talking ? Please dun get the idea wrong that i like staring at shits , and analysing them . In fact , im doing so everyday when i come to school .
Well , for the first time , SiHan didnt sleep . So , we were all sleepy ... and tired . SiHan's voice was almost lost . Well , i was sleeping for awhile . And when they woke me up , i told SiHan to go do something and stuff ... and to make sure everything was in his bag or something , so i could take an extra minute to sleep ...
Got out of the house , and it was damn bright . I meant , me . No , the sun . I was walking with my eyes ... closed . So , i almost walked out of the road . Then , SiHan was like ... what am i doing ? Well , got into the cab , instead of the bus , because they were late for rehearsal with their composers . Everybody was sleeping in the cab . Too tired ...
Breakfast , was nice . They ate the Malay stall , all hot and spicy stuff . For me , i bought something $3 cheaper , just some $2 noodles with egg and meat . After eating ... i took a nap for awhile , and completed my harmony portfolio based on SiHan's , which i think was incomplete ... ? Well , YongRui was dunno where ... binding his portfolio and stuff . So , couldnt borrow from him . I was taking intervals between doing and sleeping . Before that , i was playing with the Piano , then this China bitch came and told me not to play . If u asked in a nicer manner , maybe i wouldnt mind . At least , the guy explained better .
So , completed my portfolio based on SiHan's . I thought ... maybe im so screwed . Was rehearsing TingTing's piece . Then Dedric went to help me bind my work , and hand in to MrYap for me . I was kinda worried ... that i might have missed out on anything ... because i thought ... everything was like completed in such a short period , maybe something is missing . Well , anyway ... i counted on with my bars and entered with complicated thoughts . I thought the piece is going to screw up later ... because of certain reasons , which i dun think ... is because of me , because i played my parts , and i practiced my parts right . Dedric's performance , was kinda familiar ... because the tunes were composed by me when i was alot younger . Such old melodies , yet so familiar ... because it was composed ... for someone .
I played the Ruan , at sightread everything , didnt have quite a problem .
Well , we were first . Then next , TingTing's . The piece was alright ... and i think Sebestian screwed up quite ... alot . And it was embarrassing ... and he told me not to blog about it , so ... im not blogging about it . TingTing's piece was the worst screw up . Everything at first was already ... bad . The entries ... and i thought , expected .
Passed my portfolio to Fairul , and told him to hand it in for me to Adams , because i couldnt make it .
Outside , the printer aint working ... and it was running out of paper . People were recycling scores and stuff ... so pathetic and funny . And so , being the kind me , i went down to get some paper for them . I came up with this stack of 500 pieces of paper . Well , yes , its free . And then , they started printing again . Well , its out of order , so its free ! Really !
After that , i rushed out of the room ... and got myself ready to go , for YanYu's lesson . So , i went out of school , and met QiaoFang , and she was asking whether i needed a lift . And how nice of her ? Yes , i needed so . Took the cab down , and talked abit .
YanYu was sleeping . Well , she told me get down earlier if possible , and i think ... maybe too early . There's this box of worm outside her house . I think ... for her fish , and that time i saw her playing with her fish ... so funny . Well , there was once when she cancelled lesson , because her fish tank is spoilt , and there'll be many people fixing the it , so ... it might distract the lesson . And anyway , she looked fatter yesterday , which is good ! And i took my piece , and very confidently , played my piece to her , without reading the score . Well , again ... many holes in between , but still ... it was pretty much better ! I dunno why , but i think maybe im lucky again ... it was rather fine .
Listening to my old compositions now , dating back to 2003 .
Well , lesson was great . Exams are coming , im so dead . It rhymes !
Took the bus home , and fell asleep again . I woke up finding the bus , still and empty . Its freaking embarrassing ... the bus driver was getting off the bus already !
Anyway , thought i'll let in some air to ventilate the stillness of my room . Who knows ? What a big rain ... and next , my windows were vomitting rain in .
Stay tuned ...
Sunday, April 23, 2006
The House
SiHan is shitting in the toilet now , if im not wrong . Blogging again in SiHan's house , never a very good feeling . Why ? U know Warings ? The house which JospehHooper stayed in . Well , SiHan's house is almost typical of such haunted houses ... SiHan's house reeks of death . Big house , classical antique and quite of big old furnitures . Well , i just fought with SiHan . And he locked the mouse ... and now i have no mouse to use . Of course , i won . Now , he is sobbing over at the corner with his concerto , analysing . Well , what a stubborn child ! I just helped him with his analysis , and what i got was a scolding ! What an ironic fate for a helpful person like me !
Anyway , was taking the bus over to SiHan's house . Then , i overslept ... and performed my usual crazy dances in the bus . I woke up realising that i might have overshot , but i hoped that i didnt ... so i continued the journey , till i cannot bluff myself anymore . I went down ... and took another bus opposite .
Finally , im here . And everybody was home , his family ... i mean . Then i went to play the Piano , while SiHan was watching the TV . Suddenly , he off the lights and closed the door . Panic , and frightened ... i ran for the door . Well , its not my house , so ... i knocked into the chair and stuff ... and was yelling in pain . Thanks to , SiHan , my friend .
Today was another wasted day . Almost typical of any wasted day , i woke up late , and got myself something to eat or drink ... then went to look at the tagboard for silly remarks , or curses for my evil entries . Well , SiHan and YongRui claimed that im not a virgin . Now ... weird ... how do they know ... unless ... ? Better not think too far , u wicked minds . Anyway , well ... what i actually meant for virgin , aint about the virgin that u guys might think about . Im talking about maiden first times . Well , its not about the words .
I got myself to do some work , while listening to some songs by CraigDavid . Well , i love his songs . Anyway , my wrist is hurting ... while im leaning it on his computer desk ... which is like some damaged old wood . Pain , pain and pain ...
Then , i told SiHan somebody's online , because his MSN was on . Well , then he scolded me . Cant blame my character as a matchmaker in my past life back then in China . Well , dun ask me how i know ... because i dun . Im always matchmaking people ... and in the end , who will matchmake me ?
I went down to the bookshop downstairs ... and for the first time , i took out some money to actually buy something from that shop . Well , im always there , just to actually see something else .
Bought myself a pen and a mechanical pencil , and some of the lead . Well , kinda expensive , but kinda worth it to see that boring face .
Im screwing up with SiHan's life now . Im talking rubbish in his MSN , firstly to YongRui , then next to his other friends . Im so boring ... or bored ?
Well , got myself to complete the self reflection for Adams on Monday . Anyway , im completing my analysis soon ... and hopefully by tonight . But theres a problem ! Ive got one score missing ... and thats a free choice ... so maybe i'll go photocopy any score by Bach . Maybe a prelude , because its so intelligent that it might be easier to analyse .
SiHan is so hardworking , doing his work now , on his bed . Well , im going to do my work soon , after blogging . He was complaining that im blogging too slowly . Well , im enjoying my time here ... cant blame me building up this romantic session with my blog .
Ate something , and took the bus down to SiHan's house . And ive no idea that im repeating this so many times ... well , thats because SiHan is forcing me to finish up my blog entry . So , i cannot think ... so this is screwed up . Tonight's entry is ... all wrong !
Anyway , tomorrow will be a horrible day . There wouldnt be any class anymore after tonight , and thats quite a bliss ... because afterall ... its our exam period ! This coming week , we're going to have our nightmare papers , aural and harmony . Thank God that history and analysis is already over . Well , signing off ... with SiHan laughing madly over at the background ... because i said something rather racist .
Well ...
Anyway , was taking the bus over to SiHan's house . Then , i overslept ... and performed my usual crazy dances in the bus . I woke up realising that i might have overshot , but i hoped that i didnt ... so i continued the journey , till i cannot bluff myself anymore . I went down ... and took another bus opposite .
Finally , im here . And everybody was home , his family ... i mean . Then i went to play the Piano , while SiHan was watching the TV . Suddenly , he off the lights and closed the door . Panic , and frightened ... i ran for the door . Well , its not my house , so ... i knocked into the chair and stuff ... and was yelling in pain . Thanks to , SiHan , my friend .
Today was another wasted day . Almost typical of any wasted day , i woke up late , and got myself something to eat or drink ... then went to look at the tagboard for silly remarks , or curses for my evil entries . Well , SiHan and YongRui claimed that im not a virgin . Now ... weird ... how do they know ... unless ... ? Better not think too far , u wicked minds . Anyway , well ... what i actually meant for virgin , aint about the virgin that u guys might think about . Im talking about maiden first times . Well , its not about the words .
I got myself to do some work , while listening to some songs by CraigDavid . Well , i love his songs . Anyway , my wrist is hurting ... while im leaning it on his computer desk ... which is like some damaged old wood . Pain , pain and pain ...
Then , i told SiHan somebody's online , because his MSN was on . Well , then he scolded me . Cant blame my character as a matchmaker in my past life back then in China . Well , dun ask me how i know ... because i dun . Im always matchmaking people ... and in the end , who will matchmake me ?
I went down to the bookshop downstairs ... and for the first time , i took out some money to actually buy something from that shop . Well , im always there , just to actually see something else .
Bought myself a pen and a mechanical pencil , and some of the lead . Well , kinda expensive , but kinda worth it to see that boring face .
Im screwing up with SiHan's life now . Im talking rubbish in his MSN , firstly to YongRui , then next to his other friends . Im so boring ... or bored ?
