Well , many people gave me reasons to why they arent coming this Sunday for practice . They are going to sweep their graves ... I meant , their relative's . No , i meant ... their ancestor's .
Just did abit on Beethoven's symphony . Ive completed on Haydn and Mozart so far ... Ive left with less than a week to complete my portfolio . And very sadly , our harmony presentation is next Tuesday . Tell u what , we havent even touched on a single thing , not even a complete meeting yet . Im in a rush ... to complete everything within a very short period of time . Tomorrow i'll have to do my aural homework , or else im gonna get scolding ... I didnt go to school today , and thus i didnt hand in my harmony homework . Im so dead ... im totally dead . Our presentation score sheet ... is with MrYap , and im not really sure what to do . Im the stupid leader , and this time i think im sending my members right into the mouth of Satan , and into the burning walls of inferno , hell . The fires are right burning under , ever so red , and ever so hot . There is no escape ... we are dead . The angels above shone no light , but watch with delight that we are sent to hell to ... die . Fine , thats it . We're dead .
I stayed at home , and watched a movie . Such a touching movie ...
Anyway , im so dead ! Look , ive only a week left to complete so many things . Im never a good leader ... and im not born to lead , thus making me lead will only send my followers to their own death . Its hard to do almost anything by myself . But when im motivated to do something , i'll really do it . But this time , its too late . I think i better safe the rest first ... portfolio , once every night . And during the day , i shall do the projects . I shall skip class tomorrow to complete some of the work . We're going to present our project to DrKan and class tomorrow . And sadly , our copy of the notes , is lost ! Who has it ? Ive no idea ... i highlighed everything , and now ... its gone . Great ! So , tomorrow we're gonna present everything hopefully by summoning Haydn back unto earth . We shall have a witchdoctor to bring his spirit up from his grave and into the body of SiHan , our willing donor , and our representative .
So many things . So stressful ... I think im gonna break down any moment . Like now , im in fact feeling this pressure in my brain . Amazing that i havent gotten this feeling ever since dunno when , not even during my exams . However , i usually would get this feeling if i do something wrong . Maybe its my conscience ... its calling me , and blaming me ... What should i do ?
Seriously , i think theres too much to take . Im repeating my entry all over again through different variations and themes . Well , not this time . Im gonna find a solution myself ... and hopefully it'll work , fool proof . Thank goodness that ive YongRui , SiHan and Fhairil as my team members ... and thank goodness that im not the leader , or else i might also fail this coming presentation . Harmony presentation is seriously going ... nowhere and going only one way ticket , towards , down , hell .
Burn , burn and burn !
Burning ...
Burnt !
Im so dead can ? Theres nothing i can do ... and i bet my evil readers are laughing their asses off . Well , i hope it comes off ... and then u'll bleed shit till u die ! Screw u !
Control urself , WeiKang . Its merely a presentation ... the exams are utmost important . But what about the others in my team ? Well , cant actually totally blame me , though i carry the most blame . But nobody initiated anything ... nobody suggested a meeting ... and everybody waited for me to make the move . So , here i am , jwenified , what can i do ? Im wrong , yes blame me , but ... if ur not willing to die under my baton , then ... u should be independent and couldve suggested something . Only Mark did ... and till now , its good enough that he'd done so much work . Well ... im a failure ... please , kill me .
Theres no need for forgiveness or apologies . Its purely my nature and character that im such a bad leader ... Well , im so sorry to people like YongRui , Fhairil , SiHan , Mark , Shaun and Luke . Not forgetting this missing person from my group , Jovan . But , its none of his business anymore . Well , also to the my past members ... like Samuel , Jose , Noozli , Christoven and many more ...
Im so sorry !
What else can i do ? Theres nothing i can do ... the least is maybe to leave school and never to be seen again . I shall hide my face behind this mask ... and hopefully i shall end this vendetta that has been going on psychologically . In a cave , a dark cave . There , i shall bury my shame , and hide my remorse .
Ive made up my mind . And mind u , im not talking about what ive been talking about since the beginning of this post . I shall go back into my regular ... stuffs ... which stopped since last year . Well , it was for a short period . And now to return , i might feel rather shameful . Still , it links back to shame . Im sorry to myself ... for that im a Sagittarius .
Im cursed . I bring death along whereva i go ...
Im no other than ... the recarnation of a fallen angel .
Friday, March 31, 2006
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Vendetta
Behind this mask , isnt a face that i am . Instead , it hides a face which nobody should ever know . I am who i am , and i am what i wanna be . Though my face wouldnt change , my heart will . Thus , the mask remains where it is ... untouched .
Woke up rather late . And surprisingly , i almost had forgotten about my dear exam . Took an MRT , then a bus to school . I was indeed , late .
Got into class , and everybody was still chatting around . Its not just me , and never would be just me , that was late . I took my seat , and put up a smile for DrKan . A wont or a custom ? Anyway , after everybody took their seats and finally settled down ... DrKan gave out the papers , and gave out some instructions . Well , its our listening exam , and we have to identify genres from the pieces she plays fromt he player , and other than that , we also have to answer some very simple questions about the composers and the titles of the pieces . Other than all that , there were also some tackling questions about the pieces in specific ... For somebody who doesnt listen to a bit of Western music , i think its kinda difficult for me to recall those pieces i heard in class before . So , i did identify those genres , but i missed a lecture on Beethoven , thus ... i left out a question on Beethoven . Sadly , thats my loss , but DrKan knew that ... so she gave me that , i meant , that , smile .
After the paper , everybody started to get into a frenzy . People were packing their bags , and getting ready to leave . I went to the toilet , and i saw a few waiting for the lift already . But however , maybe they didnt know ... class aint over yet . So , sadly , we went into class , and DrKan began another hour long of lecture . She went through composers that were useful and composers who were essential . Beethoven , Mozart and Haydn makes up the 3 most outstanding and important composers that we know of from the Classical era . Of course , there were others ... but these 3 has snatched away all other attentions ... and drew themselve of most importance as we can see from the popularity in their music , and of course ... the shallow knowledge of the public .
Ate with SiHan , EnXin and gang . After eating , SiHan and i started to tell them about our super long jokes , like the one on the green pingpong balls and the one of the pink baboon . Crazy arent we ? EnXin and Charmaine both heard the jokes , and then they were ... speechless at a loss of words .
Platform was fine . However , i have no idea why , but i draw so much attention from the performers on stage wheneva i sleep . People like Fairul , Noozli , YongRui and Daniel told me that they saw me sleeping while they were performing before . Amazing ? But honestly , i cannot help myself ... im tired , and it makes me sleepy .
Last night , i slept really late , because i was chatting over the phone with Jeremy , whom now i call him as Frodo , because he resembles him so much . Well , kinda had fun , and hope he had fun too . So , we decided to meet up at Bugis today . After the performance , i went to Bugis to look for him . Then suddenly , somebody tapped me on my shoulder , which frightened me for a moment . It was Evan ... and so , i went into the cafe and saw Jwen too . I left fast , because Jeremy was waiting ... So , finally we met . We walked around ... and i followed him to Yoshinoya , where he had his lunch . He saw a shirt in Bugis , around 3 months ago , and he thought he would like to buy it today ... but the shop closed down already ... So , excited about his hair dye , he had to leave . He went to his friend's place , because they were going to dye his hair for him . Such good friends . It was raining then , so ... being such a nice guy as i always am , i accompanied him to his bus-stop . He ran across the road , and i had to limp over , because my ankle cannot take the pressure of running . Got myself all wet ... so i quickly headed back to school , and prepared myself for lesson .
Sightsinging was great . I thought we sang really horribly , or was it that its beyond hope and thats why DrGoh didnt go through much . Im beginning to sing in the fixed notes ... and i think its working out fine . But still , its highly chances that i'll sing out of tune . Anyway , i cannot really sing alone for that ... because i need support . SiHan shared my book , and he held it . Irritating thing was that ... he kept moving around , so ... i couldnt see my notes at all !
We stayed on stage , because we were released earlier . So , i started to play the Piano , then Samuel joined in . We started playing the familiar tune of the $1 song , which made everbody laugh . Fhairil sang the piece ... and it was humorous .
Anyway , analysis almost got me killed . It was so freaking boring ... and maybe its because that im jaded and stuff ... Its the last lecture of the Wednesdays usually , and its always the killer one . Because , everybody is tired ... and absorbing all the stuff with at such low energy level will kill braincells . Thus , i went out of class a few times ... and finding other people also out of class too . Marie was standing outside the class , sleeping ... And Fhairil went to walk around . Samuel and Fairul didnt attend class at all , because they needed to practice .
Went to play LAN with Andy , Jason and QingLun at Parklane , IRC . Anyway , its fun , but a game will always be , just , a game . After playing a match , i left ... because i had to meet Jeremy again . I promised him to a movie ... and he remembered ... Well , if it wasnt for a treat , i wonder if he'll really make it .
So , we watched 'V for Vendetta' . Its a nice movie ... Complicated and highly sophisticated . It demands intellectual understandings ... thus its complex and intricate . Anyway , the moves and the story plot was confusing , but not till an extend where im totally lost . It was funny at parts , and yet exciting and interesting at others ...
Vendetta , a feud or a murder , both doesnt makes any difference . The vendetta between us will never end , and surely ive been stabbed more than enough for me to die , but yet , im still alive . My blood will not bleed ... but my body will .
Woke up rather late . And surprisingly , i almost had forgotten about my dear exam . Took an MRT , then a bus to school . I was indeed , late .
Got into class , and everybody was still chatting around . Its not just me , and never would be just me , that was late . I took my seat , and put up a smile for DrKan . A wont or a custom ? Anyway , after everybody took their seats and finally settled down ... DrKan gave out the papers , and gave out some instructions . Well , its our listening exam , and we have to identify genres from the pieces she plays fromt he player , and other than that , we also have to answer some very simple questions about the composers and the titles of the pieces . Other than all that , there were also some tackling questions about the pieces in specific ... For somebody who doesnt listen to a bit of Western music , i think its kinda difficult for me to recall those pieces i heard in class before . So , i did identify those genres , but i missed a lecture on Beethoven , thus ... i left out a question on Beethoven . Sadly , thats my loss , but DrKan knew that ... so she gave me that , i meant , that , smile .
After the paper , everybody started to get into a frenzy . People were packing their bags , and getting ready to leave . I went to the toilet , and i saw a few waiting for the lift already . But however , maybe they didnt know ... class aint over yet . So , sadly , we went into class , and DrKan began another hour long of lecture . She went through composers that were useful and composers who were essential . Beethoven , Mozart and Haydn makes up the 3 most outstanding and important composers that we know of from the Classical era . Of course , there were others ... but these 3 has snatched away all other attentions ... and drew themselve of most importance as we can see from the popularity in their music , and of course ... the shallow knowledge of the public .
Ate with SiHan , EnXin and gang . After eating , SiHan and i started to tell them about our super long jokes , like the one on the green pingpong balls and the one of the pink baboon . Crazy arent we ? EnXin and Charmaine both heard the jokes , and then they were ... speechless at a loss of words .
Platform was fine . However , i have no idea why , but i draw so much attention from the performers on stage wheneva i sleep . People like Fairul , Noozli , YongRui and Daniel told me that they saw me sleeping while they were performing before . Amazing ? But honestly , i cannot help myself ... im tired , and it makes me sleepy .
Last night , i slept really late , because i was chatting over the phone with Jeremy , whom now i call him as Frodo , because he resembles him so much . Well , kinda had fun , and hope he had fun too . So , we decided to meet up at Bugis today . After the performance , i went to Bugis to look for him . Then suddenly , somebody tapped me on my shoulder , which frightened me for a moment . It was Evan ... and so , i went into the cafe and saw Jwen too . I left fast , because Jeremy was waiting ... So , finally we met . We walked around ... and i followed him to Yoshinoya , where he had his lunch . He saw a shirt in Bugis , around 3 months ago , and he thought he would like to buy it today ... but the shop closed down already ... So , excited about his hair dye , he had to leave . He went to his friend's place , because they were going to dye his hair for him . Such good friends . It was raining then , so ... being such a nice guy as i always am , i accompanied him to his bus-stop . He ran across the road , and i had to limp over , because my ankle cannot take the pressure of running . Got myself all wet ... so i quickly headed back to school , and prepared myself for lesson .
Sightsinging was great . I thought we sang really horribly , or was it that its beyond hope and thats why DrGoh didnt go through much . Im beginning to sing in the fixed notes ... and i think its working out fine . But still , its highly chances that i'll sing out of tune . Anyway , i cannot really sing alone for that ... because i need support . SiHan shared my book , and he held it . Irritating thing was that ... he kept moving around , so ... i couldnt see my notes at all !
We stayed on stage , because we were released earlier . So , i started to play the Piano , then Samuel joined in . We started playing the familiar tune of the $1 song , which made everbody laugh . Fhairil sang the piece ... and it was humorous .
Anyway , analysis almost got me killed . It was so freaking boring ... and maybe its because that im jaded and stuff ... Its the last lecture of the Wednesdays usually , and its always the killer one . Because , everybody is tired ... and absorbing all the stuff with at such low energy level will kill braincells . Thus , i went out of class a few times ... and finding other people also out of class too . Marie was standing outside the class , sleeping ... And Fhairil went to walk around . Samuel and Fairul didnt attend class at all , because they needed to practice .
Went to play LAN with Andy , Jason and QingLun at Parklane , IRC . Anyway , its fun , but a game will always be , just , a game . After playing a match , i left ... because i had to meet Jeremy again . I promised him to a movie ... and he remembered ... Well , if it wasnt for a treat , i wonder if he'll really make it .
So , we watched 'V for Vendetta' . Its a nice movie ... Complicated and highly sophisticated . It demands intellectual understandings ... thus its complex and intricate . Anyway , the moves and the story plot was confusing , but not till an extend where im totally lost . It was funny at parts , and yet exciting and interesting at others ...
Vendetta , a feud or a murder , both doesnt makes any difference . The vendetta between us will never end , and surely ive been stabbed more than enough for me to die , but yet , im still alive . My blood will not bleed ... but my body will .
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Wake Me Up
Went into the forbidden city . Wont be going there anytime soon ...
Chatting with Jeremy now . Well , he is denying ... that he is ... Anyway , he's kinda suicidal ... scary right ? When i read his blog , its like ... so many weird stuff . Well , surely for people like us , there surely are alot of problems like that .
Very tired . Why ? Because of all the work and stuff . Well , im gonna work on another portfolio later . Hopefully it'll be as smooth as yesterday's Mozart piece . I think i'll be doing Haydn today , because i borrowed quite a number of books about Haydn . I was late for lecture , and thanks to MrYap , he marked me as 25 min late , instead of 30 min . But before that , he told me not to carry the chairs and stuff , then everybody turned around ... so embarrassing . Well , after lecture , SiHan , Fhairil , YongRui and i went to the NAFA library .
What for ? For the project . Well , we've to meet DrKan around 1pm , so ... we decided to quickly rush some of the works . We found many books , and many scores . Then , we mixed everything up , then sort them nicely into their own places . YongRui went off earlier , because he had to go for his principle study . Anyway , we carried our books , and went for the meeting straight away after finishing up on our proposal . Well , nobody really knew how to do one , so ... SiHan typed out a very small one , so i suggested to make the font bigger , so it'll look ... longer ?
DrKan came out , and she didnt look quite happy . Then she saw our proposal , and she smiled a little . After we told her about our ideas ... she started to laugh like crazy ! She was hiding her face , and laughing ... non-stop . We have not much idea what made her laugh . Maybe it was the joke ? Anyway , she said she'll somehow imagine how funny we'll be . But , i dun think we can make it . Now , maybe what we can do is literally copying Haydn's ideas from his humorous symphonies or quartets .
Went for lunch . It was great . DrTan ate there too . Anyway , we laughed alot there . We talked about stupid things . And trust me , it was really stupid ! Then , SiHan came up with something stupid , which was to ignore YongRui's call . He was so evil ! Sorry YongRui , but it was ... entertaining , for him . Im joking ...
Headed to the National Library , and over there ... we found many books . Before that , we found ourselves using 3 lockers . One for SiHan's bag , because he has to leave first . The other for Fhairil and i . And one more was because we didnt know we couldnt bring in any other books . So , we wasted 20 cents . Anyway , we didnt do much there . My slippers were noisy ... because it kept flapping . The library was too quiet , so abnormal . Im not kinda used to that kinda silence ... its so unfriendly and so cold . Well , we settled down somewhere . Then SiHan has to go , so he left first . Fhairil and i did nothing . He went around reading for books ... and i was reading about symbolism . Then , i fell asleep ...
When Fhairil came back , we read up on Haydn , very super quickly . Then we decided to just photocopy the notes on his personality and character . I didnt know my cashcard has money inside ! Amazing ...
Went over to BrasBasah . Fhairil was tired ... so didnt wanna hold him for long . We shopped around . And i bought 2 CDs this time ...
Listening to the MaYouQin now . Anyway , the other is about the DuXianQin . Both are very cool instruments ... nowadays u get to hear the MaTouQin more often in recordings . The DuXianQin is an instrument with only one string , and it is plucked with their harmonics ... only . Isnt that cool ?
Im so freaking tired . But , what can i do ? Nothing ... Mom fetched me to school today , because i was late . Uncle didnt bother to wake me up earlier . If i dun wake up at the right time , then it means that im late or something ! So , just give a hand and wake me up ! I know its my own duty to wake up and stuff ... sometimes if im too tired , i just cannot hear my own alarm , unless i wet my bed .
Mind u , i dun wet my bed .
Chatting with Jeremy now . Well , he is denying ... that he is ... Anyway , he's kinda suicidal ... scary right ? When i read his blog , its like ... so many weird stuff . Well , surely for people like us , there surely are alot of problems like that .
Very tired . Why ? Because of all the work and stuff . Well , im gonna work on another portfolio later . Hopefully it'll be as smooth as yesterday's Mozart piece . I think i'll be doing Haydn today , because i borrowed quite a number of books about Haydn . I was late for lecture , and thanks to MrYap , he marked me as 25 min late , instead of 30 min . But before that , he told me not to carry the chairs and stuff , then everybody turned around ... so embarrassing . Well , after lecture , SiHan , Fhairil , YongRui and i went to the NAFA library .
What for ? For the project . Well , we've to meet DrKan around 1pm , so ... we decided to quickly rush some of the works . We found many books , and many scores . Then , we mixed everything up , then sort them nicely into their own places . YongRui went off earlier , because he had to go for his principle study . Anyway , we carried our books , and went for the meeting straight away after finishing up on our proposal . Well , nobody really knew how to do one , so ... SiHan typed out a very small one , so i suggested to make the font bigger , so it'll look ... longer ?
DrKan came out , and she didnt look quite happy . Then she saw our proposal , and she smiled a little . After we told her about our ideas ... she started to laugh like crazy ! She was hiding her face , and laughing ... non-stop . We have not much idea what made her laugh . Maybe it was the joke ? Anyway , she said she'll somehow imagine how funny we'll be . But , i dun think we can make it . Now , maybe what we can do is literally copying Haydn's ideas from his humorous symphonies or quartets .
Went for lunch . It was great . DrTan ate there too . Anyway , we laughed alot there . We talked about stupid things . And trust me , it was really stupid ! Then , SiHan came up with something stupid , which was to ignore YongRui's call . He was so evil ! Sorry YongRui , but it was ... entertaining , for him . Im joking ...
Headed to the National Library , and over there ... we found many books . Before that , we found ourselves using 3 lockers . One for SiHan's bag , because he has to leave first . The other for Fhairil and i . And one more was because we didnt know we couldnt bring in any other books . So , we wasted 20 cents . Anyway , we didnt do much there . My slippers were noisy ... because it kept flapping . The library was too quiet , so abnormal . Im not kinda used to that kinda silence ... its so unfriendly and so cold . Well , we settled down somewhere . Then SiHan has to go , so he left first . Fhairil and i did nothing . He went around reading for books ... and i was reading about symbolism . Then , i fell asleep ...
When Fhairil came back , we read up on Haydn , very super quickly . Then we decided to just photocopy the notes on his personality and character . I didnt know my cashcard has money inside ! Amazing ...
Went over to BrasBasah . Fhairil was tired ... so didnt wanna hold him for long . We shopped around . And i bought 2 CDs this time ...
Listening to the MaYouQin now . Anyway , the other is about the DuXianQin . Both are very cool instruments ... nowadays u get to hear the MaTouQin more often in recordings . The DuXianQin is an instrument with only one string , and it is plucked with their harmonics ... only . Isnt that cool ?
Im so freaking tired . But , what can i do ? Nothing ... Mom fetched me to school today , because i was late . Uncle didnt bother to wake me up earlier . If i dun wake up at the right time , then it means that im late or something ! So , just give a hand and wake me up ! I know its my own duty to wake up and stuff ... sometimes if im too tired , i just cannot hear my own alarm , unless i wet my bed .
Mind u , i dun wet my bed .
Monday, March 27, 2006
Tomorrow
Fatigue ... and jaded ... Now , i think i need to sleep really well tonight .
After yesterday night's stay over , i think im becoming like Beethoven . I need some rest ! We played some board games , and sure ... its boring . Anyway , the game was interesting and very long indeed . I won ...
Slept for ... like 2 hours , or less , then we took a cab to school . Was kinda cranky in the morning , so ... i was fed up when somebody snatched our cab . Was so tired ... my eyes could barely open . I paid first ... and SiHan said that he'll pay me back tomorrow . I was so freaking tired , i didnt quite hear anything at first ... and my brain was so dependant on somebody else .
SiHan and YongRui went missing for a moment . So , i went into one of the rooms , and set up my very own bed . 2 chairs and 1 Piano stool , makes a perfect comfortable bed . I left the lights on , so others would know that im sleeping inside . YongRui came in , and he got himself another room to sleep in , which i didnt know . So , when i woke up , i was alone ... so , i went to eat . Ate with Mark , i met him at the stall . Breakfast was oily , and unappetizing .
DrGoh came over and ate some bread . Then he said that he'll need alot of time to warm up the choir . Well , thats because ... its in the morning , and everyone is still in their bedtime mode . So , warming up the choir is a tough job . No wonder , every choir session would spend a generous amount of time on the preparation . Sebestian was standing beside me today ... not Edric . But still , same old problems ... like getting the wrong notes , and singing the wrong tone . So , i was telling Sebestian stuffs i told Edric .
Noozli wore purple today . And thats a rare sight ! Guess hes feeling cheerful .
Anyway , after that ... i left for ensemble . YouGuo was , surprisingly , alright today . So , i didnt get to be embarrassed by him again like the other time . YanChong conducted one piece , and it wasnt that bad . But he was wasting quite alot of time on the same areas ... like a disc on relay . But surely its efficient ... but it wasnt quite necessary . I saw the etude for the exam ... and its freaking tough ! YeoYee told me that its difficult , and i thought i could imagine ... but , its somehow ... just difficult , unless i practice it often . If i dun , surely , i'll fail .
So last night , i took one of the reading that YongRui photocopied , and i highlighted the main points . SiHan said that he'll summarise everything ... and hopefully he did it , because tomorrow , we're going to have a meeting with DrKan . Surely , during that short period ... DrKan will make torment slow and making death as pleasurable as possible . I hope im prepared for her bombastic questions ... But YongRui , would not be joining us , so thus ... i think we've to reach into his topics too ... so that we can give a good understanding of our whole project , and present it to her in a proposal . Well , i have no idea what we're going to do for our harmony project . We havent even started a single proper meeting yet ... are we so dead ?
This Wednesday is our listening exam . And next event would be Samuel's concert . Thanks so much to Samuel !
Didnt know what to do ... and going Esplanade wont help much . So , i thought i should go home and take a catnap first . Who knows ... ? I went to play LAN with Jason and QingLun . They were so ... tempting ... Anyway , i played for awhile only . Then , i took a bus back home . I slept well on the bus , without any embarrassing sightings . I ate some fingerfood , and now ... im really hungry .
I havent touched on my portfolio yet . The date of submission is on this coming next Wednesday . Meaning , i have exactly around a week to finish up on my work . And im pretty sure its more than enough ... but who knows , like my lazy self , i might just forget about it ... and tell myself to do it tomorrow , and u know ... tomorrow will never end .
But i swear to myself , im gonna do it straight away after blogging this entry . If i dun , i will kill myself !
Entries nowadays has been short . And sweet ... ? Because im feeling kinda lazy ... towards blogging . The main reason isnt because blogging is a boring thing . But its that , im tired ... and blogging requires tedious effort ... thus , without much , i cannot push myself to blog any more than it already may be .
So , when will tomorrow end ?
After yesterday night's stay over , i think im becoming like Beethoven . I need some rest ! We played some board games , and sure ... its boring . Anyway , the game was interesting and very long indeed . I won ...
Slept for ... like 2 hours , or less , then we took a cab to school . Was kinda cranky in the morning , so ... i was fed up when somebody snatched our cab . Was so tired ... my eyes could barely open . I paid first ... and SiHan said that he'll pay me back tomorrow . I was so freaking tired , i didnt quite hear anything at first ... and my brain was so dependant on somebody else .
SiHan and YongRui went missing for a moment . So , i went into one of the rooms , and set up my very own bed . 2 chairs and 1 Piano stool , makes a perfect comfortable bed . I left the lights on , so others would know that im sleeping inside . YongRui came in , and he got himself another room to sleep in , which i didnt know . So , when i woke up , i was alone ... so , i went to eat . Ate with Mark , i met him at the stall . Breakfast was oily , and unappetizing .
DrGoh came over and ate some bread . Then he said that he'll need alot of time to warm up the choir . Well , thats because ... its in the morning , and everyone is still in their bedtime mode . So , warming up the choir is a tough job . No wonder , every choir session would spend a generous amount of time on the preparation . Sebestian was standing beside me today ... not Edric . But still , same old problems ... like getting the wrong notes , and singing the wrong tone . So , i was telling Sebestian stuffs i told Edric .
Noozli wore purple today . And thats a rare sight ! Guess hes feeling cheerful .
Anyway , after that ... i left for ensemble . YouGuo was , surprisingly , alright today . So , i didnt get to be embarrassed by him again like the other time . YanChong conducted one piece , and it wasnt that bad . But he was wasting quite alot of time on the same areas ... like a disc on relay . But surely its efficient ... but it wasnt quite necessary . I saw the etude for the exam ... and its freaking tough ! YeoYee told me that its difficult , and i thought i could imagine ... but , its somehow ... just difficult , unless i practice it often . If i dun , surely , i'll fail .
So last night , i took one of the reading that YongRui photocopied , and i highlighted the main points . SiHan said that he'll summarise everything ... and hopefully he did it , because tomorrow , we're going to have a meeting with DrKan . Surely , during that short period ... DrKan will make torment slow and making death as pleasurable as possible . I hope im prepared for her bombastic questions ... But YongRui , would not be joining us , so thus ... i think we've to reach into his topics too ... so that we can give a good understanding of our whole project , and present it to her in a proposal . Well , i have no idea what we're going to do for our harmony project . We havent even started a single proper meeting yet ... are we so dead ?
This Wednesday is our listening exam . And next event would be Samuel's concert . Thanks so much to Samuel !
Didnt know what to do ... and going Esplanade wont help much . So , i thought i should go home and take a catnap first . Who knows ... ? I went to play LAN with Jason and QingLun . They were so ... tempting ... Anyway , i played for awhile only . Then , i took a bus back home . I slept well on the bus , without any embarrassing sightings . I ate some fingerfood , and now ... im really hungry .
I havent touched on my portfolio yet . The date of submission is on this coming next Wednesday . Meaning , i have exactly around a week to finish up on my work . And im pretty sure its more than enough ... but who knows , like my lazy self , i might just forget about it ... and tell myself to do it tomorrow , and u know ... tomorrow will never end .
But i swear to myself , im gonna do it straight away after blogging this entry . If i dun , i will kill myself !
Entries nowadays has been short . And sweet ... ? Because im feeling kinda lazy ... towards blogging . The main reason isnt because blogging is a boring thing . But its that , im tired ... and blogging requires tedious effort ... thus , without much , i cannot push myself to blog any more than it already may be .
So , when will tomorrow end ?
Butter And Fishball
Im now blogging , again , in SiHan's house . Why ? Because his computer is so laggy that it just lagged out while i was blogging halfway . So exciting right ... ? Anyway , im not used to his computer keyboard , because its on the table ... kinda too high for me ... But anyway , here is today's entry ...
Woke up feeling bad . So , i didnt attend CSCO ... but i promised Lisa that i'll give her the ticket money ... today , but too bad . Hopefully she wont think that im those typical type of person . Well , ive never given any problems , i think , but its always some other people giving me some problems ... Additional stuff like sectional leader stuff ... and hopefully they'll be disappointed in what ive done , and what ive not , and so ... they'll kick me off my post , and get somebody else to succeed over me .
SiHan's house is so uncomfortable ... i almost lost a family member just now . My CD was stuck in his upside down CD drive ... i was so shocked !
Anyway , ChaiXia and gang came over to my house . We watched a movie , and i was as usual , busy explaining the parts to them . Like back then when we watch those movies with high language command , then i'll be explaining stuff to them , especially ChaiXia ... then she'll understand . I wonder what they'll do when im not around ... im joking ...
After that , and many other considerations over dinner , then we finally decided on steamboat at MarinaSouth . And sadly , i ate there a few days ago only , and im gonna go there again . So , i took a bath , and then ... i left the house . Dickshen cried ...
Today morning , i did something really horrible , and i felt kinda bad . Dickshen made me angry , and i took his arm , and i whacked him really hard , twice . And he looked so ... sorry , and so i let him go . After awhile , my Mom and uncle approach me and ask whether i whacked him . And yes i did ... because his arm was all red . So horrible right ...
Took MRT down to MarinaBay , then took a bus over . The journey was so irritating ... so warm . Jasmine's new nickname is ... 'fishball' . Dun ask me why i got her that name , u must understand that sometimes my brain may twitch ... and thus , coming up with several crazy ideas .
SiHan is now complaining about my Mongolian music . He doesnt like them ... Well , at least YongRui appreciates it ...
Dinner took about 3 hours . The style of eating was so different from Samuel's ... and i must admit that i prefer eating with ChaiXia and gang ... because , there are more to eat ... and less to peel . The soup was so herbal ... We ate more seafood , over meat , and unlike with Samuel , where we ate more meat than seafood , not even prawns . This time , we touched on the crabs , prawns , squids and shellfishes . So , meanwhile , there were many things going on . Sharon was the volunteer prawn peeler ... and Jasmine was the 'buttergirl' ... and literally , butter girl . ChaiXia cooked the prawns and the crabs . Me ? Making a mess ... and doing many gruesome acts . Some involving Jasmine and Sharon ... I made squid for them , and they all didnt enjoy it , at all ! Jasmine was the first to finish her food ... and after that , she has nothing to do , and refused to eat . So , she got hold of the butter and transformed into her superhero . Sharon got almost tricked into drinking some disgusting soup , but fortunately or unfortunately , she didnt . Jasmine poured some remaining water from the plate of squid into her soup , because she didnt wanna eat anymore . When she was away , i told Sharon to try her soup . And judging from my cunning smile , she knew something was wrong . But honestly , she almost fell for it . Anyway , dinner was great . Got myself really full . Within this week , ive eaten 3 buffets already . Think there's no reason why im not getting fatter ...
Walked towards the same bus-stop that night when Samuel and i went for the steamboat . Took the bus down to SiHan's place . And when i was there ... there wasnt anybody . SiHan was at PasirRis , and YongRui was on his way . After awhile , YongRui came . And SiHan was still over at his brother's place . Idiotic right ? So , we were feeding their mosquitoes reluctantly . Since there wasnt anything to do , we played some games on YongRui's laptop .
Now im at SiHan's place , like uve known , and we're gonna start our project very soon , right after i blog . But , they're playing some games ... now ... So , not really sure when we're starting . They are rushing me right now ... and think ive to go . So , goodnight to u guys . And happy birthday to Sharon ... yes ?
Guess i wont be sleeping tonight .
Woke up feeling bad . So , i didnt attend CSCO ... but i promised Lisa that i'll give her the ticket money ... today , but too bad . Hopefully she wont think that im those typical type of person . Well , ive never given any problems , i think , but its always some other people giving me some problems ... Additional stuff like sectional leader stuff ... and hopefully they'll be disappointed in what ive done , and what ive not , and so ... they'll kick me off my post , and get somebody else to succeed over me .
SiHan's house is so uncomfortable ... i almost lost a family member just now . My CD was stuck in his upside down CD drive ... i was so shocked !
Anyway , ChaiXia and gang came over to my house . We watched a movie , and i was as usual , busy explaining the parts to them . Like back then when we watch those movies with high language command , then i'll be explaining stuff to them , especially ChaiXia ... then she'll understand . I wonder what they'll do when im not around ... im joking ...
After that , and many other considerations over dinner , then we finally decided on steamboat at MarinaSouth . And sadly , i ate there a few days ago only , and im gonna go there again . So , i took a bath , and then ... i left the house . Dickshen cried ...
Today morning , i did something really horrible , and i felt kinda bad . Dickshen made me angry , and i took his arm , and i whacked him really hard , twice . And he looked so ... sorry , and so i let him go . After awhile , my Mom and uncle approach me and ask whether i whacked him . And yes i did ... because his arm was all red . So horrible right ...