Well , got myself to complete the self reflection for Adams on Monday . Anyway , im completing my analysis soon ... and hopefully by tonight . But theres a problem ! Ive got one score missing ... and thats a free choice ... so maybe i'll go photocopy any score by Bach . Maybe a prelude , because its so intelligent that it might be easier to analyse .
SiHan is so hardworking , doing his work now , on his bed . Well , im going to do my work soon , after blogging . He was complaining that im blogging too slowly . Well , im enjoying my time here ... cant blame me building up this romantic session with my blog .
Ate something , and took the bus down to SiHan's house . And ive no idea that im repeating this so many times ... well , thats because SiHan is forcing me to finish up my blog entry . So , i cannot think ... so this is screwed up . Tonight's entry is ... all wrong !
Anyway , tomorrow will be a horrible day . There wouldnt be any class anymore after tonight , and thats quite a bliss ... because afterall ... its our exam period ! This coming week , we're going to have our nightmare papers , aural and harmony . Thank God that history and analysis is already over . Well , signing off ... with SiHan laughing madly over at the background ... because i said something rather racist .
Well ...
Virgin
Epileptic seizure , jacksonian epilepsy , akinetic epilepsy , focal epilepsy , generalized epilepsy , petit mal epilepsy , procursive epilepsy , posttraumatic epilepsy , psychomotor epilepsy , reflex epilepsy , status epilepsy , temporal lobe epilepsy , tonic epilepsy , traumatic epilepsy , sensory epilepsy , photogenic epilepsy and finally , musicogenic epilepsy . Musicogenic epilepsy is reflex epilepsy induced by music . There are so many types here ... so , Evan , do u have epilepsy ?
Was supposingly going to teach HongWen today . But i wasnt feeling quite well after staying up last night ... So sorry to inform YouGuo at the last minute . Well , not really sure if it interrupted his plans ... but really sorry , no more next time , dun worry . Anyway , tomorrow ChaiXia and gang wont be going to CSCO , its like a package . Its either all , or none . So , tomorrow i'll be taking over YouGuo for the practice ... and we'll go through some new pieces , i hope .
Woke up around 6 pm . I know its late ... well , now u see how lazy and busy i can get during the exam period . Its a lesson all over again . History is repeating itself ... but this time , im twice bitten , and not shy , but wry .
Jasmine just told me to blog . Well , here i am , blogging . It is already so late , but yet i didnt notice the time . I was busy analysing some Baroque concerto . I got my scores mixed up ... and im not sure what genre does this minuet score i have belongs to ... Well , anyway ... ive one score missing . Think maybe tomorrow is a blessing ... not going out , so i can do my work . Going to find Bach's prelude ... i think its easier to analyse .
My day started late , so everything will be ending later ... wont be sleeping anytime soon . Watched a movie in the evening to get myself ready for ... work ... ? Its about this virgin guy , and how he found love and how he finally did it . Well , this show is all about sex and stuff ... so kinda not appropriate for anybody . Lots of vulgarities ... and even nudity . Im not sure about the rating of this show , 'The 40 Year-Old Virgin' . Here is the rough sypnosis of the story ...
Andy Stitzer , 40 years old ... obviously , has done quite a few things in his life . Hes got a cushy job stamping invoices at an eletronics superstore , a nice apartment with a proud collection of action figures and comic books , good friends , a nice attitude . But , theres just one little thing he hasnt quite gotten around to doing yet ... something most people have done by his age . Andy's never , never , ever had sex . Not even by accident ... So is that such a big deal ? Well , for Andy's buddies at the store , it sure is . Although they think hes a bit of an oddball , theres certainly a planetful of stranger guys who've at least had one go at having a go . They consider it their duty to help him out of his dire situation and go to great lengths to help him . But nothing proves effective enough to lure their friend out of lifelong chastity until he meets Trish , a 40 years old mother of 3 . Andy's friends are psyched by the possibility that it may finall happen ... until they hear that Andy and Trish have begun their relationship based on a mutual no-sex policy . However ... who knows , Trish has always wanted sex , but Andy ... was just too scared to give it a go . In the end , his buddies have their own problems ... and for Andy , everything went rather wrong . Finally , he confronted Trish after an accident on the road .
The ending ? U've to catch the movie urself . But wait , its not in the cinema anymore . Too bad ...
YongRui is sexually deprived . He wanted me to watch the movie in SiHan's house that night . SiHan didnt wanna watch it ... as for me , ive got the movie with me , so i can watch it anytime . YongRui insisted that we watch it ... but in the end , SiHan and i fell asleep ... and he went to watch another movie , because i suggested so . Naughty YongRui !
That sounds wrong .
Anyway , was kinda bored after doing 3 pieces . So , i went out for a walk ... took the bus down to Dad's place . Visited him ... and he was doing rather fine , watching TV ... and stuff . Jane wasnt around , she was sleeping , because she wasnt feeling well . Amanda was doing her work ... Well , didnt talk much to Dad , there wasnt anything much to talk about . In fact , i felt kinda ignored ... because they were talking ... Dad and Jock . Well ... left after a while ... Well , Fhairil stays rather near to where Dad is . So , i gave him a call ... thought maybe could go for a drink ... but nobody picked up the call . After which , he called back ... and told me he was in SengKang .
Whats with Fhairil and SengKang ? I think i know ... but still ... nevermind ...
Doing work now . Today's entry will be discounted ... for yesterday's long entry .
Well , maiden to many things , but yet ... i wouldnt wanna try things out . Am i a virgin ?
Was supposingly going to teach HongWen today . But i wasnt feeling quite well after staying up last night ... So sorry to inform YouGuo at the last minute . Well , not really sure if it interrupted his plans ... but really sorry , no more next time , dun worry . Anyway , tomorrow ChaiXia and gang wont be going to CSCO , its like a package . Its either all , or none . So , tomorrow i'll be taking over YouGuo for the practice ... and we'll go through some new pieces , i hope .
Woke up around 6 pm . I know its late ... well , now u see how lazy and busy i can get during the exam period . Its a lesson all over again . History is repeating itself ... but this time , im twice bitten , and not shy , but wry .
Jasmine just told me to blog . Well , here i am , blogging . It is already so late , but yet i didnt notice the time . I was busy analysing some Baroque concerto . I got my scores mixed up ... and im not sure what genre does this minuet score i have belongs to ... Well , anyway ... ive one score missing . Think maybe tomorrow is a blessing ... not going out , so i can do my work . Going to find Bach's prelude ... i think its easier to analyse .
My day started late , so everything will be ending later ... wont be sleeping anytime soon . Watched a movie in the evening to get myself ready for ... work ... ? Its about this virgin guy , and how he found love and how he finally did it . Well , this show is all about sex and stuff ... so kinda not appropriate for anybody . Lots of vulgarities ... and even nudity . Im not sure about the rating of this show , 'The 40 Year-Old Virgin' . Here is the rough sypnosis of the story ...
Andy Stitzer , 40 years old ... obviously , has done quite a few things in his life . Hes got a cushy job stamping invoices at an eletronics superstore , a nice apartment with a proud collection of action figures and comic books , good friends , a nice attitude . But , theres just one little thing he hasnt quite gotten around to doing yet ... something most people have done by his age . Andy's never , never , ever had sex . Not even by accident ... So is that such a big deal ? Well , for Andy's buddies at the store , it sure is . Although they think hes a bit of an oddball , theres certainly a planetful of stranger guys who've at least had one go at having a go . They consider it their duty to help him out of his dire situation and go to great lengths to help him . But nothing proves effective enough to lure their friend out of lifelong chastity until he meets Trish , a 40 years old mother of 3 . Andy's friends are psyched by the possibility that it may finall happen ... until they hear that Andy and Trish have begun their relationship based on a mutual no-sex policy . However ... who knows , Trish has always wanted sex , but Andy ... was just too scared to give it a go . In the end , his buddies have their own problems ... and for Andy , everything went rather wrong . Finally , he confronted Trish after an accident on the road .
The ending ? U've to catch the movie urself . But wait , its not in the cinema anymore . Too bad ...
YongRui is sexually deprived . He wanted me to watch the movie in SiHan's house that night . SiHan didnt wanna watch it ... as for me , ive got the movie with me , so i can watch it anytime . YongRui insisted that we watch it ... but in the end , SiHan and i fell asleep ... and he went to watch another movie , because i suggested so . Naughty YongRui !
That sounds wrong .
Anyway , was kinda bored after doing 3 pieces . So , i went out for a walk ... took the bus down to Dad's place . Visited him ... and he was doing rather fine , watching TV ... and stuff . Jane wasnt around , she was sleeping , because she wasnt feeling well . Amanda was doing her work ... Well , didnt talk much to Dad , there wasnt anything much to talk about . In fact , i felt kinda ignored ... because they were talking ... Dad and Jock . Well ... left after a while ... Well , Fhairil stays rather near to where Dad is . So , i gave him a call ... thought maybe could go for a drink ... but nobody picked up the call . After which , he called back ... and told me he was in SengKang .
Whats with Fhairil and SengKang ? I think i know ... but still ... nevermind ...
Doing work now . Today's entry will be discounted ... for yesterday's long entry .
Well , maiden to many things , but yet ... i wouldnt wanna try things out . Am i a virgin ?