Took MRT down to MarinaBay , then took a bus over . The journey was so irritating ... so warm . Jasmine's new nickname is ... 'fishball' . Dun ask me why i got her that name , u must understand that sometimes my brain may twitch ... and thus , coming up with several crazy ideas .
SiHan is now complaining about my Mongolian music . He doesnt like them ... Well , at least YongRui appreciates it ...
Dinner took about 3 hours . The style of eating was so different from Samuel's ... and i must admit that i prefer eating with ChaiXia and gang ... because , there are more to eat ... and less to peel . The soup was so herbal ... We ate more seafood , over meat , and unlike with Samuel , where we ate more meat than seafood , not even prawns . This time , we touched on the crabs , prawns , squids and shellfishes . So , meanwhile , there were many things going on . Sharon was the volunteer prawn peeler ... and Jasmine was the 'buttergirl' ... and literally , butter girl . ChaiXia cooked the prawns and the crabs . Me ? Making a mess ... and doing many gruesome acts . Some involving Jasmine and Sharon ... I made squid for them , and they all didnt enjoy it , at all ! Jasmine was the first to finish her food ... and after that , she has nothing to do , and refused to eat . So , she got hold of the butter and transformed into her superhero . Sharon got almost tricked into drinking some disgusting soup , but fortunately or unfortunately , she didnt . Jasmine poured some remaining water from the plate of squid into her soup , because she didnt wanna eat anymore . When she was away , i told Sharon to try her soup . And judging from my cunning smile , she knew something was wrong . But honestly , she almost fell for it . Anyway , dinner was great . Got myself really full . Within this week , ive eaten 3 buffets already . Think there's no reason why im not getting fatter ...
Walked towards the same bus-stop that night when Samuel and i went for the steamboat . Took the bus down to SiHan's place . And when i was there ... there wasnt anybody . SiHan was at PasirRis , and YongRui was on his way . After awhile , YongRui came . And SiHan was still over at his brother's place . Idiotic right ? So , we were feeding their mosquitoes reluctantly . Since there wasnt anything to do , we played some games on YongRui's laptop .
Now im at SiHan's place , like uve known , and we're gonna start our project very soon , right after i blog . But , they're playing some games ... now ... So , not really sure when we're starting . They are rushing me right now ... and think ive to go . So , goodnight to u guys . And happy birthday to Sharon ... yes ?
Guess i wont be sleeping tonight .
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Across The World
Sorry for the late entry . Last night was just too ... tired .
Woke up with an intention of going to Esplanade to do some research . That day , DrKan told us that she needs more than what we've done ... and that means , we've to find at least several pieces for her this coming Monday . But at night , i'll be watching concert over at ACS with Samuel . Ive thought over for a long time , and i knew that im gonna regret going ... really ...
Didnt go down to Esplanade . Instead , went out at around 5 to meet Samuel . He was so late ... no sense of punctuality ! Reminds me of myself ... because last time i remember that i was always late . And the worst was ... 5 hours late . We had no time to take the bus anymore ... so , we took the MRT .
On the way , he kept making fun of me saying that ive no friends back in ACS and thats why i hate them so much . Then he said that im the outcast back then ... and everybody rejects me as a friend . So freaking annoying right ? Well , but the truth ... cannot be known . But seriously , nothing of that sort that Samuel said . In fact , it was kinda ... fun just being alone . And though there are nice people who'll always invite me to play and stuff ... but , i just dun really enjoy playing ...
Walked over to ACS , because it was only a stop away . So , reached there ... and everything smelled so familiar . Took the lift up ... and i was quite unhappy when i was there . Hopefully i wont bump into some ACS bastards ... and unfortunately , i did . Met up with Samuel's friend to get the ticket ... Fairul and Samuel told me that he looks like HarryPotter , and please ... not a bit .
The concert's theme was about songs across the world . And i thought it'll be good ... but as usual ...
Got in and took a seat , and saw Isaac . He was the band chairperson , and he was sitting beside MrLim , the Bassoon guy during the Centennial Symphony , and he is currently the conductor of ACS's Band . Anyway , the concert began with a voice ensemble , and it was merely alright ... because its so different from the kind of pieces NAFA sings . Firstly , there was barely any harmony involved . Secondly , the sound was too ... individual . The conductress was ACS's own music teacher , and its kinda not bad for a teacher to conduct like that . She is the NIE graduate type , and surely ... that means ... Jwen , Evan and gang would have to do something like that next time . I so cannot imagine ... can ?
The other programmes were all alright ... kinda entertaining for some , and some were really boring . The Japanese girls were good ... and surely , u can tell the standard of performance compared to ACS's performing groups . The dancers were great ... very energetic .
After the performance , i met up with Kenny . He was helping them ... and thats so dumb , waste of time , and dun even get paid ... for helping someone . Went home ... with Samuel , and then ... met up with Mom at the interchange .
Went over to Malaysia for supper . And this time , i bought several things back ... so exciting .
Guess there's nothing to blog about , because i cant remember much . Thats the reason why i must blog every night . Or else , i would forget everything , automatically .
Woke up with an intention of going to Esplanade to do some research . That day , DrKan told us that she needs more than what we've done ... and that means , we've to find at least several pieces for her this coming Monday . But at night , i'll be watching concert over at ACS with Samuel . Ive thought over for a long time , and i knew that im gonna regret going ... really ...
Didnt go down to Esplanade . Instead , went out at around 5 to meet Samuel . He was so late ... no sense of punctuality ! Reminds me of myself ... because last time i remember that i was always late . And the worst was ... 5 hours late . We had no time to take the bus anymore ... so , we took the MRT .
On the way , he kept making fun of me saying that ive no friends back in ACS and thats why i hate them so much . Then he said that im the outcast back then ... and everybody rejects me as a friend . So freaking annoying right ? Well , but the truth ... cannot be known . But seriously , nothing of that sort that Samuel said . In fact , it was kinda ... fun just being alone . And though there are nice people who'll always invite me to play and stuff ... but , i just dun really enjoy playing ...
Walked over to ACS , because it was only a stop away . So , reached there ... and everything smelled so familiar . Took the lift up ... and i was quite unhappy when i was there . Hopefully i wont bump into some ACS bastards ... and unfortunately , i did . Met up with Samuel's friend to get the ticket ... Fairul and Samuel told me that he looks like HarryPotter , and please ... not a bit .
The concert's theme was about songs across the world . And i thought it'll be good ... but as usual ...
Got in and took a seat , and saw Isaac . He was the band chairperson , and he was sitting beside MrLim , the Bassoon guy during the Centennial Symphony , and he is currently the conductor of ACS's Band . Anyway , the concert began with a voice ensemble , and it was merely alright ... because its so different from the kind of pieces NAFA sings . Firstly , there was barely any harmony involved . Secondly , the sound was too ... individual . The conductress was ACS's own music teacher , and its kinda not bad for a teacher to conduct like that . She is the NIE graduate type , and surely ... that means ... Jwen , Evan and gang would have to do something like that next time . I so cannot imagine ... can ?
The other programmes were all alright ... kinda entertaining for some , and some were really boring . The Japanese girls were good ... and surely , u can tell the standard of performance compared to ACS's performing groups . The dancers were great ... very energetic .
After the performance , i met up with Kenny . He was helping them ... and thats so dumb , waste of time , and dun even get paid ... for helping someone . Went home ... with Samuel , and then ... met up with Mom at the interchange .
Went over to Malaysia for supper . And this time , i bought several things back ... so exciting .
Guess there's nothing to blog about , because i cant remember much . Thats the reason why i must blog every night . Or else , i would forget everything , automatically .
Saturday, March 25, 2006
One Dollar
Just came home from a wonderful dinner with friends , Samuel and Fhairil . We ate steamboat at MarinaSouth , the place where i'll be going again this Sunday for Sharon's birthday . I think i feel sick ...
Went to school in the morning , and gave MrYeo a call , because ive to go off early for the excursion . So , i requested that i play for the next performance class ... and not today's . And he was so nice , he allowed me . Or else , if i had to play , i would've skipped the class ... and do my project stuff . Aural class was kinda bad ... i didnt do , and i copied Jwen's work in class . Then , Yohanna asked me a question , and i was guessing the notes ... and i think she knew already whats going on . Evan didnt bring her book , and i think the main reason would be that she didnt do it , so ... she got excused . But then , she wasnt paying attention in class , she was doing her own notes ... So , Yohanna came over ... and then , the normal scolding ... Evan was so embarrassed . Its logic that , one shouldnt do other stuffs during class . But ... well ... nevermind ... poor Evan ...
Ate at the Indian stall again . The Indian guy is kinda ... nice , he has this very welcoming smile . Anyway , the food was normal ... same old problem , they cannot understand simple things like ... no chilli . After that , we headed to drink SoyaMilk . So , while walking in , we suddenly began apologising to Jwen ... and she ran away . The people inside the shop were all looking at us ... with awe . It was so funny ... the same old trick yesterday . The drink was great , but i had to leave earlier , because ive to attend the performance class , though its only for 20 min , but still ... i'll have to . Evan was so bad , she told me not to go .
Performance class was fine ... just gave a comment on YiFan's glissando ... which turned out rather flat when she slides upwards , meaning from high to low notes . After that , YeoYee , Dedric and i went to level 1 to take our attendance . I think DrTan cannot recognise me much ... she has poor memory ... ? She talked to me like im some bad person for a moment , then like some very good boy for the next moment . Well ... we paid $3 to watch this short movie by TanPinPin , after the museum trip . We had this speaker , who is French . And for a moment , i understood why there are frenchfries ... its because the French are so irritating , other people made this dough figures of the French , and fry them . So , this French speaker , was rude and very upset with his job , i think . Then , when he mentioned that the Muslims do not make figures which looks or resembles live creatures , because they cannot give them life , ZhengYi and i saw this tiger creature thingi . So , i wanted to ask ... but when i turned around , he was tapping me and scolding me . He was talking about Islam and stuff ... and he kept pointing towards Fhairil , because he is Muslim , and he made it sarcastic like as if ... that Fhairil isnt a good Muslim to not know the principles . But the fact was that , he was speaking in Arabic , which isnt a native tongue for us ... So , this idiotic fucking French guy ... is still fucking French . I migrated to another group , DrTan's group , and enjoyed their speaker so much more ! She was friendly , and very jovial . Stupid old man ... and nice lady , what weird volunteers .
The movie we watched as really entertaining and interesting ! It showed many different scenes ... and it reflected many types on emotions that we evoke after watching and listening to the scenes . And from that show , we learnt this song ... this tissuepaper seller sang , its super funny and cute . But , i think the movie made us laugh ... but yet later , it gave us a feeling that we shouldnt be laughing . The people inside are ... poor people , and it made us sympathise them .
Went back to school by the transport bus , and then we saw the whole school at the evacuation area . It was a fire drill ! And so exciting ... DrGoh was laughing at our bus . We arrived and i gave DrGoh the big pen , and he was excited , almost like a little boy ! Anyway , its a gift , so dun bother to pay me , hope u like it ? Anyway , then DrKan came ... and she gave us our tutorial there , on the spot . So our team , were talking to her , while the fire drill was going on . Everyone was so noisy , and its a fire drill in a music school . So ? When the alarm sounded , everyone was harmonising with it , singing according to its pitch . It was so funny ... and then , the man was so like ... annoyed , so he kinda told us off . The tutorial by the road was ... interesting , outside-classroom experience . So , after that ... im free . We celebrated Shaun's birthday .
Samuel and Fhairil went home . And Fhairil got nearest to his house ... and its under his block . Samuel doesnt like anybody to go his house ... and its weird . Like me , last time , i use to hate people touching my stuff ... and i still do . So , when people come , i'll allow them around , but not too 'touchative' .I took a cab down and i met them at the steamboat place . We ate at this place , which isnt Halal , but it doesnt sell pork and pork lard . So , we ate there ... Samuel prepared the soup , which has this super seaweed taste to it , and it looked really like seawater . Fhairil doesnt like seaweed very much . Anyway , we ordered in total of 2 jugs of Pepsi , which costed us $12 . We had no money with us ... and i only withdrew like $30 , and it wasnt enough , because i paid for Fhairil . So , everyone was digging for gold ... and we had to pay in heavy coins . The ladies working there were all very funny . One was singing a birthday song when she saw this large fire growing from one table's steamboat . Anyway , ate quite alot . Many things happened ... but nothing much to blog about ...
Fhairil vomitted again .
Wont forget the song we sang .
Thanks to those who couldnt come , on the last minute . People like Sebestian , Marcus , Jwen and Evan ... Why thank them ? Because , we had a great time .
Just came home , and i gave Mom the gift i bought her , and she can only give a happy face , or else ... she wont get anymore from me ! So , it was a good chance for me to tell her how much ive used from my account . And of course , she didnt scold me , but she told me the things which anyone would expect .
Im starting lesson from YanYu this Sunday . And NAFA hasnt paid her yet ... im so disappointed . Ive a feeling that this year , i would fail my practical exam . Who knows , maybe i'll be lucky .
Went to school in the morning , and gave MrYeo a call , because ive to go off early for the excursion . So , i requested that i play for the next performance class ... and not today's . And he was so nice , he allowed me . Or else , if i had to play , i would've skipped the class ... and do my project stuff . Aural class was kinda bad ... i didnt do , and i copied Jwen's work in class . Then , Yohanna asked me a question , and i was guessing the notes ... and i think she knew already whats going on . Evan didnt bring her book , and i think the main reason would be that she didnt do it , so ... she got excused . But then , she wasnt paying attention in class , she was doing her own notes ... So , Yohanna came over ... and then , the normal scolding ... Evan was so embarrassed . Its logic that , one shouldnt do other stuffs during class . But ... well ... nevermind ... poor Evan ...
Ate at the Indian stall again . The Indian guy is kinda ... nice , he has this very welcoming smile . Anyway , the food was normal ... same old problem , they cannot understand simple things like ... no chilli . After that , we headed to drink SoyaMilk . So , while walking in , we suddenly began apologising to Jwen ... and she ran away . The people inside the shop were all looking at us ... with awe . It was so funny ... the same old trick yesterday . The drink was great , but i had to leave earlier , because ive to attend the performance class , though its only for 20 min , but still ... i'll have to . Evan was so bad , she told me not to go .
Performance class was fine ... just gave a comment on YiFan's glissando ... which turned out rather flat when she slides upwards , meaning from high to low notes . After that , YeoYee , Dedric and i went to level 1 to take our attendance . I think DrTan cannot recognise me much ... she has poor memory ... ? She talked to me like im some bad person for a moment , then like some very good boy for the next moment . Well ... we paid $3 to watch this short movie by TanPinPin , after the museum trip . We had this speaker , who is French . And for a moment , i understood why there are frenchfries ... its because the French are so irritating , other people made this dough figures of the French , and fry them . So , this French speaker , was rude and very upset with his job , i think . Then , when he mentioned that the Muslims do not make figures which looks or resembles live creatures , because they cannot give them life , ZhengYi and i saw this tiger creature thingi . So , i wanted to ask ... but when i turned around , he was tapping me and scolding me . He was talking about Islam and stuff ... and he kept pointing towards Fhairil , because he is Muslim , and he made it sarcastic like as if ... that Fhairil isnt a good Muslim to not know the principles . But the fact was that , he was speaking in Arabic , which isnt a native tongue for us ... So , this idiotic fucking French guy ... is still fucking French . I migrated to another group , DrTan's group , and enjoyed their speaker so much more ! She was friendly , and very jovial . Stupid old man ... and nice lady , what weird volunteers .
The movie we watched as really entertaining and interesting ! It showed many different scenes ... and it reflected many types on emotions that we evoke after watching and listening to the scenes . And from that show , we learnt this song ... this tissuepaper seller sang , its super funny and cute . But , i think the movie made us laugh ... but yet later , it gave us a feeling that we shouldnt be laughing . The people inside are ... poor people , and it made us sympathise them .
Went back to school by the transport bus , and then we saw the whole school at the evacuation area . It was a fire drill ! And so exciting ... DrGoh was laughing at our bus . We arrived and i gave DrGoh the big pen , and he was excited , almost like a little boy ! Anyway , its a gift , so dun bother to pay me , hope u like it ? Anyway , then DrKan came ... and she gave us our tutorial there , on the spot . So our team , were talking to her , while the fire drill was going on . Everyone was so noisy , and its a fire drill in a music school . So ? When the alarm sounded , everyone was harmonising with it , singing according to its pitch . It was so funny ... and then , the man was so like ... annoyed , so he kinda told us off . The tutorial by the road was ... interesting , outside-classroom experience . So , after that ... im free . We celebrated Shaun's birthday .