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Disguised Bliss
Just came home from a bus ride , like as always how i'll begin ... I was sleeping , but very soundly , kinda blur maybe ... i woke up finding this girl beside me , like as if waving to me . The way she sat , and the way she was dressed ... and the way she looked ... was everything like QiaoFang . Then i took down my ear piece , and asked her why she was in the bus ... then she ignored me , and started waving at the car outside . It was all a misunderstanding ... she isnt QiaoFang ! So embarrassing ... but i hope she didnt hear me ... i was so freaking ... blur !
Bathed and cleaned the toilet , because i dirtied the wall with foams . Cant blame my bathing habits , can i ?
Well , my eyes are dropping . ZhengYi just told me how much their group spent on their project work ... it was $120 ! How amazing is that ? So , if thats the case ... i wont mind supporting and buying the VCD from them . Well , thats it , give me one ! Will tell u guys about their work later ...
I woke up late . And i was kinda motivated , or almost guilty , so i took out my aural book , and started doing it at around 9 am . So , i told Evan that i'll be attending class at 10 am , apparently , she didnt reply or anything . Maybe i sent it over to her other phones . Evan , please dun confuse me with ur numbers ... i really have no idea which to call . Anyway , so ... after doing a few questions , i felt kinda happy ... and ready for class ! I was waving for a cab by the road , then i thought ... i cannot live like that forever , its time to relax on the wallet . Fine , i took a bus down to the MRT station , and then got till Novena , then another bus down to school . I was kinda late , but she hasnt started when i arrived .
She was marking attendance , and she was , luckily , in a good mood ! I told her i had something on at home , so ... she allowed me to attend this class , or else i'll have 3 records of being absent . Well , i told her ive an MC to cover for the class last week , then she said ... im lucky . Maybe i really am .
Wheneva i dun do my work , which is actually always , she'll tend to call me ... and answer the questions . Today was different , i was motivated ... and eager for her to call me , so i can prove to her that i did do my work , honestly , only today . So , i was waiting ... then suddenly , she told me to pass her my book , because she wanna check . She didnt just check mine , everybody had their books marked with question marks ... for empty pages . Mine was amazing , all over . Anyway , she didnt ask me to answer a single question . I was ... freaking pissed with life ...
Got myself over with aural , and went to finish up on my articles . Some didnt highlight , and some like me , did . I was highlighting them in a room with ZhengQiang , Charmaine and LuHeng . Some others came in after knowing that they have to highlight ... they were Evan , Jwen , Eudora and Jobyna . Well , was intending to skip performance class , again . I told QiaoFang already , and i told YiFan . But who knows ... terrible things happened ...
Before that actually , i was doing my essays on my comments on the outings that we had with DrTan . Anyway , then i was doing half way ... and i went out for a while , for the toilet . And next , somebody was occupying my computer . I understand that everybody is rushing for a computer to finish up their work . But , if the computer is ... empty for a moment , doesnt really mean that nobody is using it . The problem wasnt that , i was fine with him using it . But still , if someone returns ... please be kind enough to return the computer to their ... accredited ... user . Maybe too strong a word to use ... Anyway , im not complaining about anybody here , just asking ... where is the initiative ?
Went downstairs for lunch , initially , but later ... i was a totally fresh person when i saw MrYeo . Well , im supposingly going for performance class ... but i was downstairs with Evan and Jwen . And they had to purposely go forward to greet MrYeo . So thanks , i had to stay ... and attend class , like a good student would . So , MrYeo knew that im going to skip class ... so he ask Jwen and Evan about the truth . And dumb as blondes , they told MrYeo that im going to skip class ! What ... friends ... Well , in the end ... i was in class , sitting there ... holding my Pipa , and scores ... getting reading to perform ... with a very nervous heart .
I wasnt prepared ... and i told everyone that i wont be completing my piece . Well , they would expect the normal screw ups , and surely , they gotten their shares . I was next ... i got myself up , and got on my seat . While MrYeo was still talking about YeoYee's performance , i tuned ... and played a bit here and there ... disturbing his talking and stuff ... I wasnt prepared at all , though i did went outside the hall to practice abit . I was doomed ... MrYeo told me to start , and before so ... he told YouGuo to listen out to my playing . I was so freaking nervous ... but yet , feeling my mood building slowly . Everyone was looking ... as i raise my left hand , and struck a note . I was looking down ... closing my eyes . Next , i saw YouGuo staring at me , and MrYeo smiling . My playing though did screw up , but i managed to cover it up . Patching things aint my forte , if it ever was , i wouldnt be here alone now ...
Anyway , after the performance , they clapped . MrYeo looked contented ... and i was glad for that . So , YouGuo as usual ... said that he loved my tonal colours ... rather sarcastic , but yet ... not really sure where he stood . But he gave a piece of advice ... and thats performance technique on attracting attention via the left hand , not the right . Well , i'll take note on that . MrYeo then praised me ... and i got rather high ... blushing but still feeding on the humble pie . He said , half of YouGuo and half of me ... would be best ! That was a real compliment for me , but im afraid it might sound as an insult to YouGuo . But im sure YouGuo dun feel me as competition , because there aint even a chance for me . Hes my teacher , my friend and mentor .
That was the best performance class ever , and the last for this term . Im happy .
DrTan brought a guest speaker today . She is an old lady , fragile and weak , who lost her eyesight when she was travelling . Its amazing how blind people do art . Please , im not hiding spikes in my sentences ... ive simply no intentions of speaking ill and making fun of the disabled people . She was warmly welcomed by the class , and she showed us a video of her interview on TV . SiHan , Christoven and i were sitting somewhere in the middle of the class , at the back though , and we looked like judges . So , we were faking parodies of the judges of the famous reality idol shows . I was Simon ... and Christoven was Paula ... and SiHan , Randy . What a boring life ?
DrKan was questioning me about my absence on Wednesday . Well , she knows everything . She is omniscient ... I had to perform for Daniel's composition , so i went to class to put my bag . Grabbed my nails ... and went down to the hall . We were next ... and we only went through the piece once yesterday . So ... im kinda ready to fling his piece away . Dun wish to screw up another composition ? Its fated so . I was distracted ... and i didnt know my entry , but i got back into senses ... and played my parts , all correctly . However , my strings went out of tune ... and so did Raymond's . Luckily , we paused over on a fermata . The way i hit the temple bells ... was dumb . Anyway , hope Daniel wasnt pissed . Recieved shocking news that he is leaving school . Not leaving , but actually kicked out ... by Adams . Well , 2 Clarinet players gone ... weird right ? Who is next ? Me ?
Got Adams to sign the form for me , because if i were to let YanYu sign ... it'll be on Monday , and i already promised MrsPhua that i'll hand it over to her on Thursday ... im already a day late . So , fuck this ... im such a disorganised person . I need some methodical arrangement or function ...
Anyway , ZhengYi's presentation group was very good . They did this video on revisiting Bach ... and they made it into a documentary type of video . Jose was the host ... and XueYuan the cameraman . It was fantastic how they brought entertainment and humour across ... ten times fold better than us ! Im sure they will score pretty well , i mean ... fucking well ! Look at this ... everybody was laughing away ... and so was DrKan ... what else do they need ? But honestly , thats quite a high cost , but for some good grades ... its always worth it . Some even sleep with their lecturers ... im joking ... i dunno who .
There was suddenly a lost of connection with Blogger just now . I was worried ...
Anyway , the connection is back . So ... lets go on ...
After the presentation , i went on to highlight my articles . Only left with a few ... but still , quite alot . Luke gave out the printed work to Mark and i ... He was angry that he had to print the work instead of me . He was about to print the other work ... so i told him to print mine for convenience ... but who knows , he got angry . Anyway , i think such group works really create barriers between people . Im not sure about things , for me , i think im condemned .
Whats my problem ? No , nothing at all . I handed in my work to DrTan , late ... but still , she took it . She is really a nice lady ... she doesnt scold anybody at all ... but of course , she is rather strict at times ... but mostly , the bubbly cute teacher we know . Thanks to Dedric , or else i'll lose quite a few marks already . YongRui told me about it too ... but thats when i already handed in mine . I hid quite a few articles inside the rest , because i had no time to highlight them .
Went over to the Esplanade with YongRui . Was kinda hungry , thus kinda quiet ... Ate some food , like obvious . YongRui ordered from the same stall as me , but mine was only $4 plus ... and his was like $6 plus ... Well , greedy monster , he ordered squid . Anyway , was kinda filling ... then after which , we left to buy some drinks . He bought this expensive mint candy . I bought only a can for myself ... I ate very little today ... not forgetting that i didnt have lunch , thanks to Evan and Jwen !
Saw Edric in the library with his ... guy friend ... and he was asking why am i in the library ... like isnt it obvious ? Work , work and work .
Found plenty of recordings , and some scores ... and YongRui citated them down . He was doing all the work ... because i was feeling kinda down . SiHan came later , and he did his own work too . Did i mention who he came with ? It was Sarah , the new Cello player ... for next year's batch . Well ... well ...
Didnt eat with them , i met up with Dedric and Kenny , which might have turned out quite a disaster . SiHan was giving me that look ... well sorry . Anyway , we went over to our usual old cafe . Its been so long ever since we last sat there and talked ... It used to be us , a gang ... of 5 , including Kenny , ChaiXia , WeiFeng , Jonathan and i . Well , now ... everything is over , so ... dun ask . Next came YouGuo ... and that brought in entertainment between Dedric and YouGuo's conversation for Kenny and i . We were busy putting out the fire ... while Dedric and YouGuo was busy feeding the fire . It was close ... YouGuo almost blew himself up . Dedric and YouGuo was quarreling about some normal small chicken problems ... kinda funny , yet scary .
Spent a long time at the cafe . Next , i took a bus home . At first , intended to take a cab with Dedric ... but didnt wanna trouble him ... so , i took my bus home .
U notice how i blog ? I usually blog about the last events first ... then next , the start of the day . Amazing how i kept the format like this ... for so long . Today's entry spent me about an hour . Well , its long ... i think ...
Goodnight people ! Rest those eyes after reading ... and prepare to feast ur eyes for the next ! SiHan , remember how i feast my eyes ?
Bathed and cleaned the toilet , because i dirtied the wall with foams . Cant blame my bathing habits , can i ?
Well , my eyes are dropping . ZhengYi just told me how much their group spent on their project work ... it was $120 ! How amazing is that ? So , if thats the case ... i wont mind supporting and buying the VCD from them . Well , thats it , give me one ! Will tell u guys about their work later ...
I woke up late . And i was kinda motivated , or almost guilty , so i took out my aural book , and started doing it at around 9 am . So , i told Evan that i'll be attending class at 10 am , apparently , she didnt reply or anything . Maybe i sent it over to her other phones . Evan , please dun confuse me with ur numbers ... i really have no idea which to call . Anyway , so ... after doing a few questions , i felt kinda happy ... and ready for class ! I was waving for a cab by the road , then i thought ... i cannot live like that forever , its time to relax on the wallet . Fine , i took a bus down to the MRT station , and then got till Novena , then another bus down to school . I was kinda late , but she hasnt started when i arrived .
She was marking attendance , and she was , luckily , in a good mood ! I told her i had something on at home , so ... she allowed me to attend this class , or else i'll have 3 records of being absent . Well , i told her ive an MC to cover for the class last week , then she said ... im lucky . Maybe i really am .
Wheneva i dun do my work , which is actually always , she'll tend to call me ... and answer the questions . Today was different , i was motivated ... and eager for her to call me , so i can prove to her that i did do my work , honestly , only today . So , i was waiting ... then suddenly , she told me to pass her my book , because she wanna check . She didnt just check mine , everybody had their books marked with question marks ... for empty pages . Mine was amazing , all over . Anyway , she didnt ask me to answer a single question . I was ... freaking pissed with life ...
Got myself over with aural , and went to finish up on my articles . Some didnt highlight , and some like me , did . I was highlighting them in a room with ZhengQiang , Charmaine and LuHeng . Some others came in after knowing that they have to highlight ... they were Evan , Jwen , Eudora and Jobyna . Well , was intending to skip performance class , again . I told QiaoFang already , and i told YiFan . But who knows ... terrible things happened ...
Before that actually , i was doing my essays on my comments on the outings that we had with DrTan . Anyway , then i was doing half way ... and i went out for a while , for the toilet . And next , somebody was occupying my computer . I understand that everybody is rushing for a computer to finish up their work . But , if the computer is ... empty for a moment , doesnt really mean that nobody is using it . The problem wasnt that , i was fine with him using it . But still , if someone returns ... please be kind enough to return the computer to their ... accredited ... user . Maybe too strong a word to use ... Anyway , im not complaining about anybody here , just asking ... where is the initiative ?
Went downstairs for lunch , initially , but later ... i was a totally fresh person when i saw MrYeo . Well , im supposingly going for performance class ... but i was downstairs with Evan and Jwen . And they had to purposely go forward to greet MrYeo . So thanks , i had to stay ... and attend class , like a good student would . So , MrYeo knew that im going to skip class ... so he ask Jwen and Evan about the truth . And dumb as blondes , they told MrYeo that im going to skip class ! What ... friends ... Well , in the end ... i was in class , sitting there ... holding my Pipa , and scores ... getting reading to perform ... with a very nervous heart .
I wasnt prepared ... and i told everyone that i wont be completing my piece . Well , they would expect the normal screw ups , and surely , they gotten their shares . I was next ... i got myself up , and got on my seat . While MrYeo was still talking about YeoYee's performance , i tuned ... and played a bit here and there ... disturbing his talking and stuff ... I wasnt prepared at all , though i did went outside the hall to practice abit . I was doomed ... MrYeo told me to start , and before so ... he told YouGuo to listen out to my playing . I was so freaking nervous ... but yet , feeling my mood building slowly . Everyone was looking ... as i raise my left hand , and struck a note . I was looking down ... closing my eyes . Next , i saw YouGuo staring at me , and MrYeo smiling . My playing though did screw up , but i managed to cover it up . Patching things aint my forte , if it ever was , i wouldnt be here alone now ...
Anyway , after the performance , they clapped . MrYeo looked contented ... and i was glad for that . So , YouGuo as usual ... said that he loved my tonal colours ... rather sarcastic , but yet ... not really sure where he stood . But he gave a piece of advice ... and thats performance technique on attracting attention via the left hand , not the right . Well , i'll take note on that . MrYeo then praised me ... and i got rather high ... blushing but still feeding on the humble pie . He said , half of YouGuo and half of me ... would be best ! That was a real compliment for me , but im afraid it might sound as an insult to YouGuo . But im sure YouGuo dun feel me as competition , because there aint even a chance for me . Hes my teacher , my friend and mentor .
That was the best performance class ever , and the last for this term . Im happy .
DrTan brought a guest speaker today . She is an old lady , fragile and weak , who lost her eyesight when she was travelling . Its amazing how blind people do art . Please , im not hiding spikes in my sentences ... ive simply no intentions of speaking ill and making fun of the disabled people . She was warmly welcomed by the class , and she showed us a video of her interview on TV . SiHan , Christoven and i were sitting somewhere in the middle of the class , at the back though , and we looked like judges . So , we were faking parodies of the judges of the famous reality idol shows . I was Simon ... and Christoven was Paula ... and SiHan , Randy . What a boring life ?
DrKan was questioning me about my absence on Wednesday . Well , she knows everything . She is omniscient ... I had to perform for Daniel's composition , so i went to class to put my bag . Grabbed my nails ... and went down to the hall . We were next ... and we only went through the piece once yesterday . So ... im kinda ready to fling his piece away . Dun wish to screw up another composition ? Its fated so . I was distracted ... and i didnt know my entry , but i got back into senses ... and played my parts , all correctly . However , my strings went out of tune ... and so did Raymond's . Luckily , we paused over on a fermata . The way i hit the temple bells ... was dumb . Anyway , hope Daniel wasnt pissed . Recieved shocking news that he is leaving school . Not leaving , but actually kicked out ... by Adams . Well , 2 Clarinet players gone ... weird right ? Who is next ? Me ?
Got Adams to sign the form for me , because if i were to let YanYu sign ... it'll be on Monday , and i already promised MrsPhua that i'll hand it over to her on Thursday ... im already a day late . So , fuck this ... im such a disorganised person . I need some methodical arrangement or function ...
Anyway , ZhengYi's presentation group was very good . They did this video on revisiting Bach ... and they made it into a documentary type of video . Jose was the host ... and XueYuan the cameraman . It was fantastic how they brought entertainment and humour across ... ten times fold better than us ! Im sure they will score pretty well , i mean ... fucking well ! Look at this ... everybody was laughing away ... and so was DrKan ... what else do they need ? But honestly , thats quite a high cost , but for some good grades ... its always worth it . Some even sleep with their lecturers ... im joking ... i dunno who .
There was suddenly a lost of connection with Blogger just now . I was worried ...
Anyway , the connection is back . So ... lets go on ...
After the presentation , i went on to highlight my articles . Only left with a few ... but still , quite alot . Luke gave out the printed work to Mark and i ... He was angry that he had to print the work instead of me . He was about to print the other work ... so i told him to print mine for convenience ... but who knows , he got angry . Anyway , i think such group works really create barriers between people . Im not sure about things , for me , i think im condemned .
Whats my problem ? No , nothing at all . I handed in my work to DrTan , late ... but still , she took it . She is really a nice lady ... she doesnt scold anybody at all ... but of course , she is rather strict at times ... but mostly , the bubbly cute teacher we know . Thanks to Dedric , or else i'll lose quite a few marks already . YongRui told me about it too ... but thats when i already handed in mine . I hid quite a few articles inside the rest , because i had no time to highlight them .
Went over to the Esplanade with YongRui . Was kinda hungry , thus kinda quiet ... Ate some food , like obvious . YongRui ordered from the same stall as me , but mine was only $4 plus ... and his was like $6 plus ... Well , greedy monster , he ordered squid . Anyway , was kinda filling ... then after which , we left to buy some drinks . He bought this expensive mint candy . I bought only a can for myself ... I ate very little today ... not forgetting that i didnt have lunch , thanks to Evan and Jwen !
Saw Edric in the library with his ... guy friend ... and he was asking why am i in the library ... like isnt it obvious ? Work , work and work .
Found plenty of recordings , and some scores ... and YongRui citated them down . He was doing all the work ... because i was feeling kinda down . SiHan came later , and he did his own work too . Did i mention who he came with ? It was Sarah , the new Cello player ... for next year's batch . Well ... well ...