Samuel and Fhairil went home . And Fhairil got nearest to his house ... and its under his block . Samuel doesnt like anybody to go his house ... and its weird . Like me , last time , i use to hate people touching my stuff ... and i still do . So , when people come , i'll allow them around , but not too 'touchative' .I took a cab down and i met them at the steamboat place . We ate at this place , which isnt Halal , but it doesnt sell pork and pork lard . So , we ate there ... Samuel prepared the soup , which has this super seaweed taste to it , and it looked really like seawater . Fhairil doesnt like seaweed very much . Anyway , we ordered in total of 2 jugs of Pepsi , which costed us $12 . We had no money with us ... and i only withdrew like $30 , and it wasnt enough , because i paid for Fhairil . So , everyone was digging for gold ... and we had to pay in heavy coins . The ladies working there were all very funny . One was singing a birthday song when she saw this large fire growing from one table's steamboat . Anyway , ate quite alot . Many things happened ... but nothing much to blog about ...
Fhairil vomitted again .
Wont forget the song we sang .
Thanks to those who couldnt come , on the last minute . People like Sebestian , Marcus , Jwen and Evan ... Why thank them ? Because , we had a great time .
Just came home , and i gave Mom the gift i bought her , and she can only give a happy face , or else ... she wont get anymore from me ! So , it was a good chance for me to tell her how much ive used from my account . And of course , she didnt scold me , but she told me the things which anyone would expect .
Im starting lesson from YanYu this Sunday . And NAFA hasnt paid her yet ... im so disappointed . Ive a feeling that this year , i would fail my practical exam . Who knows , maybe i'll be lucky .
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Jwenification
Just viewed each other's webcam , Cyril and i . Well , we were making funny faces , and then he showed me his teeth ... There were many weird suggestions , and its so funny . He just went to jog . Well , hes getting into the NS soon ... and he is PesA , meaning fit . He was at the stadium just now , and he jogged for 4 rounds only , then he fell on the floor ... and he sobbed . He was tired , and he just ate , so he felt like vomitting . He is wearing retainers , so its kinda hard for him to breath . He thinks that he might have twisted his ankle ... Poor boy right ? Well , let him sob on then ... meanwhile , lets get on with my life .
Went to school , and again ... woke up rather late , so i had to take the MRT . I dun like squeezing with the crowd in the morning . So , i think i should wake up really early tomorrow ... and get to school to copy some work . I came home kinda early today , so i think ... i can rest earlier too .
Karen's tutorial was fine . And it was kinda fun ... she was so fed up answering my questions , because they were all the same . It was so funny ... Anyway , i got back my paper , and surprisingly , i passed . I got 53 for the test ... and im so ... happy . But im lucky because they didnt test melodic minor , but then ... that'll mean that it'll come out during the final exam ! I better study hard ...
Its so stressful , this whole and next week . There's only a week or so left for the submission of the portfolios . And ... i havent even completed one . Im so dead , can ? Anyway , there are so many other things going on too ... Like tomorrow , there'll be presentation of our Haydn . I still havent send the stuff on Haydn's humour to SiHan yet . I think im such a bad team member ... even for harmony . Today , after the tutorial , Luke , Mark and i had a meeting along the classrooms . We were standing up , deciding the parts . Our topic is on suspension , but we dunno what we can do about it ... because if we were to do a harmony game , we'll have no idea what to do . And if its just a presentation , then it'll be too simple . Karen didnt give us any suggestions , because she had no idea at all . Samuel asked Karen about private tuition , and i think im kinda interested .
Ate at the Indian stall , and Noozli was sleeping there . After eating , they werent satisfied ... they went around looking for other things to eat or drink . Who knows , the shops were all closed ... because its kinda still early . So , in the end ... we ended up back in school . But , meanwhile ... we've decided to head down to Orchard to shop . But , Samuel wasnt really sure whether he should go or not ...
So , we dragged Marcus and Sebestian to go ... but they didnt . I still dunno how , we ended up sitting on the steps inside the theatre building . We enjoyed the air-con , and we started singing ... Sebestian was trying to harmonise , but still ... not bad , but funny . Samuel and i were laughing away ... and then , suddenly , Samuel started to hit the wall and the railing to produce percussive sounds . Then , i mixed in with an Indian song . Soon ... all the weird lyrics came in , and it was damn funny ! I was in tears ... We sang it to the other people , but they didnt kinda get what we were singing ...
Walked to Orchard . With an injury on my ankle , i had to walk from school to Orchard ! Such a long stretch isnt it ? Thanks to Samuel , who aint willing to take any bus , because he doesnt have his card . But meanwhile , we were talking about naming our future children . And Samuel came up with TravisYauZhiRong .... after much hesitation and brainstorming . Cool ? For me , im not really sure ... yet .
At OrchardPlaza , we both shopped for our own stuff . He went to look for his white shirt ... and for me , i spent like $268 on this pendant for Mom . Its her christmas gift ... and i know its kinda late ... but still , i should give , because i didnt give last year . I think i used around $380 on the card already ... which is really sinful . I promised Mom not to spend from the savings ... but i dunno why , im so broke ... i had to . So , i think im gonna get the $500 fast from Stanley and deposit it into the bank . The pendant is generous and bold in terms of appearance ... and it has many diamonds on it ... kinda shiny too . Think its alright for someone like Mom . Its tradition that she'll recieve a pendant from me on every special ocassion . I remembered many ocassions which i had to borrow money , so i could purchase one for Mom . Its hard to get money to buy things for her ... because she'll ask when i ask her for too much money . So , with this card ... i can do anything i want in this world ! Its time to pamper myself ...
After much waiting , Evan and Jwen finally came . They were at the library watching some movie ... So , we met at TheHeerens , and we ate wanton noodles . Its kinda good ... but its little in portion . While they were choosing their little candies , i went to the toilet ... I think the buffet yesterday has this bad effect on me ... even till now . Anyway , then i took quite a long time to meet them ... and Samuel was angry ! Right ...
We walked down to Takashimaya , and we went inside to shop . Went to look for books ... and went to look for food . We had fun at the stationery shop . Samuel and i were writing DrKan's , Evan's and DrGoh's name on this piece of scrap paper , which is meant for testing pen . Then we told Jwen that we saw some names ... and its weird , maybe somebody from NAFA came here before or something . And Jwen believed ... then she went to tell Evan , and she also believed so . We were laughing away ... Then next , Evan saw something interesting ! She was so busy trying to cancel away the names that Samuel and i wrote . Then there was super big one ... written in marker somemore ... and Evan was like screaming and panicing .
We walked really far ... and then on the streets , came embarrassment . Samuel and i started to apologise to Jwen for no reasons . And its so loud and embarrassing ... Jwen was laughing away . I spoke in Hokkien ... and that was funny too . Next time , we'll show u guys .
Walked all the way to the end , just to have some diluted iced chocolate . Though its cheap , its not really nice ... But at least we managed to find somewhere to take a break . Samuel was carrying my bag ... its so damn heavy , but still he'll rather carry that compared to his own auntie NAFA bag . So , i was carrying that ugly bag ... but i used to carry it because it was really convenient .
After the Orchard trip , i wasted time to go back to school with them . On the bus , we didnt allow Jwen to get off the bus ... because she wanted to take the MRT . So , i held on to her , and she got shocked ... it was funny . Then , we faked that Jwen needed to get off to use the toilet , because she has to shit . The girl sitting opposite was trying not to laugh ...
Really tiring day , isnt it ? Think so ... everybody's tired ... and Jeremy had his audition today , and hopefully ... its good . Or bad ... or good ... or ... dunno .
Danial just bought a 3G phone , and he wanna have a video conversation with somebody . But too bad , i dun have a 3G phone ... Mom said that she'll get me another phone soon , but before that ... i'll need to transfer a load of things over .
Anyway , this few days , ive been very evil to keep making fun of Jwen's blog title , which is ... 'Jwenified' . And ... since being such a slow person ... the term 'Jwenify' should bear the meaning of ... to make something slow . So , Jwen has this aura , and it'll make people move really slowly around her . Mystical , i know .
For a moment , i think im jwenified .
Went to school , and again ... woke up rather late , so i had to take the MRT . I dun like squeezing with the crowd in the morning . So , i think i should wake up really early tomorrow ... and get to school to copy some work . I came home kinda early today , so i think ... i can rest earlier too .
Karen's tutorial was fine . And it was kinda fun ... she was so fed up answering my questions , because they were all the same . It was so funny ... Anyway , i got back my paper , and surprisingly , i passed . I got 53 for the test ... and im so ... happy . But im lucky because they didnt test melodic minor , but then ... that'll mean that it'll come out during the final exam ! I better study hard ...
Its so stressful , this whole and next week . There's only a week or so left for the submission of the portfolios . And ... i havent even completed one . Im so dead , can ? Anyway , there are so many other things going on too ... Like tomorrow , there'll be presentation of our Haydn . I still havent send the stuff on Haydn's humour to SiHan yet . I think im such a bad team member ... even for harmony . Today , after the tutorial , Luke , Mark and i had a meeting along the classrooms . We were standing up , deciding the parts . Our topic is on suspension , but we dunno what we can do about it ... because if we were to do a harmony game , we'll have no idea what to do . And if its just a presentation , then it'll be too simple . Karen didnt give us any suggestions , because she had no idea at all . Samuel asked Karen about private tuition , and i think im kinda interested .
Ate at the Indian stall , and Noozli was sleeping there . After eating , they werent satisfied ... they went around looking for other things to eat or drink . Who knows , the shops were all closed ... because its kinda still early . So , in the end ... we ended up back in school . But , meanwhile ... we've decided to head down to Orchard to shop . But , Samuel wasnt really sure whether he should go or not ...
So , we dragged Marcus and Sebestian to go ... but they didnt . I still dunno how , we ended up sitting on the steps inside the theatre building . We enjoyed the air-con , and we started singing ... Sebestian was trying to harmonise , but still ... not bad , but funny . Samuel and i were laughing away ... and then , suddenly , Samuel started to hit the wall and the railing to produce percussive sounds . Then , i mixed in with an Indian song . Soon ... all the weird lyrics came in , and it was damn funny ! I was in tears ... We sang it to the other people , but they didnt kinda get what we were singing ...
Walked to Orchard . With an injury on my ankle , i had to walk from school to Orchard ! Such a long stretch isnt it ? Thanks to Samuel , who aint willing to take any bus , because he doesnt have his card . But meanwhile , we were talking about naming our future children . And Samuel came up with TravisYauZhiRong .... after much hesitation and brainstorming . Cool ? For me , im not really sure ... yet .
At OrchardPlaza , we both shopped for our own stuff . He went to look for his white shirt ... and for me , i spent like $268 on this pendant for Mom . Its her christmas gift ... and i know its kinda late ... but still , i should give , because i didnt give last year . I think i used around $380 on the card already ... which is really sinful . I promised Mom not to spend from the savings ... but i dunno why , im so broke ... i had to . So , i think im gonna get the $500 fast from Stanley and deposit it into the bank . The pendant is generous and bold in terms of appearance ... and it has many diamonds on it ... kinda shiny too . Think its alright for someone like Mom . Its tradition that she'll recieve a pendant from me on every special ocassion . I remembered many ocassions which i had to borrow money , so i could purchase one for Mom . Its hard to get money to buy things for her ... because she'll ask when i ask her for too much money . So , with this card ... i can do anything i want in this world ! Its time to pamper myself ...
After much waiting , Evan and Jwen finally came . They were at the library watching some movie ... So , we met at TheHeerens , and we ate wanton noodles . Its kinda good ... but its little in portion . While they were choosing their little candies , i went to the toilet ... I think the buffet yesterday has this bad effect on me ... even till now . Anyway , then i took quite a long time to meet them ... and Samuel was angry ! Right ...
We walked down to Takashimaya , and we went inside to shop . Went to look for books ... and went to look for food . We had fun at the stationery shop . Samuel and i were writing DrKan's , Evan's and DrGoh's name on this piece of scrap paper , which is meant for testing pen . Then we told Jwen that we saw some names ... and its weird , maybe somebody from NAFA came here before or something . And Jwen believed ... then she went to tell Evan , and she also believed so . We were laughing away ... Then next , Evan saw something interesting ! She was so busy trying to cancel away the names that Samuel and i wrote . Then there was super big one ... written in marker somemore ... and Evan was like screaming and panicing .
We walked really far ... and then on the streets , came embarrassment . Samuel and i started to apologise to Jwen for no reasons . And its so loud and embarrassing ... Jwen was laughing away . I spoke in Hokkien ... and that was funny too . Next time , we'll show u guys .
Walked all the way to the end , just to have some diluted iced chocolate . Though its cheap , its not really nice ... But at least we managed to find somewhere to take a break . Samuel was carrying my bag ... its so damn heavy , but still he'll rather carry that compared to his own auntie NAFA bag . So , i was carrying that ugly bag ... but i used to carry it because it was really convenient .
After the Orchard trip , i wasted time to go back to school with them . On the bus , we didnt allow Jwen to get off the bus ... because she wanted to take the MRT . So , i held on to her , and she got shocked ... it was funny . Then , we faked that Jwen needed to get off to use the toilet , because she has to shit . The girl sitting opposite was trying not to laugh ...
Really tiring day , isnt it ? Think so ... everybody's tired ... and Jeremy had his audition today , and hopefully ... its good . Or bad ... or good ... or ... dunno .
Danial just bought a 3G phone , and he wanna have a video conversation with somebody . But too bad , i dun have a 3G phone ... Mom said that she'll get me another phone soon , but before that ... i'll need to transfer a load of things over .
Anyway , this few days , ive been very evil to keep making fun of Jwen's blog title , which is ... 'Jwenified' . And ... since being such a slow person ... the term 'Jwenify' should bear the meaning of ... to make something slow . So , Jwen has this aura , and it'll make people move really slowly around her . Mystical , i know .
For a moment , i think im jwenified .
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Once Bitten , Twice Shy
Praise the lord that Wednesday is over , well but still ... there will be many coming Wednesdays .
Was almost late for lecture today . Went through Beethoven today , and i didnt attend last week's lecture , so ... i was kinda at a loss . I couldnt concentrate ... because i was disturbing dear Fairul . He got into SLO , and i dun have to repeat that , but still ... its amazing how he did it with yesterday's performance over at the audition . Well , he was kinda embarrassed about letting others know about him joining the SLO . Well , why not ? So , he was very annoyed wheneva i mention about SLO . Samuel also kept mentioning about it , we were all laughing about it . To think of it , its kinda rare to stumble across something like SLO . Nowhere else would u be able to sing opera choruses , and under the baton of Jennifer . If its me , i wouldnt mind joining too ... Samuel ... ?
The programme for today's platform was great ! Im talking about the Percussion ensemble ... and trust me , thats the most accurate rhythm u can hear , most stable . Gabriel's Timpani concerto was fine , i love the ambience he set . The soft tremelo of the various instruments created this very nice surrounding , for the Timpani to showcase its entry . Anyway , after that ... it was the best piece , by MinoruMiki , the composer of 'EastArch' , the piece which i wanted to play ... but i need a Marimba , Cello and Violin player . Fhairil would be more than willing to play the Marimba , but for the rest ... i dun think they are quite interested . Anyway , the Marimba concerto piece was played by Angeline . She was good ... so filled with emotion , and style . The piece is considered one of the hardest for the Marimba's repertoire itself . And yes , indeed ... it looked easy on the scores , but sure ... its hard . The sound of metal and wood accompanied the Marimba . The piece is about the famine in Africa , and about resurrection . And sure enough , the faster movement was ... exciting and so impressive . I love that piece , especially the faster movement . Gabriel , ZhengYi and Royce played the accompanying instruments , and they were even needed to shout . Trust me , its damn good . After the Percussion's pieces , which were rather more of a showcase of virtuosity compared to the Tuba quartet . They were more of the entertaining sort ... and i think they should've placed the programme ahead . The Percussion ensemble made everything felt like the end ... like the grand finale . But , who knows ... the Tuba quartet was next . Fairul played well ... and enjoyed the solo part ... for sure .
I withdrew money from the ATM machine , so cool , for the first time . I didnt know what to press ... and i pressed the wrong button , and so ... i had to do the transaction again .
Sightsinging class was fun . DrGoh was in a good mood ... and he had the different nationality sing the passages . He made really silly comments ... and its really funny . Suddenly , somebody sang the passage twice the speed faster ... and he said , why are the people accelerating ... unless they're Pianist . Its so obvious that its discrimination against the Pianists ... and it was really funny ... Then , he walked around and scolded the people for being evil ... for making such comments . He made them ... and he was denying them ... it was so freaking funny . I know i didnt make things sound funny here ... but trust me , it was really lame and funny . Then , since we'll be singing for the platform on that day , when almost all of the students would be on stage singing ... then , who would be watching us ? We dunno ... so , other than the lecturers ... DrGoh told us to free our maids . It was so bad ... he told us to let go of our Phillipino maids , and Indonesian maids ... They are Indonesians and Phillipians in our class ... and thats quite a bad comment to make ... but it was funny . Then he asked Mark how many maids does he have ... and Mark blushed ... then we told him that SiHan has 3 maids ... then Samuel somehow made SiHan say 2 . It was all funny ... and quite a moment of laughter for everybody .