Didnt eat with them , i met up with Dedric and Kenny , which might have turned out quite a disaster . SiHan was giving me that look ... well sorry . Anyway , we went over to our usual old cafe . Its been so long ever since we last sat there and talked ... It used to be us , a gang ... of 5 , including Kenny , ChaiXia , WeiFeng , Jonathan and i . Well , now ... everything is over , so ... dun ask . Next came YouGuo ... and that brought in entertainment between Dedric and YouGuo's conversation for Kenny and i . We were busy putting out the fire ... while Dedric and YouGuo was busy feeding the fire . It was close ... YouGuo almost blew himself up . Dedric and YouGuo was quarreling about some normal small chicken problems ... kinda funny , yet scary .
Spent a long time at the cafe . Next , i took a bus home . At first , intended to take a cab with Dedric ... but didnt wanna trouble him ... so , i took my bus home .
U notice how i blog ? I usually blog about the last events first ... then next , the start of the day . Amazing how i kept the format like this ... for so long . Today's entry spent me about an hour . Well , its long ... i think ...
Goodnight people ! Rest those eyes after reading ... and prepare to feast ur eyes for the next ! SiHan , remember how i feast my eyes ?
Friday, April 21, 2006
Dragging My Feet
Lontong , made my my uncle . Ive no idea that he has this culinary skill . Well , tell me ... how am i going to maintian my weight ?
QingLun added me on MSN ... and now we're talking . Well , its been too long already ever since ... well , i was lazy and so was he . I think im a very lazy person ... who sometimes might not see his lines clearly . I do not know my limits ... like YiKai with his alcohol . Now , im feeling kinda queasy and nausea .
Cooked noodles after watching the movie . SiHan was feeling tired ... and again , he fell asleep . So , YongRui stayed up ... while , i fell asleep too . Got myself late ... though ive nothing on today . Actually i woke up around 8 am ... which was the time we should wake up . But , i was tired ... so i thought ... maybe another few more minutes . And like always ... in dreamland , a few minutes will slowly ... drag till a few hours . And so , we woke up during SiHan's harmony tutorial time . Well , there was the harmony clinic ... MrYap's lame clinic , for the harmonically ill people . Im not inside ... though im rather ill myself .
We took bus to school , though SiHan's father brought us to the bus-stop , like how uncle does . But too bad , not anymore ... because the car is gone . No more car for me ... and so , for these few days ... while we wait for the arrival of the new car , ive to take my own transport to school ... Sad right ?
SiHan went to the lounge to sleep ... because he was already so late . Well , anyway ... surprisingly , many didnt turn up for the harmony class . I took out the Pipa , and i started taping my nails ... and tuning my strings . I practiced for quite a while ... till Daniel called . Raymond was here today ... and since i recommended him to Daniel instead of Anthea , ive to play with him . Daniel's composition exam is tomorrow ... and there isnt much time to rehearse . So , today morning's rehearsal was kinda intense , or not really . Raymond couldnt figure his notes ... and was bluffing his way through . As for me , a little bit too , but i understood Daniel's notation for the symbols ... because i taught him so . Gabriel was looking kinda pissed off , and so did Daniel thought i was too . Well , i wasnt . Not just playing the Pipa , ive to chant and play the temple bells ... very unique for a composition . But anyway , its about life and death , like as always the cliche theme for the NAFA students . I was busy figuring out chords ... and notes ... because its all wierd and stuff . After rehearsal in the studio ... Raymond and i practiced alone , with Daniel around for a moment . Well , it was kinda fine i guess ... hope that nothing would go wrong tomorrow then . I dun wish to screw up another composition . First was Laurence's and secondly , Sharon's . Tomorrow another score will be up on my stand ... and that would be TingTing's .
Today was the dateline for the submission of the analysis portfolio . And whats happened ? I didnt hand in , because it isnt complete . Many others would be handing in on Monday ... and i told YiKai that i'll try to finish it off by tomorrow , but i guess ... its kinda impossible . He was right ! Im faithless in myself ... and how strong else can i be ?
Instead of doing my work , i played LAN with QingLun and gang . I must admit , it was purely temptation and peer pressure . Well , ive to make everyone happy like i always do . So , i thought ... maybe a game wont harm . Who knows ... that wasted my whole afternoon . The problem is ... my lesson with YanYu is tomorrow ... and that'll be nightmare if ive to embarrass myself again . Well ... i did practice today ... but not that much , or not that effective .
Highlighted the articles ... but only a few , going to do more later . I think i'll hand in my analysis on Monday ... with the rest of the classmates . Some of them , shocked me , because they handed in within a few days ... of work ... from nothing to ... something . Quite amazing ... but they said that they didnt do it properly . Well , i dun wanna do that ... i wanna do it right . DrKan has always given me this encouragement since in a Chinese instrumentalist ... studying Western music history and stuff . I shall , as she adviced , keep it up !
Helped Andy with his piece . Well , managing a piece is always kinda easy ... but playing it isnt .
Going to do my aural work now . Im going to prove to Yohanna for the last lesson that im quite a good boy actually ! Good work , WeiKang . I feel good .
As for the rest ... if uve done ur work , happy reading ! But if u havent , then start working now , what else u waiting for ? Dun waste ur time ... and dun procrastinate any further . Dun stall ur time ...
Rest well , Stephanie .
QingLun added me on MSN ... and now we're talking . Well , its been too long already ever since ... well , i was lazy and so was he . I think im a very lazy person ... who sometimes might not see his lines clearly . I do not know my limits ... like YiKai with his alcohol . Now , im feeling kinda queasy and nausea .
Cooked noodles after watching the movie . SiHan was feeling tired ... and again , he fell asleep . So , YongRui stayed up ... while , i fell asleep too . Got myself late ... though ive nothing on today . Actually i woke up around 8 am ... which was the time we should wake up . But , i was tired ... so i thought ... maybe another few more minutes . And like always ... in dreamland , a few minutes will slowly ... drag till a few hours . And so , we woke up during SiHan's harmony tutorial time . Well , there was the harmony clinic ... MrYap's lame clinic , for the harmonically ill people . Im not inside ... though im rather ill myself .
We took bus to school , though SiHan's father brought us to the bus-stop , like how uncle does . But too bad , not anymore ... because the car is gone . No more car for me ... and so , for these few days ... while we wait for the arrival of the new car , ive to take my own transport to school ... Sad right ?
SiHan went to the lounge to sleep ... because he was already so late . Well , anyway ... surprisingly , many didnt turn up for the harmony class . I took out the Pipa , and i started taping my nails ... and tuning my strings . I practiced for quite a while ... till Daniel called . Raymond was here today ... and since i recommended him to Daniel instead of Anthea , ive to play with him . Daniel's composition exam is tomorrow ... and there isnt much time to rehearse . So , today morning's rehearsal was kinda intense , or not really . Raymond couldnt figure his notes ... and was bluffing his way through . As for me , a little bit too , but i understood Daniel's notation for the symbols ... because i taught him so . Gabriel was looking kinda pissed off , and so did Daniel thought i was too . Well , i wasnt . Not just playing the Pipa , ive to chant and play the temple bells ... very unique for a composition . But anyway , its about life and death , like as always the cliche theme for the NAFA students . I was busy figuring out chords ... and notes ... because its all wierd and stuff . After rehearsal in the studio ... Raymond and i practiced alone , with Daniel around for a moment . Well , it was kinda fine i guess ... hope that nothing would go wrong tomorrow then . I dun wish to screw up another composition . First was Laurence's and secondly , Sharon's . Tomorrow another score will be up on my stand ... and that would be TingTing's .
Today was the dateline for the submission of the analysis portfolio . And whats happened ? I didnt hand in , because it isnt complete . Many others would be handing in on Monday ... and i told YiKai that i'll try to finish it off by tomorrow , but i guess ... its kinda impossible . He was right ! Im faithless in myself ... and how strong else can i be ?
Instead of doing my work , i played LAN with QingLun and gang . I must admit , it was purely temptation and peer pressure . Well , ive to make everyone happy like i always do . So , i thought ... maybe a game wont harm . Who knows ... that wasted my whole afternoon . The problem is ... my lesson with YanYu is tomorrow ... and that'll be nightmare if ive to embarrass myself again . Well ... i did practice today ... but not that much , or not that effective .
Highlighted the articles ... but only a few , going to do more later . I think i'll hand in my analysis on Monday ... with the rest of the classmates . Some of them , shocked me , because they handed in within a few days ... of work ... from nothing to ... something . Quite amazing ... but they said that they didnt do it properly . Well , i dun wanna do that ... i wanna do it right . DrKan has always given me this encouragement since in a Chinese instrumentalist ... studying Western music history and stuff . I shall , as she adviced , keep it up !
Helped Andy with his piece . Well , managing a piece is always kinda easy ... but playing it isnt .
Going to do my aural work now . Im going to prove to Yohanna for the last lesson that im quite a good boy actually ! Good work , WeiKang . I feel good .
As for the rest ... if uve done ur work , happy reading ! But if u havent , then start working now , what else u waiting for ? Dun waste ur time ... and dun procrastinate any further . Dun stall ur time ...
Rest well , Stephanie .
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Naked
How questionable and reliable can a source be ? Always talking cock ...
Just watched a movie in SiHan's house . In fact , still there ... but wait ... why am i here ? Of course its work , and work and work . But still , got kinda distracted ... and now , SiHan , as usual , playing games ... and YongRui , trying to work , but cant work . Me , blogging ...