Are SiHan's maids musicians too ?
Anyway , analysis was stressful . Well , i got 80 for my aural , and i got 70 for my analysis . Good job WeiKang ? Im not really sure ... but well , im happy . And DrKan said that shes surprised that i got such results ... and she doesnt have much to go through with me , just told me to keep up the good work . Well , not pretty sure whether its good , but sure ... im happy with it . There were many other people who managed to get higher scores ... but still , i dun wanna compete , because ... im happy . So , hopefully ... things would go well for YouGuo .
After class , we went to eat . I didnt eat , but they ate . DrGoh came and sat with us ... then , he showed me the piece which he wrote for Samuel and Shane to play . Well , it looked pretty interesting , but the notation wasnt there . He wrote the notations in English , explaining the method that it should be played . So , i somehow taught or helped him with some of the Pipa symbols . Anyway , its made up of simple symbols , and played around ... to make up different techniques . After that , he said that im so nice to help him even ... Funny . Anyway , then when Fairul was gone , we 'accidentally' told him that Fairul got into SLO . We were all so ... evil indeed ...
Nothing to do ... and nothing to say . Some went for practice , and i headed to Orchard with Fhairil . Shopped for the big pen i promised DrGoh . And then , i saw this ring ... but didnt know whether to buy . Anyway , after that ... we recieve this brochure on Sakura buffet . Since its rather cheap ... we thought , must well give it a try ? And so we did .
I paid by my card . But they didnt require any of my PIN , only my signature . So weird ... i dun understand how this work .
The buffet was alright . Quite alot of food ... Fhairil couldnt take any sushi , he'll throw up . I think he threw up twice , and went to the toilet to shit , twice too . For the first round , our table was like so full ... so many plates all over . Guess that it was really fun there ... and Fhairil couldnt take so many food ... and he darent try any new food . Not even the inari sushi ... and shishamo fish . Well , but surely ... i think it has been really , filling . We couldnt even walk out ... and the staffs were all laughing at Fhairil , because he kept going to the toilet . And they saw how he ate the sushi ... and how immediately he stood up and walked towards the toilet . It was so amusing ... the staffs were friendly , and they were laughing at us . Well , we felt really heavy for a moment .
Sat along the ScapePark , where the skaters were . Many youngsters , hang around that place . Skating , and biking ... its all those dangerous stuff . Then we started singing ... then Fhairil says that ive a nice voice , which i didnt believe ... when Marcus told me that the other time . Really ?
Jeremy just cried for help . His voice aint that good today , and hes worried about tomorrow's audition . And im wondering , when is Raymond coming ? The auditions will end this Friday ... and hopefully he'll come in time .
Listening to AliciaKeys now , and i dun think she can really sing well . But , surely her singing style is unique ... and many of her songs are appealing . So , i kinda like her songs , but surely ... some just doesnt have any sense .
Stomachache now .
Too much , when enough is enough . Like one of my past entry , once is enough . And this time , once is really enough ... Once bitten , twice shy .
Was almost late for lecture today . Went through Beethoven today , and i didnt attend last week's lecture , so ... i was kinda at a loss . I couldnt concentrate ... because i was disturbing dear Fairul . He got into SLO , and i dun have to repeat that , but still ... its amazing how he did it with yesterday's performance over at the audition . Well , he was kinda embarrassed about letting others know about him joining the SLO . Well , why not ? So , he was very annoyed wheneva i mention about SLO . Samuel also kept mentioning about it , we were all laughing about it . To think of it , its kinda rare to stumble across something like SLO . Nowhere else would u be able to sing opera choruses , and under the baton of Jennifer . If its me , i wouldnt mind joining too ... Samuel ... ?
The programme for today's platform was great ! Im talking about the Percussion ensemble ... and trust me , thats the most accurate rhythm u can hear , most stable . Gabriel's Timpani concerto was fine , i love the ambience he set . The soft tremelo of the various instruments created this very nice surrounding , for the Timpani to showcase its entry . Anyway , after that ... it was the best piece , by MinoruMiki , the composer of 'EastArch' , the piece which i wanted to play ... but i need a Marimba , Cello and Violin player . Fhairil would be more than willing to play the Marimba , but for the rest ... i dun think they are quite interested . Anyway , the Marimba concerto piece was played by Angeline . She was good ... so filled with emotion , and style . The piece is considered one of the hardest for the Marimba's repertoire itself . And yes , indeed ... it looked easy on the scores , but sure ... its hard . The sound of metal and wood accompanied the Marimba . The piece is about the famine in Africa , and about resurrection . And sure enough , the faster movement was ... exciting and so impressive . I love that piece , especially the faster movement . Gabriel , ZhengYi and Royce played the accompanying instruments , and they were even needed to shout . Trust me , its damn good . After the Percussion's pieces , which were rather more of a showcase of virtuosity compared to the Tuba quartet . They were more of the entertaining sort ... and i think they should've placed the programme ahead . The Percussion ensemble made everything felt like the end ... like the grand finale . But , who knows ... the Tuba quartet was next . Fairul played well ... and enjoyed the solo part ... for sure .
I withdrew money from the ATM machine , so cool , for the first time . I didnt know what to press ... and i pressed the wrong button , and so ... i had to do the transaction again .
Sightsinging class was fun . DrGoh was in a good mood ... and he had the different nationality sing the passages . He made really silly comments ... and its really funny . Suddenly , somebody sang the passage twice the speed faster ... and he said , why are the people accelerating ... unless they're Pianist . Its so obvious that its discrimination against the Pianists ... and it was really funny ... Then , he walked around and scolded the people for being evil ... for making such comments . He made them ... and he was denying them ... it was so freaking funny . I know i didnt make things sound funny here ... but trust me , it was really lame and funny . Then , since we'll be singing for the platform on that day , when almost all of the students would be on stage singing ... then , who would be watching us ? We dunno ... so , other than the lecturers ... DrGoh told us to free our maids . It was so bad ... he told us to let go of our Phillipino maids , and Indonesian maids ... They are Indonesians and Phillipians in our class ... and thats quite a bad comment to make ... but it was funny . Then he asked Mark how many maids does he have ... and Mark blushed ... then we told him that SiHan has 3 maids ... then Samuel somehow made SiHan say 2 . It was all funny ... and quite a moment of laughter for everybody .
Are SiHan's maids musicians too ?
Anyway , analysis was stressful . Well , i got 80 for my aural , and i got 70 for my analysis . Good job WeiKang ? Im not really sure ... but well , im happy . And DrKan said that shes surprised that i got such results ... and she doesnt have much to go through with me , just told me to keep up the good work . Well , not pretty sure whether its good , but sure ... im happy with it . There were many other people who managed to get higher scores ... but still , i dun wanna compete , because ... im happy . So , hopefully ... things would go well for YouGuo .
After class , we went to eat . I didnt eat , but they ate . DrGoh came and sat with us ... then , he showed me the piece which he wrote for Samuel and Shane to play . Well , it looked pretty interesting , but the notation wasnt there . He wrote the notations in English , explaining the method that it should be played . So , i somehow taught or helped him with some of the Pipa symbols . Anyway , its made up of simple symbols , and played around ... to make up different techniques . After that , he said that im so nice to help him even ... Funny . Anyway , then when Fairul was gone , we 'accidentally' told him that Fairul got into SLO . We were all so ... evil indeed ...
Nothing to do ... and nothing to say . Some went for practice , and i headed to Orchard with Fhairil . Shopped for the big pen i promised DrGoh . And then , i saw this ring ... but didnt know whether to buy . Anyway , after that ... we recieve this brochure on Sakura buffet . Since its rather cheap ... we thought , must well give it a try ? And so we did .
I paid by my card . But they didnt require any of my PIN , only my signature . So weird ... i dun understand how this work .
The buffet was alright . Quite alot of food ... Fhairil couldnt take any sushi , he'll throw up . I think he threw up twice , and went to the toilet to shit , twice too . For the first round , our table was like so full ... so many plates all over . Guess that it was really fun there ... and Fhairil couldnt take so many food ... and he darent try any new food . Not even the inari sushi ... and shishamo fish . Well , but surely ... i think it has been really , filling . We couldnt even walk out ... and the staffs were all laughing at Fhairil , because he kept going to the toilet . And they saw how he ate the sushi ... and how immediately he stood up and walked towards the toilet . It was so amusing ... the staffs were friendly , and they were laughing at us . Well , we felt really heavy for a moment .
Sat along the ScapePark , where the skaters were . Many youngsters , hang around that place . Skating , and biking ... its all those dangerous stuff . Then we started singing ... then Fhairil says that ive a nice voice , which i didnt believe ... when Marcus told me that the other time . Really ?
Jeremy just cried for help . His voice aint that good today , and hes worried about tomorrow's audition . And im wondering , when is Raymond coming ? The auditions will end this Friday ... and hopefully he'll come in time .
Listening to AliciaKeys now , and i dun think she can really sing well . But , surely her singing style is unique ... and many of her songs are appealing . So , i kinda like her songs , but surely ... some just doesnt have any sense .
Stomachache now .
Too much , when enough is enough . Like one of my past entry , once is enough . And this time , once is really enough ... Once bitten , twice shy .
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Non-Stop Excitement
So exciting ...
Woke up late , and took an MRT to Novena , then a cab to school . Harmony was boring ... and MrYap gave quite a few of us a warning letter . And good thing , i only got one record ... or being 20 min late for class . Other than that , everything was fine ... Samuel one was horrible , because he was severely late , thus ... he was marked absent , at least 4 times .
After class , Samuel , SiHan , YongRui and i decided to go eat at the Vietnamese restaurant . I was lame and crippled , so we took a cab there . I paid for the cab fare , and good thing ... i had enough money in my wallet . Though now ive the MasterCard , but its still not very wise to withdraw money from there . I think i'll deposit the amount ive withdrawn , and thus ... keeping my balance in the bank . The food was , little , and its rather cheap anyway . No free flow of soft drinks this time ... so sad ...
After eating , we decided to walk around . And we went to this underpass , which links to ... the opposite of the road only . We walked like hell , to cover only a stretch of a zebra-crossing . It was ... dumb ! So , we crossed the road after coming out of the underpass , and went to buy my bus concession . This time , i didnt have enough money ... so , i bought it with the use of my card ! Its so cool ... my first time using ... So the virginity of my card goes out to the top-up machine . I typed my PIN number twice , to get it right . The first try is always wrong ... even just now ...
We walked around , and landed ourselves at this game shop . Its something like a LAN shop , but for playing video games , instead . So , at first ... we didnt wanna play , only SiHan was enthusiastic about it . We walked around , and it was rather empty ... but quite cool . So , we booked a room ... and we played some silly games . The first one was 'X-Men Legends' ... and it was cool , but quite a waste of time , rather time consuming . So , we changed another game , and this time ... its some silly boat game . Anyway , the entrance was kinda squeezy , and we had to go out one by one ... because we push the door outwards , and thats dumb , we could've pulled it inwards . Anyway , the game was quite fun . YongRui kept winning ... In the end , everybody chose the sampan boat ... and Samuel then became very ... superb . Guess Samuel is better with vintage Asian stuffs ... However , 3 sampans would never beat a torpedoboat . So , that round , i won . Changed another game , and this time ... tennis . Its really ... quite fun ... because , it was so exciting . SiHan and Samuel , a team , so leaving me and YongRui . Not really fair right ? Because , im afraid of balls ... or moving round objects , and ... Samuel knows how to play , unlike me . Dun need to talk about SiHan and YongRui , they both are kinda good at it . The game was exciting ... we were screaming about ... and SiHan kept whacking Samuel on his lap ... for missing the tennis ball . Anyway , the next door was shouting quite loudly too ... wonder what they played ... maybe something like ours .
Went back to school . YongRui and i was urgently in need of the toilet ... and Samuel and SiHan was wicked ... they didnt allow us to use the toilet . We were waiting so long , for that bus ... and it was terrible experience . After that , we wanted to use the toilet at PeaceCentre , where we alighted , but then again ... they didnt allow us . So , i had to endure till ... dunno when ... School's toilets are still the best afterall .
Slacked around , and went through the Pipa stuffs with Daniel , who is composing for Pipa for his exam . Well , again ... went through all the Pipa stuff ... and i had to repeat this so many times , firstly for Laurence and secondly for Sharon ... and thirdly , Daniel , today . Well , im not tired of it ... but still of course its my pleasure to help , just that ... its all the same old things which sometimes i cannot explain . Notation for the Pipa isnt that easy ... and many people know that , thats why they'll avoid writing for the Pipa . Well , Mark was laughing away when i was helping Daniel with his score . Samuel practiced his Trumpet , and after that ... met Christoven at level 6 . So , we decided to go down for a drink . Samuel , Christoven and i went for a drink at the Indian shop . I ordered chicken chop , and Samuel ate noodles ... I dunno why , but Fhairil was rather upset today . Well , i have to guess it'll be because of his lesson with JonathanFox . Well , a teacher shouldnt quite say such comments , but surely , there would be reasons for him to say that , but still it isnt right .
Fairul came , and he was telling us that ... he wants to join the SingaporeLyricalOpera . So , tonight was his audition ... and he was so afraid . The SLO is a performing group ... lead by JenniferTham . Anyway , so ... we were all laughing away ... and thinking of weird stuffs about the audition . He was so worried ... and of course , we were joking . We supported him , and in the end , Samuel and i brought him there . He was brave enough , to go for the audition . When we're there ... Jennifer saw me , and asked me in ... Samuel ran as fast as he could . I chased after Samuel , and brought him in too . Fairul was inside , filling up some form . And we were asked whether we're coming for the audition too ... and we said , no . We sat around to watch , kinda like sitting in . Fairul was singing scales , which was played by Jennifer on the Piano . He was so horribly flat ! He was nervous , thats all . Samuel and i were ... watching ... and the people were talking and watching too . After that , he got posted to Bass . Congratulation for Fairul on getting into the SLO ! Meanwhile , we sat behind and heard them sing some familiar pieces . Then we didnt know when to leave ... because they were rehearsing ... So , when they sang , Samuel and i quickly got up and took our leave ... while , jennifer gave me that look , then i waved goodbye . SiHan and YongRui didnt dare go in , so they waited outside for us . After that , we went to SimLim to get my webcam ! It was so exciting ...
When we're there , almost all the shops were closed . I was so sad ... so , we went to the top level , and went through all the shops on our way down . In the end , i bought on which cost me like $65 . I paid by NETS , and i typed my PIN wrongly again . I dun have to sign or anything ... they just gave me a reciept . Why not ? Im not sure ... but what if somebody stole somebody's card , and used it to buy stuff ... with the knowledge of their PIN ? Without a signature to confirm ... i think its very dangerous ! Now , im trying out my webcam with a few people ... like Jeremy , SiHan and Cyril . They said that its dark ... but it looked fine from my computer ... and i think its alright . SiHan said that its alright ... but still rather dark . Ive tried doing something to the settings , but nothing helped . Well ...
Had such a great day , compared to yesterday . YongRui got scolded by LiFeng , and he was quite unhappy about it . Well , who will be happy to be scolded for stupid reasons by people like that ? Nobody would .
Crazy people , can have fun with crazy people . And those who cant , then just buzz off .
Again ? No .
Today is ... exciting .
Woke up late , and took an MRT to Novena , then a cab to school . Harmony was boring ... and MrYap gave quite a few of us a warning letter . And good thing , i only got one record ... or being 20 min late for class . Other than that , everything was fine ... Samuel one was horrible , because he was severely late , thus ... he was marked absent , at least 4 times .
After class , Samuel , SiHan , YongRui and i decided to go eat at the Vietnamese restaurant . I was lame and crippled , so we took a cab there . I paid for the cab fare , and good thing ... i had enough money in my wallet . Though now ive the MasterCard , but its still not very wise to withdraw money from there . I think i'll deposit the amount ive withdrawn , and thus ... keeping my balance in the bank . The food was , little , and its rather cheap anyway . No free flow of soft drinks this time ... so sad ...
After eating , we decided to walk around . And we went to this underpass , which links to ... the opposite of the road only . We walked like hell , to cover only a stretch of a zebra-crossing . It was ... dumb ! So , we crossed the road after coming out of the underpass , and went to buy my bus concession . This time , i didnt have enough money ... so , i bought it with the use of my card ! Its so cool ... my first time using ... So the virginity of my card goes out to the top-up machine . I typed my PIN number twice , to get it right . The first try is always wrong ... even just now ...