After the trip back from Malaysia yesterday , i got myself to sleep only in the morning ... around school time . I wasnt feeling quite ready for school ... so thus , i slept ... and i woke up when class ended . Funny by itself already ... im intending to stay over at SiHan's place without sleeping . Fhairil didnt come , only YongRui did . When i was here , SiHan was eating curry ... and thats just , tempting ... but however , i resisted myself . Im good .
Well , my dream was filled with heroes , princes and princesses . Now weird , u might think so , but actually its pretty normal . I get weird dreams ... more than often i get weird remarks . I dreamt about this girl . Now , who the hell is she ... ? I dunno . Anyway , we were running away from her family or something . Then , i think everybody had their powers or something ... Anyway , its all screwed up . Its just a dream ... like as if something like that will happen one day . When it does , i'll edit this post .
We were doing work . I completed one , but still not as half completed , because i havent drew the graph ... and must we write something about it ? Well , YongRui just told me that we have to .
Before the movie , i was helping SiHan with his work too . Well , dunno why ... but anybody else's work is always easier than my own's . I think im paranoid ... about almost anything . I was looking at this cyst on SiHan's leg . Well , i insisted that he should let me try squeezing the liquid out ... but he insisted too that its just a normal skin problem . Well , its a cyst ! Im pretty sure there's something inside ... Anyway , he just gave me that face when he knows that im blogging about this .
Im hungry . I was at home before ... and i ate uncle's noodles . Was complaining about toilet papers ... Well , if its not ur place , u dun care about a single shit whether its clean or not , do u ? Anyway , the car is going off on Thursday . Sad ? Its like tomorrow ...
Got scolded by MrsPhua for not handing in the exam pieces form . Well , i know that they've given such a grace period already ... but im sorry , my teacher and i couldnt decide on the pieces . And i'll only be seeing YanYu tomorrow ... so the earliest would be Friday . Im sorry ... but too bad .
SiHan just told me to turn off the speaker , because he heard something . War of the world ... going on outside ... ?
Anyway , rehearsing Daniel's piece tomorrow at 11 am . Will be going to school tomorrow ... to practice . Tomorrow shall be solely devoted to practicing my dear Pipa . I dun think i'll hand in any of my portfolios on time . Especially my analysis ... i think its a goner .
Anyway , i dunno why ... but im growing a new habit of not wearing anything on the inside . Cool ? Even now .
Just watched a movie in SiHan's house . In fact , still there ... but wait ... why am i here ? Of course its work , and work and work . But still , got kinda distracted ... and now , SiHan , as usual , playing games ... and YongRui , trying to work , but cant work . Me , blogging ...
After the trip back from Malaysia yesterday , i got myself to sleep only in the morning ... around school time . I wasnt feeling quite ready for school ... so thus , i slept ... and i woke up when class ended . Funny by itself already ... im intending to stay over at SiHan's place without sleeping . Fhairil didnt come , only YongRui did . When i was here , SiHan was eating curry ... and thats just , tempting ... but however , i resisted myself . Im good .
Well , my dream was filled with heroes , princes and princesses . Now weird , u might think so , but actually its pretty normal . I get weird dreams ... more than often i get weird remarks . I dreamt about this girl . Now , who the hell is she ... ? I dunno . Anyway , we were running away from her family or something . Then , i think everybody had their powers or something ... Anyway , its all screwed up . Its just a dream ... like as if something like that will happen one day . When it does , i'll edit this post .
We were doing work . I completed one , but still not as half completed , because i havent drew the graph ... and must we write something about it ? Well , YongRui just told me that we have to .
Before the movie , i was helping SiHan with his work too . Well , dunno why ... but anybody else's work is always easier than my own's . I think im paranoid ... about almost anything . I was looking at this cyst on SiHan's leg . Well , i insisted that he should let me try squeezing the liquid out ... but he insisted too that its just a normal skin problem . Well , its a cyst ! Im pretty sure there's something inside ... Anyway , he just gave me that face when he knows that im blogging about this .
Im hungry . I was at home before ... and i ate uncle's noodles . Was complaining about toilet papers ... Well , if its not ur place , u dun care about a single shit whether its clean or not , do u ? Anyway , the car is going off on Thursday . Sad ? Its like tomorrow ...
Got scolded by MrsPhua for not handing in the exam pieces form . Well , i know that they've given such a grace period already ... but im sorry , my teacher and i couldnt decide on the pieces . And i'll only be seeing YanYu tomorrow ... so the earliest would be Friday . Im sorry ... but too bad .
SiHan just told me to turn off the speaker , because he heard something . War of the world ... going on outside ... ?
Anyway , rehearsing Daniel's piece tomorrow at 11 am . Will be going to school tomorrow ... to practice . Tomorrow shall be solely devoted to practicing my dear Pipa . I dun think i'll hand in any of my portfolios on time . Especially my analysis ... i think its a goner .
Anyway , i dunno why ... but im growing a new habit of not wearing anything on the inside . Cool ? Even now .
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Papercut
Just came home from Malaysia , ate and bought things . Well , was feeling kinda sleepy , but still ... for the sake of the illegal goods , who wouldnt ? I must say that the holidays , or break , made me kinda lazy . Progressively . The intensity is building up , and the climax will come on the day of my exam . And , thats the day when i shall die .
Wearing no boxers , but a pants , and a sweater , without a shirt inside , and a thick blanket covering my legs , and a coat over my sweater . Am i normal ? Im feeling kinda cold nowadays ... am i sick ? Well , maybe i am .
Woke up really late . Waited for Mom to fetch me down to school ... Well , she was willing ... because , on Thursday , the car would be ... gone ! For good . Well , from that day on ... ive to take my own transport down to school , myself . I repeat , myself . How sad ? Im spoilt , i know . When i was young , from primary till secondary , almost every morning ... Mom fetches me to school . But now , its over . Anyway , i got it planned already ... maybe i can add a few more activities before heading down to school . Like what ? U guess . Uncle would get his new car , or van , and if his conscience calls ... then maybe he'll fetch me down . Anyway , dun get me wrong , after getting into NAFA , ive been going to school on my own , by either bus or MRT . But , the bus-stop aint over at my house ... its somewhere a little further , thus i need transport to the bus-stop , not school . Today was different , i was late ... so Mom got me down within half an hour . I was lucky , not late . Well , there was another class going on when i was there . Counterpoint , by MrYap also , and since it dismissed a little later , i had the time to prepare myself for class . Like what ? Talk around .
The groups that presented today were the MOE teachers , and they had this few games . It was kinda interesting and exciting ... but though i was supposingly chosen to play , i didnt get the chance to play . Well , Fhairil and ZhengYi volunteered themselves , so ... they played . Dun get me wrong , im not angry or jealous ! Please ! Im not that kind . Just letting u guys know about life , thats all ... dun demand any less , or more . Sidetrack ... i was enjoying myself watching them play , and listening to the long explanations . Well , the next class had better games and presentation skills . Im sure next year we'll do just as well . Right ?
So ... after class , i headed for lunch with YiKai and Evan and gang . We ate at the fastfood restaurant ... I ordered this pathetic tiny burger , a very cute size , for a very cute person . Thanks to the fries , it got me rather filled up . With a full tank , i ate some more chips from this Korean shop . Jwen , Evan and i bought a few packets ... and it was rather bland . The savorless chips were like old people's food . Is Korea an aging country ? They are acquiring diserable qualities of blandness in their food , arent they ? Anyway , just to make things simpler , the chips sucked .
Jwen didnt pay me my money . I repeat , my money ! Actually , im a very nice person , and i dun have to repeat them yet . So , i dun actually mind about money that much . Money , everywhere , but friends , only a few . But still ... i need my money , or else i cannot eat ! So , dude , pay up !
Im joking ...
Went to the library all by myself . Walked ... a step , by a step ... till i was there . Kenny then called me , then told me to look towards my right . I looked left , then right ... i think i cannot figure my directions . Anyway , he was in a car . So , we met at KarlHeng , i bought my scores , just for the sake of a piece . Talked for a while , played the Pipa for a moment . After which , went to NAFA library . Amazingly , didnt enter a single CD shop . Please , u may clap now .
Anyway , in the library , i met this guy i knew from the net . I thought it was him , then i thought to myself ... didnt know he is a smoker . Well ... life is full of mystery .
There was this very nice old lady at the photocopying corner . She helped me with the photocopying machine . I was such a noob , i stood there reading the guide to how to start ... and i was pressing buttons ... guessing which next and stuff . So embarrassing ... Anyway , then i started printing the articles for my portfolio . I went out , and next ... got myself the whole stack of magazines from the shelf . I mean ... a bloody whole stack , not just the whole stack . Was so bloody heavy . This lady , nice lady , needed to use so badly , because she was rushing for work ... so , being such a nice me , like me , i let her go first . Well , i think ... old people are the kindest of souls . I find myself rather elated just to help . And i mean ... helping people who are in need , and people who appreciates them . While photocopying , there was this other guy photocopying beside me on the other machine . He was so selfish ... he didnt care about the people behind him . Well , this old man ... he didnt play one . Im lame . Anyway , he was very fragile looking . So , i let him go first ... he needed to just photocopy this piece of certificate . He obviously didnt know how to use the machine ... i helped him . And , dun need to praise me yet , theres more ... This other lady came , holding a book in her hand ... waiting ... behind me . I let her go first , and she didnt thank me . What the fuck ? She was giving me this attitude face like ive been occupying the machine , hugging it for so bloody long . Please , i was . But , still if u need to use it , just fucking let me know ! What the fuck right ? Anyway , she is a bitch , im sure ... because she looked like a dog , but with breast .