We walked around , and landed ourselves at this game shop . Its something like a LAN shop , but for playing video games , instead . So , at first ... we didnt wanna play , only SiHan was enthusiastic about it . We walked around , and it was rather empty ... but quite cool . So , we booked a room ... and we played some silly games . The first one was 'X-Men Legends' ... and it was cool , but quite a waste of time , rather time consuming . So , we changed another game , and this time ... its some silly boat game . Anyway , the entrance was kinda squeezy , and we had to go out one by one ... because we push the door outwards , and thats dumb , we could've pulled it inwards . Anyway , the game was quite fun . YongRui kept winning ... In the end , everybody chose the sampan boat ... and Samuel then became very ... superb . Guess Samuel is better with vintage Asian stuffs ... However , 3 sampans would never beat a torpedoboat . So , that round , i won . Changed another game , and this time ... tennis . Its really ... quite fun ... because , it was so exciting . SiHan and Samuel , a team , so leaving me and YongRui . Not really fair right ? Because , im afraid of balls ... or moving round objects , and ... Samuel knows how to play , unlike me . Dun need to talk about SiHan and YongRui , they both are kinda good at it . The game was exciting ... we were screaming about ... and SiHan kept whacking Samuel on his lap ... for missing the tennis ball . Anyway , the next door was shouting quite loudly too ... wonder what they played ... maybe something like ours .
Went back to school . YongRui and i was urgently in need of the toilet ... and Samuel and SiHan was wicked ... they didnt allow us to use the toilet . We were waiting so long , for that bus ... and it was terrible experience . After that , we wanted to use the toilet at PeaceCentre , where we alighted , but then again ... they didnt allow us . So , i had to endure till ... dunno when ... School's toilets are still the best afterall .
Slacked around , and went through the Pipa stuffs with Daniel , who is composing for Pipa for his exam . Well , again ... went through all the Pipa stuff ... and i had to repeat this so many times , firstly for Laurence and secondly for Sharon ... and thirdly , Daniel , today . Well , im not tired of it ... but still of course its my pleasure to help , just that ... its all the same old things which sometimes i cannot explain . Notation for the Pipa isnt that easy ... and many people know that , thats why they'll avoid writing for the Pipa . Well , Mark was laughing away when i was helping Daniel with his score . Samuel practiced his Trumpet , and after that ... met Christoven at level 6 . So , we decided to go down for a drink . Samuel , Christoven and i went for a drink at the Indian shop . I ordered chicken chop , and Samuel ate noodles ... I dunno why , but Fhairil was rather upset today . Well , i have to guess it'll be because of his lesson with JonathanFox . Well , a teacher shouldnt quite say such comments , but surely , there would be reasons for him to say that , but still it isnt right .
Fairul came , and he was telling us that ... he wants to join the SingaporeLyricalOpera . So , tonight was his audition ... and he was so afraid . The SLO is a performing group ... lead by JenniferTham . Anyway , so ... we were all laughing away ... and thinking of weird stuffs about the audition . He was so worried ... and of course , we were joking . We supported him , and in the end , Samuel and i brought him there . He was brave enough , to go for the audition . When we're there ... Jennifer saw me , and asked me in ... Samuel ran as fast as he could . I chased after Samuel , and brought him in too . Fairul was inside , filling up some form . And we were asked whether we're coming for the audition too ... and we said , no . We sat around to watch , kinda like sitting in . Fairul was singing scales , which was played by Jennifer on the Piano . He was so horribly flat ! He was nervous , thats all . Samuel and i were ... watching ... and the people were talking and watching too . After that , he got posted to Bass . Congratulation for Fairul on getting into the SLO ! Meanwhile , we sat behind and heard them sing some familiar pieces . Then we didnt know when to leave ... because they were rehearsing ... So , when they sang , Samuel and i quickly got up and took our leave ... while , jennifer gave me that look , then i waved goodbye . SiHan and YongRui didnt dare go in , so they waited outside for us . After that , we went to SimLim to get my webcam ! It was so exciting ...
When we're there , almost all the shops were closed . I was so sad ... so , we went to the top level , and went through all the shops on our way down . In the end , i bought on which cost me like $65 . I paid by NETS , and i typed my PIN wrongly again . I dun have to sign or anything ... they just gave me a reciept . Why not ? Im not sure ... but what if somebody stole somebody's card , and used it to buy stuff ... with the knowledge of their PIN ? Without a signature to confirm ... i think its very dangerous ! Now , im trying out my webcam with a few people ... like Jeremy , SiHan and Cyril . They said that its dark ... but it looked fine from my computer ... and i think its alright . SiHan said that its alright ... but still rather dark . Ive tried doing something to the settings , but nothing helped . Well ...
Had such a great day , compared to yesterday . YongRui got scolded by LiFeng , and he was quite unhappy about it . Well , who will be happy to be scolded for stupid reasons by people like that ? Nobody would .
Crazy people , can have fun with crazy people . And those who cant , then just buzz off .
Again ? No .
Today is ... exciting .
Monday, March 20, 2006
Buzz Off
Dun think ur big , literally meaning fat , means that u can throw ur weight around .
Thought that today would be inviting , but yet ... i felt more depressed then ever . Went to school today ... and i got dressed as normal , but with that coat , yes . Then i didnt know what to wear ... since my ankle needed support , i thought maybe my performance leather shoe would fit best . And , it did ... however , i think it still kinda hurts .
I wasnt in the mood for choir today ... and i was on the doldrums . I didnt know why , but sure it all have to thank to some irritants . YanChong was very sarcastic today , and sure if he doesnt talk for awhile , nobody would complain that he's mute . Well , he kinda pissed me off ... with his irritating sarcasm , but surely i know ... thats his style . I think , he'll only respect people who are better than him , like YouGuo . Other than that , i dun think he has anybody else in his eyes . If one day he doesnt keep quiet , and if he should insult or offend me again , i'll make sure i'll tick him off .
During ensemble , YouGuo was kinda in a sad mood . He was playing his Pipa , which was rather untune , because of reasons like ... fret problems or the peg problems . So , he was so disappointed , he kept apologising for the pitch . In the end , he got very sad , and he put his Pipa down ... and he asked me to play . It was a solo piece , with ensemble accompaniment , and i havent seen the score before ... and i had to sightread ... because YouGuo doesnt wanna play anymore . So , i played , and of course it didnt sound as good as YouGuo , but really dun need for all the comments . Please , understand that my age and YouGuo's age has quite a gap , and surely that cuts off the standards between us . And look at u , ur so old already , older than YouGuo , and still ... i dun wanna say . U know best urself ...
After that , i was so pissed ... i thought maybe going out with QingLun and gang would make me feel better . So , i went to play LAN with them ... again ... at Bugis . So nice for KaiXiang , if im not wrong , to ask about my ankle injury . Got to know a few new people today ... only 2 actually . One would be KaiXiang , a Dizi player , and another would be Joshua , a YangQin player . They both came for audition today . Andy might have felt a little depressed after the audition , but surely , whats done is done , no use thinking about it already . Believe in urself ... and let fate decide everything . Though its hard to let go of the bonds that are created within such a period of time , im sure ... sometimes , it'll be time to let go . Goodluck , Andy .
Came back to school in time to catch the commuter concert . Tonight , its a Trombone recital ... by MaciekWalicki on the Trombone , and ErnestHinLeungSo on the Piano . And also featuring FrediSonderegger , on the Trombone too . Well , it was really good . I was sleeping ... throughout , but i heard some very good parts . Both of them had a different tone , one was smoother than the other . Both was as good ... The Pianist looked really sleepy , guess its time for him to get some sleep , before those eyebags turn darker .
SiHan and i started to make fun of Fairul again , and it has always been a joke , not meant to be taken seriously . But , Fairul went to complain to LiFeng , and she came barking at me , because nobody else was around . Barking up the wrong tree , i guess . But , of course ... if people like u cannot take things easy , and have to be so sensitive , then im sorry for making u guys feel that way . Thats it , no more jokes , i cant be lamer than i already am , can i ?
Listening to Jake's Ukulele now , and trust me , its damn good .
YouGuo just went kinda depress just now , and i was busy replying his messages . Just like the past , still the same old problems . I wouldnt wanna talk about this here ... but ... well , theres nothing much i can do , it'll all lie in ur hands , YouGuo .
Im not going on a diet , but ... ive just no mood to eat . Moody ? Mood-less maybe ...
A fat bumble bee like u can just go , buzz ... off .
Since im in such a bad mood today , must well just let everything out . Now , the person whom i was angry with , was Angela . And why so ? It wasnt anybody else ... Lets just say that , she makes me feel very uncomfortable . Im not gonna say anything about now , since its already over . But back then , there was a period when everybody was making hints and looks about me and Audrey . And Angela was the most obvious ... thus , she made me feel very uncomfortable and awkward towards Audrey , and till now , yes . But then , the thing stopped already ... but still , whats done is done , and i cannot forget that moment . So , i was wondering ... if Angela is helping Audrey or not by making her feel awkward towards Andy . But apparently , they worked out fine . Guess maybe its just me , not anybody else . Im the sensitive crap i was talking about just now ! Anyway , theres still one more , but without the consent of somebody , i shall not say about it . So Angela , sorry for all the bad remarks ive made , but still ... its just a little clash in personalities , there arent anything much to resolve about . Im not pissed or whateva now ... but i just dun wanna get involve in anything , it makes me ultimately uncomfortable .
Now ive said everything out , im feeling alot better . Well , but still ... the bumble bee should just buzz off ...
Thought that today would be inviting , but yet ... i felt more depressed then ever . Went to school today ... and i got dressed as normal , but with that coat , yes . Then i didnt know what to wear ... since my ankle needed support , i thought maybe my performance leather shoe would fit best . And , it did ... however , i think it still kinda hurts .
I wasnt in the mood for choir today ... and i was on the doldrums . I didnt know why , but sure it all have to thank to some irritants . YanChong was very sarcastic today , and sure if he doesnt talk for awhile , nobody would complain that he's mute . Well , he kinda pissed me off ... with his irritating sarcasm , but surely i know ... thats his style . I think , he'll only respect people who are better than him , like YouGuo . Other than that , i dun think he has anybody else in his eyes . If one day he doesnt keep quiet , and if he should insult or offend me again , i'll make sure i'll tick him off .
During ensemble , YouGuo was kinda in a sad mood . He was playing his Pipa , which was rather untune , because of reasons like ... fret problems or the peg problems . So , he was so disappointed , he kept apologising for the pitch . In the end , he got very sad , and he put his Pipa down ... and he asked me to play . It was a solo piece , with ensemble accompaniment , and i havent seen the score before ... and i had to sightread ... because YouGuo doesnt wanna play anymore . So , i played , and of course it didnt sound as good as YouGuo , but really dun need for all the comments . Please , understand that my age and YouGuo's age has quite a gap , and surely that cuts off the standards between us . And look at u , ur so old already , older than YouGuo , and still ... i dun wanna say . U know best urself ...
After that , i was so pissed ... i thought maybe going out with QingLun and gang would make me feel better . So , i went to play LAN with them ... again ... at Bugis . So nice for KaiXiang , if im not wrong , to ask about my ankle injury . Got to know a few new people today ... only 2 actually . One would be KaiXiang , a Dizi player , and another would be Joshua , a YangQin player . They both came for audition today . Andy might have felt a little depressed after the audition , but surely , whats done is done , no use thinking about it already . Believe in urself ... and let fate decide everything . Though its hard to let go of the bonds that are created within such a period of time , im sure ... sometimes , it'll be time to let go . Goodluck , Andy .
Came back to school in time to catch the commuter concert . Tonight , its a Trombone recital ... by MaciekWalicki on the Trombone , and ErnestHinLeungSo on the Piano . And also featuring FrediSonderegger , on the Trombone too . Well , it was really good . I was sleeping ... throughout , but i heard some very good parts . Both of them had a different tone , one was smoother than the other . Both was as good ... The Pianist looked really sleepy , guess its time for him to get some sleep , before those eyebags turn darker .
SiHan and i started to make fun of Fairul again , and it has always been a joke , not meant to be taken seriously . But , Fairul went to complain to LiFeng , and she came barking at me , because nobody else was around . Barking up the wrong tree , i guess . But , of course ... if people like u cannot take things easy , and have to be so sensitive , then im sorry for making u guys feel that way . Thats it , no more jokes , i cant be lamer than i already am , can i ?
Listening to Jake's Ukulele now , and trust me , its damn good .
YouGuo just went kinda depress just now , and i was busy replying his messages . Just like the past , still the same old problems . I wouldnt wanna talk about this here ... but ... well , theres nothing much i can do , it'll all lie in ur hands , YouGuo .
Im not going on a diet , but ... ive just no mood to eat . Moody ? Mood-less maybe ...
A fat bumble bee like u can just go , buzz ... off .
Since im in such a bad mood today , must well just let everything out . Now , the person whom i was angry with , was Angela . And why so ? It wasnt anybody else ... Lets just say that , she makes me feel very uncomfortable . Im not gonna say anything about now , since its already over . But back then , there was a period when everybody was making hints and looks about me and Audrey . And Angela was the most obvious ... thus , she made me feel very uncomfortable and awkward towards Audrey , and till now , yes . But then , the thing stopped already ... but still , whats done is done , and i cannot forget that moment . So , i was wondering ... if Angela is helping Audrey or not by making her feel awkward towards Andy . But apparently , they worked out fine . Guess maybe its just me , not anybody else . Im the sensitive crap i was talking about just now ! Anyway , theres still one more , but without the consent of somebody , i shall not say about it . So Angela , sorry for all the bad remarks ive made , but still ... its just a little clash in personalities , there arent anything much to resolve about . Im not pissed or whateva now ... but i just dun wanna get involve in anything , it makes me ultimately uncomfortable .
Now ive said everything out , im feeling alot better . Well , but still ... the bumble bee should just buzz off ...
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Tradition
Watching the TV now , and they just got the winner for the idol thingi . And that guy ... almost cried . Anyway , it was really dumb . They acting parts were all ... very fake , and its no wonder the variety shows on TV nowadays are so ... lame and cold . The hosts of the programme cracked many really lame jokes ... and i just cannot stand it . Anyway , i think its kinda unfair in some ways , because the role the winner guy played before , has this kinda sympathetic look , and the other , had this arrogant look . So , in the end , it just feels as if that the guy deserves to win . Ive no idea what im saying , but surely its ... another dumb show . I dun believe after winning this will win the hearts of the public and stuff . U cannot force somebody to idolise someone . Anyway , idolisation is ... a sin .
Woke up today , and didnt know what to do . It didnt rain , so i think those people who went for the cycling trip should be having fun .
I didnt know that YouTube would be that famous . Before that , i didnt even know what it was . But now , im using it so often , i think i can forget about Yahoo . So , let me tell u a few amazing things i saw on YouTube .
Jake Shimabukuro , a professional Ukulele player , from Japan , but based in Hawaii , i suppose . He is really ... amazing ! He has his own website , u can go check him out later , but before that , catch his playing in one of the links i posted in my tagboard . Well , he played 'While My Guitar Gently Weeps' by the Beatles , and its really amazing how beautifully he potrayed it . The Ukulele , is a small Hawaiian Guitar , and so , Jovan , dun ask why is the Guitar so small . Other than that , it can produce really beautiful music . Jake proved us so ... by his rocking style of the Ukulele , with a few other metal Hawaiians . He has beautiful and unique ways of styles and skills , and thus ... making his Ukulele almost perfectly independant . Afterall , theres too many Pianist around , and too many Violinist . Who've heard of a Ukulele player ?
Another amazing crap i saw was this China lady , called LiJie , if im not wrong . She played Paganini's Caprice , on the Guitar . And sure , she is ... crazy ! The clip really showed perfection at its peak ! She had no mistakes , and its really ... so perfect that nobody would believe that its played by a normal human . And sure enough , i know , there are many talents out there , who've shocked the world with their music . But , i havent seen much . So , LiJie , just shown me what a Guitar can really do . Ive heard many lousy Guitars ... downstairs , and back at ACS . And sure enough , nothing can compete with something like that . Playing it the classical way , is still the best and most unbeatable . She displayed many techniques ... and if i know how to play the Guitar , i'll surely compose for it . Not forgetting the Ukulele ... i think its the next instrument i wanna learn !
Gackto , this Japanese star , is a singer and an instrumentalist . What instrument ... ? Ive just no idea . There were so many clips of him playing various instruments , even those in Madagascar . And so , i watched only this clip ... of him playing the Shamisen , a traditional Japanese three string instrument . Its really great ! The ambience he created at his concert , was really great . The drumming was intense , and his Shamisen brought everything up . Now , u might wonder what a Shamisen can do ... Well , it really can create intense music . If u watched ... the Memoirs of a Geisha , u might notice the good music . And so , dun spend ur time imaginating ... go click on the links .