Left the building , saying goodbye to that dear old lady ...
Went to NAFA library straight after . Evan and gang was there . Went through the analysis with them . Helped Evan with her work ... but she didnt appreciate it . She even scolded me , assaulted me ... and many more which i shant name here . She was being so unfriendly and cold towards me . Well , being a kind soul , and a trying one towards a fiend , i helped her with her analysis ... and in return , i hoped for a score ... which i never gotten yet . Im so disappointed ... Eudora was pissed off with my nuisance i guess ... because in the end , i didnt help her at all . DrTan was in the library , and we seeked help from her . But i dun think Charmaine got her answers yet ... after all the explanation , right ? Dear DrTan ... nevermind . Didnt get to do anything in the library , was busy dodging from Evan's rebukes .
Went for snack , which i didnt return to the library after . It was raining so heavily ... and i was alone . So , i called Andy and i went ... to play LAN with them ! Such bad company , i know . Well , had a good game ... with QingLun's friends . Got back to school ... Richard went home for dinner , Jason went home too after awhile . I played the Piano for awhile before i headed down for dinner with QingLun and Andy . Well , Andy then told us his plans . Im not very sure , but definitely sounded revised ... so , im sure its a good one . Good luck to Andy people .
Stayed in school for a while after they all left . Wanted to practice ... but didnt . Told Luke to print the group works ... and i dun think he was quite happy . Anyway , so stressed up now . Tomorrow will be quite a busy day , not a single chance to do any work i guess . Im so bloody fucked up , tight in the ass !
Goodnight , and now ... i think i'll go watch a movie before i sleep . Rest well ... because ... its night time .
Sometimes , the most unimaginable thing could cause the most unimaginable amount of damage . An inch , an army ant , spells disaster to villages ... and people . Well , i got cut , from the most harmless creature . In fact , not even one .
Wearing no boxers , but a pants , and a sweater , without a shirt inside , and a thick blanket covering my legs , and a coat over my sweater . Am i normal ? Im feeling kinda cold nowadays ... am i sick ? Well , maybe i am .
Woke up really late . Waited for Mom to fetch me down to school ... Well , she was willing ... because , on Thursday , the car would be ... gone ! For good . Well , from that day on ... ive to take my own transport down to school , myself . I repeat , myself . How sad ? Im spoilt , i know . When i was young , from primary till secondary , almost every morning ... Mom fetches me to school . But now , its over . Anyway , i got it planned already ... maybe i can add a few more activities before heading down to school . Like what ? U guess . Uncle would get his new car , or van , and if his conscience calls ... then maybe he'll fetch me down . Anyway , dun get me wrong , after getting into NAFA , ive been going to school on my own , by either bus or MRT . But , the bus-stop aint over at my house ... its somewhere a little further , thus i need transport to the bus-stop , not school . Today was different , i was late ... so Mom got me down within half an hour . I was lucky , not late . Well , there was another class going on when i was there . Counterpoint , by MrYap also , and since it dismissed a little later , i had the time to prepare myself for class . Like what ? Talk around .
The groups that presented today were the MOE teachers , and they had this few games . It was kinda interesting and exciting ... but though i was supposingly chosen to play , i didnt get the chance to play . Well , Fhairil and ZhengYi volunteered themselves , so ... they played . Dun get me wrong , im not angry or jealous ! Please ! Im not that kind . Just letting u guys know about life , thats all ... dun demand any less , or more . Sidetrack ... i was enjoying myself watching them play , and listening to the long explanations . Well , the next class had better games and presentation skills . Im sure next year we'll do just as well . Right ?
So ... after class , i headed for lunch with YiKai and Evan and gang . We ate at the fastfood restaurant ... I ordered this pathetic tiny burger , a very cute size , for a very cute person . Thanks to the fries , it got me rather filled up . With a full tank , i ate some more chips from this Korean shop . Jwen , Evan and i bought a few packets ... and it was rather bland . The savorless chips were like old people's food . Is Korea an aging country ? They are acquiring diserable qualities of blandness in their food , arent they ? Anyway , just to make things simpler , the chips sucked .
Jwen didnt pay me my money . I repeat , my money ! Actually , im a very nice person , and i dun have to repeat them yet . So , i dun actually mind about money that much . Money , everywhere , but friends , only a few . But still ... i need my money , or else i cannot eat ! So , dude , pay up !
Im joking ...
Went to the library all by myself . Walked ... a step , by a step ... till i was there . Kenny then called me , then told me to look towards my right . I looked left , then right ... i think i cannot figure my directions . Anyway , he was in a car . So , we met at KarlHeng , i bought my scores , just for the sake of a piece . Talked for a while , played the Pipa for a moment . After which , went to NAFA library . Amazingly , didnt enter a single CD shop . Please , u may clap now .
Anyway , in the library , i met this guy i knew from the net . I thought it was him , then i thought to myself ... didnt know he is a smoker . Well ... life is full of mystery .
There was this very nice old lady at the photocopying corner . She helped me with the photocopying machine . I was such a noob , i stood there reading the guide to how to start ... and i was pressing buttons ... guessing which next and stuff . So embarrassing ... Anyway , then i started printing the articles for my portfolio . I went out , and next ... got myself the whole stack of magazines from the shelf . I mean ... a bloody whole stack , not just the whole stack . Was so bloody heavy . This lady , nice lady , needed to use so badly , because she was rushing for work ... so , being such a nice me , like me , i let her go first . Well , i think ... old people are the kindest of souls . I find myself rather elated just to help . And i mean ... helping people who are in need , and people who appreciates them . While photocopying , there was this other guy photocopying beside me on the other machine . He was so selfish ... he didnt care about the people behind him . Well , this old man ... he didnt play one . Im lame . Anyway , he was very fragile looking . So , i let him go first ... he needed to just photocopy this piece of certificate . He obviously didnt know how to use the machine ... i helped him . And , dun need to praise me yet , theres more ... This other lady came , holding a book in her hand ... waiting ... behind me . I let her go first , and she didnt thank me . What the fuck ? She was giving me this attitude face like ive been occupying the machine , hugging it for so bloody long . Please , i was . But , still if u need to use it , just fucking let me know ! What the fuck right ? Anyway , she is a bitch , im sure ... because she looked like a dog , but with breast .
Left the building , saying goodbye to that dear old lady ...
Went to NAFA library straight after . Evan and gang was there . Went through the analysis with them . Helped Evan with her work ... but she didnt appreciate it . She even scolded me , assaulted me ... and many more which i shant name here . She was being so unfriendly and cold towards me . Well , being a kind soul , and a trying one towards a fiend , i helped her with her analysis ... and in return , i hoped for a score ... which i never gotten yet . Im so disappointed ... Eudora was pissed off with my nuisance i guess ... because in the end , i didnt help her at all . DrTan was in the library , and we seeked help from her . But i dun think Charmaine got her answers yet ... after all the explanation , right ? Dear DrTan ... nevermind . Didnt get to do anything in the library , was busy dodging from Evan's rebukes .
Went for snack , which i didnt return to the library after . It was raining so heavily ... and i was alone . So , i called Andy and i went ... to play LAN with them ! Such bad company , i know . Well , had a good game ... with QingLun's friends . Got back to school ... Richard went home for dinner , Jason went home too after awhile . I played the Piano for awhile before i headed down for dinner with QingLun and Andy . Well , Andy then told us his plans . Im not very sure , but definitely sounded revised ... so , im sure its a good one . Good luck to Andy people .
Stayed in school for a while after they all left . Wanted to practice ... but didnt . Told Luke to print the group works ... and i dun think he was quite happy . Anyway , so stressed up now . Tomorrow will be quite a busy day , not a single chance to do any work i guess . Im so bloody fucked up , tight in the ass !
Goodnight , and now ... i think i'll go watch a movie before i sleep . Rest well ... because ... its night time .
Sometimes , the most unimaginable thing could cause the most unimaginable amount of damage . An inch , an army ant , spells disaster to villages ... and people . Well , i got cut , from the most harmless creature . In fact , not even one .
Monday, April 17, 2006
Hexagrammos Decagrammus
Blogging now in school . Weird , i know . Though true that its truely at home that u feel all the thoughts knocking hard in ur head , but still i think ... i feel rather comfortable here in school . Who knows ? For a change ...
Im left here alone with YiKai , while SiHan and gang just left . For home of course . Im now feeling rather lost ... my fingers arent moving faster than my thoughts . Those racing sentiment wont go , and neither will it stay . So , where does it go ? I said , it wont . So where does it stay ? I said , it doesnt stay . So what the hell im saying ? Ive no idea , but im rather sure that im lost , which then ... would mean that i do know . But hell , really , i dun . Intellection in progress , but heading aimlessly towards nowhere .
People shouting around in school . Kinda irritating , but surely theres a reason why all these are happening . What ? Isit the end of the world ? No . Ive no idea who was it , but just now , somebody was shouting vulgarities . Why bad language is known as vulgarity ? Because it has a quality that lacks of taste and refinement .
Im kinda worried now that all these might go away . Well , its school computer , what else less can i expect ?
Kinda quiet now . Ive no idea why and how , some people just like to raise their voice . Some may find it outstanding , and attention-seeking , but there are others who arent that noticeable , they'll find it pesky . For me , like one , i find it sometimes rather annoying . A short resemblance of myself , i know , at times . But still , i think if u were to control ur perky cute voice , nobody would mind that ur actually not mute . Read again , if u have to .