I ate only bread today , and now ... im hungry . Uncle made some chicken and fish ... but , i didnt like it . Im already walking ... and still limping bit by bit , i think i can go to school tomorrow . Great ? Maybe not ... I cannot imagine that ive already spent a week at home resting ... and i just took a look at my MC , given by the physician that day , and it doesnt really state anything . Well , it says that i cannot exercise for a week , thats all . Not really sure how NAFA is gonna take it . Anyway , NAFA is working so slowly , like a dead snail , YanYu still havent gotten her salary . This is ... getting so fucked up ! Am i studying in a professional music academy ? If yes , i wonder why im seeing things like that ...
Just watched another clip , on the Kayagum . Whats that ? Its the Korean zither , like a Chinese Zheng . Well , its pretty cool ... And now , im loading a clip on the Vietnamese instrument , called the DanBau . Its similar to the Chinese DuXianQin , which has only one string . And how to play ? Its played by plucking , with harmonics only . So , there's a bar which can be pulled , thus stretching the string , which will raise the pitch . Its amazing ... and its the prize winner of the concerto competition . The piece was written by LeThoung , a Vietnamese composer . I think nowadays , tradition elements with modernised elements really can fuse really well , in fact ... its at its best when such elements come together . Just look at TingTing's concerto piece , its really great isnt it ? Well , it'll be amazing to watch something refreshing and new , not some replayed for so many times . Who would wanna watch a movie on relay ? Or would u rather watch a fresh new movie ?
But one thing i can agree with ChenWei is that , without the influence of Western music , there wouldnt be music like now .
Hanson once told me that only a truly great musician would appreciate the music of the GuQin . Thats totally rubbish ... but somehow i would agree that , appreciating the music of the GuQin needs alot of knowledge and alot of understanding . And sure enough , that makes a good musician . But not directly meaning that only a great musician would appreciate the music of the GuQin , right ? GuQin is a really cool instrument with seven strings , and its one of the oldest instrument of the Chinese instrument family . And surely , it has many influences on the other instruments after its dwindling disappearance . Nowadays , its hard to even see one , other than those in the museum .
Remember the equal temperament ? Well , its just the way it is .
Tradition , rules .
Woke up today , and didnt know what to do . It didnt rain , so i think those people who went for the cycling trip should be having fun .
I didnt know that YouTube would be that famous . Before that , i didnt even know what it was . But now , im using it so often , i think i can forget about Yahoo . So , let me tell u a few amazing things i saw on YouTube .
Jake Shimabukuro , a professional Ukulele player , from Japan , but based in Hawaii , i suppose . He is really ... amazing ! He has his own website , u can go check him out later , but before that , catch his playing in one of the links i posted in my tagboard . Well , he played 'While My Guitar Gently Weeps' by the Beatles , and its really amazing how beautifully he potrayed it . The Ukulele , is a small Hawaiian Guitar , and so , Jovan , dun ask why is the Guitar so small . Other than that , it can produce really beautiful music . Jake proved us so ... by his rocking style of the Ukulele , with a few other metal Hawaiians . He has beautiful and unique ways of styles and skills , and thus ... making his Ukulele almost perfectly independant . Afterall , theres too many Pianist around , and too many Violinist . Who've heard of a Ukulele player ?
Another amazing crap i saw was this China lady , called LiJie , if im not wrong . She played Paganini's Caprice , on the Guitar . And sure , she is ... crazy ! The clip really showed perfection at its peak ! She had no mistakes , and its really ... so perfect that nobody would believe that its played by a normal human . And sure enough , i know , there are many talents out there , who've shocked the world with their music . But , i havent seen much . So , LiJie , just shown me what a Guitar can really do . Ive heard many lousy Guitars ... downstairs , and back at ACS . And sure enough , nothing can compete with something like that . Playing it the classical way , is still the best and most unbeatable . She displayed many techniques ... and if i know how to play the Guitar , i'll surely compose for it . Not forgetting the Ukulele ... i think its the next instrument i wanna learn !
Gackto , this Japanese star , is a singer and an instrumentalist . What instrument ... ? Ive just no idea . There were so many clips of him playing various instruments , even those in Madagascar . And so , i watched only this clip ... of him playing the Shamisen , a traditional Japanese three string instrument . Its really great ! The ambience he created at his concert , was really great . The drumming was intense , and his Shamisen brought everything up . Now , u might wonder what a Shamisen can do ... Well , it really can create intense music . If u watched ... the Memoirs of a Geisha , u might notice the good music . And so , dun spend ur time imaginating ... go click on the links .
I ate only bread today , and now ... im hungry . Uncle made some chicken and fish ... but , i didnt like it . Im already walking ... and still limping bit by bit , i think i can go to school tomorrow . Great ? Maybe not ... I cannot imagine that ive already spent a week at home resting ... and i just took a look at my MC , given by the physician that day , and it doesnt really state anything . Well , it says that i cannot exercise for a week , thats all . Not really sure how NAFA is gonna take it . Anyway , NAFA is working so slowly , like a dead snail , YanYu still havent gotten her salary . This is ... getting so fucked up ! Am i studying in a professional music academy ? If yes , i wonder why im seeing things like that ...
Just watched another clip , on the Kayagum . Whats that ? Its the Korean zither , like a Chinese Zheng . Well , its pretty cool ... And now , im loading a clip on the Vietnamese instrument , called the DanBau . Its similar to the Chinese DuXianQin , which has only one string . And how to play ? Its played by plucking , with harmonics only . So , there's a bar which can be pulled , thus stretching the string , which will raise the pitch . Its amazing ... and its the prize winner of the concerto competition . The piece was written by LeThoung , a Vietnamese composer . I think nowadays , tradition elements with modernised elements really can fuse really well , in fact ... its at its best when such elements come together . Just look at TingTing's concerto piece , its really great isnt it ? Well , it'll be amazing to watch something refreshing and new , not some replayed for so many times . Who would wanna watch a movie on relay ? Or would u rather watch a fresh new movie ?
But one thing i can agree with ChenWei is that , without the influence of Western music , there wouldnt be music like now .
Hanson once told me that only a truly great musician would appreciate the music of the GuQin . Thats totally rubbish ... but somehow i would agree that , appreciating the music of the GuQin needs alot of knowledge and alot of understanding . And sure enough , that makes a good musician . But not directly meaning that only a great musician would appreciate the music of the GuQin , right ? GuQin is a really cool instrument with seven strings , and its one of the oldest instrument of the Chinese instrument family . And surely , it has many influences on the other instruments after its dwindling disappearance . Nowadays , its hard to even see one , other than those in the museum .
Remember the equal temperament ? Well , its just the way it is .
Tradition , rules .
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Identity Crisis
Did nothing much on such a lovely weekend . Its Saturday , and i should be out . SiHan asked me whether i was going to school , today , and ... well , i hope i could .
WeiFeng entertained me by sending my links of cool videos . And sure enough , he is another bored person ... other than me . Well , saw this few yesterday . This special clips are ... indeed impressive and amusing . Firstly , these this very cool clip of this Cello piece ... composed by the performer himself . It consists of 37 parts , and all played by or on the Cello , inclusive of Percussion parts . Cool ? I pasted the link on the tagboard , if u happen to see it , go check it out . Another clip would be the Guitar clip ... on 'Canon in D' . And this guy managed to make it ... kinda happening . I saw this version before many times , but this different guy played it perfectly . The recording sounded better ... and surely better than the one that Audrey sent me . Last night , i was sending Jovan the clips for MsSwan , since he requested . Its really funny , isnt it ? MsSwan is cool , and totally hot . She's the only one that could make me laugh really loud , till i tear , everytime no matter how , no matter when . I like her accent ... and her silly lines ...
Enough of MsSwan . Just had dinner downstairs with grandma . Before that , i wasnt doing anything special ... just some boring games . Heard from Audrey that i passed my harmony , with a score of 59 . Surprising ... ? Not really sure ... but i think maybe im lucky this time . I think i couldve gotten more ... But , due to careless mistakes ... well ... Audrey didnt do quite well , but nevermind , there's still another paper and the portfolio to pull the marks up ! So , cheers .
Read Samuel's blog , and seems that ... he passed his analysis . And to think of it ... if so many people , who didnt study a bit for it , managed to pass ... I think it shouldnt be much of a problem for me to pass too . Hope i can get myself a pass , thats all i wish for .
Created this interactive Johari window . What does it do ? Its for me to know how others think of me . Well , of course ... they only state the good things ... many of the bad things arent stated there , or else im pretty sure others would mean otherwise . According to the board , most of those who did the test , says that im friendly . And of course there are many more and stuff ... The link is on the tagboard , go do ... if u have to time , or if ur willing to .
Listening to some of my old CDs now ... and the oldies are still the best , they just wont die out . Very soon , i believe those songs from my generation , like SpiceGirls and stuff ... and gonna fall under the oldies ... Its just sooner or later ...
Im so freaking bored . Gonna watch this Violin clip ... that WeiFeng just sent me , after blogging . Meanwhile , maybe i shall talk abit about ... identity ...
Identity is the distinct personality of an individual regarded as a persisting entity . And its the individual characteristics which makes an identity different from each other . In reality , its hard to forge an identity , but in the internet ... there are no boundaries . Everyone likes to fake somebody or so , to either gain advantages or access to restricted areas . But sure enough , the IP address or the identity that ur server has , cannot be forged . So , there is surely no running away ... if law comes into action . So , whats the point of faking an identity ? Unless , ur faking it to do something wicked ... And if thats the case , let me tell u ... its against the law .
Woke up late , and the later i wake up ... the air-con will have to suffer for a bit longer . So , the percussive sound came ... its water dripping from the air-con , falling against my pillow . Got hungry , and managed to warm myself up ... So , cooked for myself today .
The datelines for the submission of portfolios are already out . And the first one would be history ... And so , i think ... many would be struggling now . And some , would struggle alone . If u happen to be the one , u suck . Im joking ... But , why not share it ? Dun have to wait till somebody ask u for help , right ? Though there isnt much to share about , but surely ... somebody can help somebody else .
The Violin clip was madness . Played by MaxinVengerov , im not really sure who he is , maybe SiHan does ... but sure , hes good .
CSCO is going out for a cycling trip at PulauUbin tomorrow morning . And sadly , or fortunately , i cannot go , because of my ankle . I still owe some people money ... and now with my new card , fear not , i can return it all at once ! But , who did i owe ... ? Hope that tomorrow will rain ! Im joking ... Anyway , i dun think many are going tomorrow . I guess its the same old group of people ... ?
Just watched a clip , of a Japanese pop song , but featuring Japanese traditional instruments ! Its really cool ... and i think i love traditional stuff more than anything . Thats why , i chose the Chinese instruments ... instead of Western . How many times have i said this ? But , its seriously really cool . I think the next instrument i'll learn is ... the Biwa or ... some other Pipa family instruments . Out of all , Pipa is still the most advanced one . And i dun mean like electrical music , but its seriously super advance now . Look at the scales , and it has been rising since the birth of the revolution in Chinese music . That birth , created genius and ideas ... and sure enough , Chinese music ... has gotten somewhere alot further .
Anyway , one thing which made me laugh was ... a clip from WeiFeng , on YouTube , featuring this dumb conductor , and im not allowed to say who he is . But the clip is there still ... and im not saying hes dumb , but thats what the title says .
YouTube is so interesting .
Sorry , but ive to add this few paragraphs . How can i forget to blog about yesterday's supper . Well , this was what happened ...
I bought my food , and sat at the void deck . I ate my food ... then suddenly , i saw this bunch of Chinese gangsters . But , not surprisingly , they're mostly around my age . Why so ? Because of the ... dunno what ... But anyway , they walked pass ... then i kept staring ... And u know what happened right ? Yes . One of them came walking towards me ... and he asked for a lighter . So , i told him i dun have any . I wasnt shivering ... but i was worried , because ive an injured ankle , and my phone was on the table . So , he then asked ... if he can have a seat . So , sure , anyway its empty ...
All of them , then came smiling ... and taking a seat each , till its all filled . I felt really weird , eating infront of these bunch of strangers . There were 5 of them ... and 2 were , twins , and the other 2 were brothers , leaving one out . So , they started asking why i was sitting there , eating alone and stuff . So , i told them that i didnt wanna disturb my family ... The conversation went on well , and one of them started to smoke . I couldnt take the smoke , but it doesnt matter much , anyway ive smoked lots of it , since my Mom is a smoker . Finally , one question came ... and they asked ... whether i work , and so my reply was ... no , im studying and while also teaching . They were surprised , and they ask if i teach any schools ... and i told them a few , then they were even more surprised . So , i told them , i teach music .
Things changed , they started to talk about music . Then i noticed , these youngsters arent gangsters . They are just misunderstood kids ... They are really a fun lot , i started to talk to them , though not really familiar with their names and stuff . They come from a liondance troupe , and they know drumming and stuff ... So , they started to talk about it . And sure , its still part of Chinese culture , so there's surely something relevant to talk about . When i left , i felt awkward ... they told me walk slowly , because i was limping . And they even said , thank you . How sweet was that ?
So , dun judge a book by its covers , thats really how it really all came to me . An idiom which doesnt really quite display its meanings within a short period , could all come all at once at that very moment . So , similar to tonight's title ... these people , are having an identity crisis , so am i .
Am i a friend , or foe now ?
WeiFeng entertained me by sending my links of cool videos . And sure enough , he is another bored person ... other than me . Well , saw this few yesterday . This special clips are ... indeed impressive and amusing . Firstly , these this very cool clip of this Cello piece ... composed by the performer himself . It consists of 37 parts , and all played by or on the Cello , inclusive of Percussion parts . Cool ? I pasted the link on the tagboard , if u happen to see it , go check it out . Another clip would be the Guitar clip ... on 'Canon in D' . And this guy managed to make it ... kinda happening . I saw this version before many times , but this different guy played it perfectly . The recording sounded better ... and surely better than the one that Audrey sent me . Last night , i was sending Jovan the clips for MsSwan , since he requested . Its really funny , isnt it ? MsSwan is cool , and totally hot . She's the only one that could make me laugh really loud , till i tear , everytime no matter how , no matter when . I like her accent ... and her silly lines ...
Enough of MsSwan . Just had dinner downstairs with grandma . Before that , i wasnt doing anything special ... just some boring games . Heard from Audrey that i passed my harmony , with a score of 59 . Surprising ... ? Not really sure ... but i think maybe im lucky this time . I think i couldve gotten more ... But , due to careless mistakes ... well ... Audrey didnt do quite well , but nevermind , there's still another paper and the portfolio to pull the marks up ! So , cheers .
Read Samuel's blog , and seems that ... he passed his analysis . And to think of it ... if so many people , who didnt study a bit for it , managed to pass ... I think it shouldnt be much of a problem for me to pass too . Hope i can get myself a pass , thats all i wish for .
Created this interactive Johari window . What does it do ? Its for me to know how others think of me . Well , of course ... they only state the good things ... many of the bad things arent stated there , or else im pretty sure others would mean otherwise . According to the board , most of those who did the test , says that im friendly . And of course there are many more and stuff ... The link is on the tagboard , go do ... if u have to time , or if ur willing to .
Listening to some of my old CDs now ... and the oldies are still the best , they just wont die out . Very soon , i believe those songs from my generation , like SpiceGirls and stuff ... and gonna fall under the oldies ... Its just sooner or later ...
Im so freaking bored . Gonna watch this Violin clip ... that WeiFeng just sent me , after blogging . Meanwhile , maybe i shall talk abit about ... identity ...
Identity is the distinct personality of an individual regarded as a persisting entity . And its the individual characteristics which makes an identity different from each other . In reality , its hard to forge an identity , but in the internet ... there are no boundaries . Everyone likes to fake somebody or so , to either gain advantages or access to restricted areas . But sure enough , the IP address or the identity that ur server has , cannot be forged . So , there is surely no running away ... if law comes into action . So , whats the point of faking an identity ? Unless , ur faking it to do something wicked ... And if thats the case , let me tell u ... its against the law .
Woke up late , and the later i wake up ... the air-con will have to suffer for a bit longer . So , the percussive sound came ... its water dripping from the air-con , falling against my pillow . Got hungry , and managed to warm myself up ... So , cooked for myself today .
The datelines for the submission of portfolios are already out . And the first one would be history ... And so , i think ... many would be struggling now . And some , would struggle alone . If u happen to be the one , u suck . Im joking ... But , why not share it ? Dun have to wait till somebody ask u for help , right ? Though there isnt much to share about , but surely ... somebody can help somebody else .
The Violin clip was madness . Played by MaxinVengerov , im not really sure who he is , maybe SiHan does ... but sure , hes good .
CSCO is going out for a cycling trip at PulauUbin tomorrow morning . And sadly , or fortunately , i cannot go , because of my ankle . I still owe some people money ... and now with my new card , fear not , i can return it all at once ! But , who did i owe ... ? Hope that tomorrow will rain ! Im joking ... Anyway , i dun think many are going tomorrow . I guess its the same old group of people ... ?