Now things in school are getting rather interesting . Or rather , more interesting . Politics really make this world go round . Devoted crap that forces people to think , and act . Sometimes , being busybody aint a bad thing , but its neither polite nor politic to get into other people's quarrels . Its either that someone is too politic to quarrel with so important a personage , or that he or she doesnt mind creating this sophisticated degree of disagreement between his or her friends . Be it friends or not , it doesnt matter much , its all about making ur own stand , isnt it ? Its the obscenely different views that usually create quarrels , or better termed as disagreement .
Performers with experience becomes composer of their own style . Now , isnt that rather true ? And u'll only find flaws when u step out of that environment . This , is defintely true . Ive been sleeping in my own comfort zone for too long ... and sure ive not seen all that im seeing now . Looking blindly at those flaws with fluffy own lies which had been told long and loud enough , that people will slowly ... believe it . Not any people , most importantly , myself . A lie , a blatant one ... that fooled myself for a whole year . Now , im stepping out . Im looking at things with a wider view from the mind . Where ? From a bird's view , i can see many different features of the world . From this new angle , there are new spots , new grounds and many more new locations . Back then , i see nothing but only my own lies . Its great spectating this whole event that links everything together . I dun call this drama , i call this sport . My appurtenances werent my tools , but just my own eyes , to see , and my mouth , to ask . Questioning is still the best way to learn . So thus , who shall be the aythya valisineria or esox masquinongy for my hunting ? Its nothing but actually , just a canvasback duck and a fish .
The hunt shall stop , before retribution comes . Well , actually ... im not doing anything wrong . Im just looking at things with a fresh point of view . Today , while during the commuter concert , i sat alone ... or ... slept alone . And it was from there that i knew , there were still many friends around . But still , sometimes , its time to be alone . So , i sat alone , and i thought through things . Things that happened , or has been going on still , and then i thought ... maybe i shouldnt involve myself at all . Because , its not my call ... its their's . Im innocent , and thus ... just a third party person like always . Im never the protagonist of my own life , am i ? So , what makes a first degree person to anybody ? I shall just wash my hands off things , like as if im of any importance , and watch things grow . Like watching grass grow , things will definitely progress somewhere . But watching the paint on the wall peel ... would mean nothing , but deprovement .
Im hiding my phone in my shirt , somewhere more sensitive to vibration , so i would answer my Mom's call this time round . Dun think anywhere further please , dun think any less of me , its just in my shirt .
Evan left her wallet in school . I wanted to return it to her , but i kept it for awhile , till i totally forgot about it . Dun think me wrong , im being nice here . Though i kept it and used it for my own conveniece , i will return it to u tomorrow , when i see u , Evan . I bet she's cursing me now . Well , i dun care ! Joking ...
No matter how much i type , its still short . Whats the matter with me ? I think im ... getting boring , aint i ? If ur a reader , and listening to someone's life would be such a bore to u , then im not sure what else there is to read about in a blog . I know other people blog about many things , interesting things ... but look , im studying in NAFA , and im me , what else interesting can i squeeze out from my parched brain ? I think thats the most i can give , my crazy thoughts and my curses . Well , if that aint ur cup of tea , then ur criteria for a blog aint about life ... maybe its the teabag .
I think by now , SiHan and Samuel would already be half way home . Im still in school ... So goodnight everybody , and sleep tight .
Ive to add on this new paragraph . I didnt go Malaysia , and i ate downstairs . A simple late dinner ... with some funny jokes by Mom . Well , apparently , shes going crazy while taking care of Dickshen . Like her old self , she might sometimes break down , and go crazy like some mental patient . Im serious ... well , she was scolding Dickshen today because he was playing with her cigarettes . She smokes , yes . And mind u , im not a bad son as to not try to stop her . Anyway , thats not the point . The more she scolds , the more agitated she gets . So , what happens next ? She goes crazy . Well , she went crazy today ... but it was kinda funny , almost like a joke . Though she was laughing in the car just now while telling me the whole incident ... i was vaguely reminded of my own past . Well , she slapped me so suddenly , i was totally in shock . I quietly stared at the old familiar way home ...
Im left here alone with YiKai , while SiHan and gang just left . For home of course . Im now feeling rather lost ... my fingers arent moving faster than my thoughts . Those racing sentiment wont go , and neither will it stay . So , where does it go ? I said , it wont . So where does it stay ? I said , it doesnt stay . So what the hell im saying ? Ive no idea , but im rather sure that im lost , which then ... would mean that i do know . But hell , really , i dun . Intellection in progress , but heading aimlessly towards nowhere .
People shouting around in school . Kinda irritating , but surely theres a reason why all these are happening . What ? Isit the end of the world ? No . Ive no idea who was it , but just now , somebody was shouting vulgarities . Why bad language is known as vulgarity ? Because it has a quality that lacks of taste and refinement .
Im kinda worried now that all these might go away . Well , its school computer , what else less can i expect ?
Kinda quiet now . Ive no idea why and how , some people just like to raise their voice . Some may find it outstanding , and attention-seeking , but there are others who arent that noticeable , they'll find it pesky . For me , like one , i find it sometimes rather annoying . A short resemblance of myself , i know , at times . But still , i think if u were to control ur perky cute voice , nobody would mind that ur actually not mute . Read again , if u have to .
Now things in school are getting rather interesting . Or rather , more interesting . Politics really make this world go round . Devoted crap that forces people to think , and act . Sometimes , being busybody aint a bad thing , but its neither polite nor politic to get into other people's quarrels . Its either that someone is too politic to quarrel with so important a personage , or that he or she doesnt mind creating this sophisticated degree of disagreement between his or her friends . Be it friends or not , it doesnt matter much , its all about making ur own stand , isnt it ? Its the obscenely different views that usually create quarrels , or better termed as disagreement .
Performers with experience becomes composer of their own style . Now , isnt that rather true ? And u'll only find flaws when u step out of that environment . This , is defintely true . Ive been sleeping in my own comfort zone for too long ... and sure ive not seen all that im seeing now . Looking blindly at those flaws with fluffy own lies which had been told long and loud enough , that people will slowly ... believe it . Not any people , most importantly , myself . A lie , a blatant one ... that fooled myself for a whole year . Now , im stepping out . Im looking at things with a wider view from the mind . Where ? From a bird's view , i can see many different features of the world . From this new angle , there are new spots , new grounds and many more new locations . Back then , i see nothing but only my own lies . Its great spectating this whole event that links everything together . I dun call this drama , i call this sport . My appurtenances werent my tools , but just my own eyes , to see , and my mouth , to ask . Questioning is still the best way to learn . So thus , who shall be the aythya valisineria or esox masquinongy for my hunting ? Its nothing but actually , just a canvasback duck and a fish .
The hunt shall stop , before retribution comes . Well , actually ... im not doing anything wrong . Im just looking at things with a fresh point of view . Today , while during the commuter concert , i sat alone ... or ... slept alone . And it was from there that i knew , there were still many friends around . But still , sometimes , its time to be alone . So , i sat alone , and i thought through things . Things that happened , or has been going on still , and then i thought ... maybe i shouldnt involve myself at all . Because , its not my call ... its their's . Im innocent , and thus ... just a third party person like always . Im never the protagonist of my own life , am i ? So , what makes a first degree person to anybody ? I shall just wash my hands off things , like as if im of any importance , and watch things grow . Like watching grass grow , things will definitely progress somewhere . But watching the paint on the wall peel ... would mean nothing , but deprovement .
Im hiding my phone in my shirt , somewhere more sensitive to vibration , so i would answer my Mom's call this time round . Dun think anywhere further please , dun think any less of me , its just in my shirt .
Evan left her wallet in school . I wanted to return it to her , but i kept it for awhile , till i totally forgot about it . Dun think me wrong , im being nice here . Though i kept it and used it for my own conveniece , i will return it to u tomorrow , when i see u , Evan . I bet she's cursing me now . Well , i dun care ! Joking ...
No matter how much i type , its still short . Whats the matter with me ? I think im ... getting boring , aint i ? If ur a reader , and listening to someone's life would be such a bore to u , then im not sure what else there is to read about in a blog . I know other people blog about many things , interesting things ... but look , im studying in NAFA , and im me , what else interesting can i squeeze out from my parched brain ? I think thats the most i can give , my crazy thoughts and my curses . Well , if that aint ur cup of tea , then ur criteria for a blog aint about life ... maybe its the teabag .
I think by now , SiHan and Samuel would already be half way home . Im still in school ... So goodnight everybody , and sleep tight .
Ive to add on this new paragraph . I didnt go Malaysia , and i ate downstairs . A simple late dinner ... with some funny jokes by Mom . Well , apparently , shes going crazy while taking care of Dickshen . Like her old self , she might sometimes break down , and go crazy like some mental patient . Im serious ... well , she was scolding Dickshen today because he was playing with her cigarettes . She smokes , yes . And mind u , im not a bad son as to not try to stop her . Anyway , thats not the point . The more she scolds , the more agitated she gets . So , what happens next ? She goes crazy . Well , she went crazy today ... but it was kinda funny , almost like a joke . Though she was laughing in the car just now while telling me the whole incident ... i was vaguely reminded of my own past . Well , she slapped me so suddenly , i was totally in shock . I quietly stared at the old familiar way home ...
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