Just watched a clip , of a Japanese pop song , but featuring Japanese traditional instruments ! Its really cool ... and i think i love traditional stuff more than anything . Thats why , i chose the Chinese instruments ... instead of Western . How many times have i said this ? But , its seriously really cool . I think the next instrument i'll learn is ... the Biwa or ... some other Pipa family instruments . Out of all , Pipa is still the most advanced one . And i dun mean like electrical music , but its seriously super advance now . Look at the scales , and it has been rising since the birth of the revolution in Chinese music . That birth , created genius and ideas ... and sure enough , Chinese music ... has gotten somewhere alot further .
Anyway , one thing which made me laugh was ... a clip from WeiFeng , on YouTube , featuring this dumb conductor , and im not allowed to say who he is . But the clip is there still ... and im not saying hes dumb , but thats what the title says .
YouTube is so interesting .
Sorry , but ive to add this few paragraphs . How can i forget to blog about yesterday's supper . Well , this was what happened ...
I bought my food , and sat at the void deck . I ate my food ... then suddenly , i saw this bunch of Chinese gangsters . But , not surprisingly , they're mostly around my age . Why so ? Because of the ... dunno what ... But anyway , they walked pass ... then i kept staring ... And u know what happened right ? Yes . One of them came walking towards me ... and he asked for a lighter . So , i told him i dun have any . I wasnt shivering ... but i was worried , because ive an injured ankle , and my phone was on the table . So , he then asked ... if he can have a seat . So , sure , anyway its empty ...
All of them , then came smiling ... and taking a seat each , till its all filled . I felt really weird , eating infront of these bunch of strangers . There were 5 of them ... and 2 were , twins , and the other 2 were brothers , leaving one out . So , they started asking why i was sitting there , eating alone and stuff . So , i told them that i didnt wanna disturb my family ... The conversation went on well , and one of them started to smoke . I couldnt take the smoke , but it doesnt matter much , anyway ive smoked lots of it , since my Mom is a smoker . Finally , one question came ... and they asked ... whether i work , and so my reply was ... no , im studying and while also teaching . They were surprised , and they ask if i teach any schools ... and i told them a few , then they were even more surprised . So , i told them , i teach music .
Things changed , they started to talk about music . Then i noticed , these youngsters arent gangsters . They are just misunderstood kids ... They are really a fun lot , i started to talk to them , though not really familiar with their names and stuff . They come from a liondance troupe , and they know drumming and stuff ... So , they started to talk about it . And sure , its still part of Chinese culture , so there's surely something relevant to talk about . When i left , i felt awkward ... they told me walk slowly , because i was limping . And they even said , thank you . How sweet was that ?
So , dun judge a book by its covers , thats really how it really all came to me . An idiom which doesnt really quite display its meanings within a short period , could all come all at once at that very moment . So , similar to tonight's title ... these people , are having an identity crisis , so am i .
Am i a friend , or foe now ?
Friday, March 17, 2006
Master Of Cards
I figured that if i blog early , i wont have much to talk about . So , let me continue talking about last night ... I was hungry , again ... because that instant nooble didnt work out well . So , i suggested Mom to make another one for me . Im afraid that she'll be lazy ... so i suggested to go Malaysia for supper , hoping that she'll find making instant noodle simpler ... and thus abide to my request . Who knows ... ? The next thing , we're in the car ... driving towards Malaysia .
Well , the seafood was good . The physician told me not to take any ... but i think fish is fine ... ? Mom keep telling me that fish is fine and fish is good ... prawns and squids are the one that should avoid most , because they are more ... 'poisonous' ... The fishhead steamboat was ... great ... And the clams were ... awesome . Then there was this pirated DVD shop ... and i wanted to buy something . But since its illegal , and ive always scolded Mom for bringing in cigarettes ... so , i thought maybe i shouldnt buy any . There was this once , she bought cigarettes for me , to carry back into Singapore . Well , its not illegal to carry one per person , but ... its illegal for me , because im underaged . My age has always been a problem ... I cannot watch M18 movies , needless to talk about R21 , and i cannot purchase alcohol . What can i do with my sweet 17 ? Nothing ! So the best is ... wait till this coming November ... which will arrive very soon , within a few months ! Right ...
After that , we came back to Singapore . I was so tired ... i fell into bed , and into a deep slumber .
This morning , i woke up finding my ankle ... rather painful . Maybe its the conscience thingi ... But , i think its still rather fine . Ive stopped taking the Chinese medicine already ... because the pills which come with it , had already ran out . So , im not really sure ... whether my ankle is ... recovering . Later , i might remove the bandage , and get into the water ... and bath ... properly .
Ate at this coffeeshop which sells authentic American food . The food was ... on its average , for me . But , uncle , who recommended the place , was exaggerating about it ... how nice and how nice ... Well , it tasted ... normal . Mom's piece of chicken ... was a thick portion of the breast , so i guess it must be ... very bad . But , its not that bad ... but still , bad . I ate some simple food ... and the curry tasted like ... shit .
Had a horrible meal . So , Mom went to buy something downstairs . I went up ... back home . Then she called and asked if u wanna create a POSB card myself . So , of course ... yes ! Well , im not the average son . I'll always save money ... for Mom's sake . But for my CDs , i'll never be stingy . So , ive told Mom not to create this card for me , because i dun wanna spend any money from my savings . Now , ive ... quite ... alot in my savings ... and i dun wish to touch on it , yet . But these few days have been rather tough for me ... so i thought maybe this card would save my ass . So , i went downstairs with my IC and bankbook . Meanwhile , i flipped through my bankbook ... and noticed a few withdrawals ... so i clarified it with Mom . Then she told me , she was the one who withdrew the money , but she'll always return the money ... almost immediately . Its true ... everything was normal ... But there was this missing amount ... and she said ... its for my new computer . Right !
I was so excited about my new card , and they did it straight away for me . Mom also updated her card , by applying for this new card , similar to mine , which could be used as both an ATM card , and a MasterCard . Cool , isnt it ? Im not sure about all this ... or isit like ... the default ? Anyway , so ... i signed my signature on this form ... then Mom scolded me . She said , why should i sign until so ... difficult ... when i could use a simpler signature ... but , the truth is ... thats my signature ! Ive signed that shit for almost 4 years already ... and i love it , though im always very nervous that i might sign it differently , thus embarrassing myself . So , i signed it twice before signing on the paper . The lady was kind and patient ... because Mom was very noisy . After applying for the card ... i need to create my PIN number ... u know , the password . Then Mom told me to use really stupid numbers ! I was like ... no way ! Mom then told me hers , which is really ... dumb . Hers is ... im not gonna tell u . Anyway , i know her number , but i didnt know she was going to use if for the new card she applied together with me , this afternoon . So , i created my PIN ... and it is ... not going to tell u too . So , after we got our cards ... we went ... home . We're not that crazy to actually try it out straight away ...
Mom is talking in Cantonese over the phone now . Guess its Dora auntie ... my Mom's friend . Mom was a property agent , before ... and i think she still is ... ? Anyway , her boss , Raymond , says that she's , my Mom , lazy ... because she doesnt go to the office often . She'll stay at home to work ... and she'll only go down to do some office stuff , or meetings . So , Dora happens to be one of Mom's HongKong client . Mom has made deals with many rich people before ... and one of them was LeeKuanYew's son . So , she has many friends ... and honestly , she managed to keep in contact because ... she's really a super good agent . Mom doesnt charge extra ... for anything . She doesnt try to steal commission , she does everything by herself . She pays for the extra stuffs like cleaning the house and stuff ... No matter how , shes really the best . How i know ? Because ive seen how other agents work . Jane , that fucking bitch , is a propert agent by the way . She's even one of the top few agents in her company , and its posted in the newspapers . Impressive ? Yes ... indeed ... but she is a slut , and she doesnt have much friends who were her clients before . She is a cheap slut , and dirty little fat whore . Mom is still ... the best .
Why am i praising Mom ... ? She pissed me off just now . She bought me food ... and she didnt tell them i dun want chilli . Why wouldnt she know ? She knows ... please , she'd bought food for me for over ten years ... and sure she knows what i like and what i dun . Like me , wheneva i buy food for her ... i'll know what she like and what she'll dislike . She wants extra cockles for laksa ... and many more ... See , im a good son . But of course im not angry at her ... its only a small thing . Just that , i didnt finish my dinner ... because its spicy , so im ... hungry .
Well , nothing happened . And one of the reason why i wanted to go to the bank was because that , i'll have more to blog about ! See , i care for my readers ...
Anyway , saw this commercial of this magician ... playing around with poker cards . And sure enough , hes a master of cards . And today , ive gotten my own MasterCard , guess ... i'll soon be a master too .
Well , the seafood was good . The physician told me not to take any ... but i think fish is fine ... ? Mom keep telling me that fish is fine and fish is good ... prawns and squids are the one that should avoid most , because they are more ... 'poisonous' ... The fishhead steamboat was ... great ... And the clams were ... awesome . Then there was this pirated DVD shop ... and i wanted to buy something . But since its illegal , and ive always scolded Mom for bringing in cigarettes ... so , i thought maybe i shouldnt buy any . There was this once , she bought cigarettes for me , to carry back into Singapore . Well , its not illegal to carry one per person , but ... its illegal for me , because im underaged . My age has always been a problem ... I cannot watch M18 movies , needless to talk about R21 , and i cannot purchase alcohol . What can i do with my sweet 17 ? Nothing ! So the best is ... wait till this coming November ... which will arrive very soon , within a few months ! Right ...
After that , we came back to Singapore . I was so tired ... i fell into bed , and into a deep slumber .
This morning , i woke up finding my ankle ... rather painful . Maybe its the conscience thingi ... But , i think its still rather fine . Ive stopped taking the Chinese medicine already ... because the pills which come with it , had already ran out . So , im not really sure ... whether my ankle is ... recovering . Later , i might remove the bandage , and get into the water ... and bath ... properly .
Ate at this coffeeshop which sells authentic American food . The food was ... on its average , for me . But , uncle , who recommended the place , was exaggerating about it ... how nice and how nice ... Well , it tasted ... normal . Mom's piece of chicken ... was a thick portion of the breast , so i guess it must be ... very bad . But , its not that bad ... but still , bad . I ate some simple food ... and the curry tasted like ... shit .
Had a horrible meal . So , Mom went to buy something downstairs . I went up ... back home . Then she called and asked if u wanna create a POSB card myself . So , of course ... yes ! Well , im not the average son . I'll always save money ... for Mom's sake . But for my CDs , i'll never be stingy . So , ive told Mom not to create this card for me , because i dun wanna spend any money from my savings . Now , ive ... quite ... alot in my savings ... and i dun wish to touch on it , yet . But these few days have been rather tough for me ... so i thought maybe this card would save my ass . So , i went downstairs with my IC and bankbook . Meanwhile , i flipped through my bankbook ... and noticed a few withdrawals ... so i clarified it with Mom . Then she told me , she was the one who withdrew the money , but she'll always return the money ... almost immediately . Its true ... everything was normal ... But there was this missing amount ... and she said ... its for my new computer . Right !
I was so excited about my new card , and they did it straight away for me . Mom also updated her card , by applying for this new card , similar to mine , which could be used as both an ATM card , and a MasterCard . Cool , isnt it ? Im not sure about all this ... or isit like ... the default ? Anyway , so ... i signed my signature on this form ... then Mom scolded me . She said , why should i sign until so ... difficult ... when i could use a simpler signature ... but , the truth is ... thats my signature ! Ive signed that shit for almost 4 years already ... and i love it , though im always very nervous that i might sign it differently , thus embarrassing myself . So , i signed it twice before signing on the paper . The lady was kind and patient ... because Mom was very noisy . After applying for the card ... i need to create my PIN number ... u know , the password . Then Mom told me to use really stupid numbers ! I was like ... no way ! Mom then told me hers , which is really ... dumb . Hers is ... im not gonna tell u . Anyway , i know her number , but i didnt know she was going to use if for the new card she applied together with me , this afternoon . So , i created my PIN ... and it is ... not going to tell u too . So , after we got our cards ... we went ... home . We're not that crazy to actually try it out straight away ...
Mom is talking in Cantonese over the phone now . Guess its Dora auntie ... my Mom's friend . Mom was a property agent , before ... and i think she still is ... ? Anyway , her boss , Raymond , says that she's , my Mom , lazy ... because she doesnt go to the office often . She'll stay at home to work ... and she'll only go down to do some office stuff , or meetings . So , Dora happens to be one of Mom's HongKong client . Mom has made deals with many rich people before ... and one of them was LeeKuanYew's son . So , she has many friends ... and honestly , she managed to keep in contact because ... she's really a super good agent . Mom doesnt charge extra ... for anything . She doesnt try to steal commission , she does everything by herself . She pays for the extra stuffs like cleaning the house and stuff ... No matter how , shes really the best . How i know ? Because ive seen how other agents work . Jane , that fucking bitch , is a propert agent by the way . She's even one of the top few agents in her company , and its posted in the newspapers . Impressive ? Yes ... indeed ... but she is a slut , and she doesnt have much friends who were her clients before . She is a cheap slut , and dirty little fat whore . Mom is still ... the best .
Why am i praising Mom ... ? She pissed me off just now . She bought me food ... and she didnt tell them i dun want chilli . Why wouldnt she know ? She knows ... please , she'd bought food for me for over ten years ... and sure she knows what i like and what i dun . Like me , wheneva i buy food for her ... i'll know what she like and what she'll dislike . She wants extra cockles for laksa ... and many more ... See , im a good son . But of course im not angry at her ... its only a small thing . Just that , i didnt finish my dinner ... because its spicy , so im ... hungry .
Well , nothing happened . And one of the reason why i wanted to go to the bank was because that , i'll have more to blog about ! See , i care for my readers ...
Anyway , saw this commercial of this magician ... playing around with poker cards . And sure enough , hes a master of cards . And today , ive gotten my own MasterCard , guess ... i'll soon be a master too .
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Piscine Curiosity
Im listening to JasonMraz now , and its great . Revolutionary ...
Internet has been very laggy ... and dunno why , it takes me a really long time to load a single page , and nevertheless ... i still managed to load my blog page . Some people told me that my blog page is too ... big ... ? Well , yes ... there're many things . Theres the tagboard , the counter ... the quizzes and my polls . Other than all that , theres still more ... my entries . I attempted to load all my entries in one page , without archiving it , but too bad ... it couldnt work , it cannot even be published .
Hello to those who just came . I noticed a few new readers ...
Anyway , today ... didnt go to school again . Uncle Tony came , remember ... ? He is my 'sugardad' . Anyway , he bought me food . This time he was in a rush , after eating ... he left .
My ankle is recovering ... very slowly ... Everything takes time , doesnt it ? But , damaging someone or something doesnt ... A quick blow with a hammer could shatter everything , but picking up the pieces would take alot more time than it took for it to break . So , i must say that im still picking up the fragments of my heart ...
I was shouting for Mom , because i couldnt walk ... then she shouted back . It was quite scary ... so i gave a pissed face , and i said ... nevermind . I started to walk to the kitchen myself ... and she felt quite guilty then she gave that smile . Please ... it wont work on me anymore .
Well , if ur a gamer , meaning ... u like to play games . Gaming couldnt possibly be ur life , can it ? Its only those talented ones ... that can manage to bring themself to become a full-time gamer . These people make money ... by playing games ! Well , but for the normal public people ... if gaming is all u can do , ur really a sore loser . I noticed how people play games ... like that once in the arcade at Bugis , this guy was getting himself red hot , instead of supposingly relaxed , and he was cursing when he lost to the computer , or the challenger . Well , if games cant get u to chill ... then go try fighting with some gangster downstairs .
My uncle cannot stand my music . Wheneva i on my music ... he'll come and help me close my door .
Heard that my classmates had their results back already . So , i sent DrKan a mail in the noon ... hope that she'll reply it tonight . I wonder how badly ive done for analysis ... and harmony ... and aural . In fact ... all ! Very bad this year ... maybe i should ... no ... maybe ... maybe not ... Im not sure !
Didnt step out of my house today again . Mom just made me dinner ... some instant noodle . It tasted ... normal . I think i can do a hell lot better ... Maybe i'll go make myself supper later .
Im so freaking bored at home . With no idea or what happened in school ... i'll only have to guess ... stupid things that the girls do ... and stupid remarks that YongRui might have made ... Im joking ... But seriously , who knows ? I can only read their blogs ... to learn about the happenings in school . Hopefully , this break im having now ... will last forever . But still , reality check ... has to come . So , i'll be in school this next Monday . Dun miss me so much ... So , till then .
Nothing to blog about . So , rest well . This might be the shortest entry ever since last year when my computer broke down .
Curious ? Curiosity killed the cat . If u have piscine curiosity , i advice u not to pursue it too far . A fish only dies when it tries to bite the worms off the hook . So , if ur already hooked , fight back . It was that very day when i was a curious little boy . So , i ventured into the alleys which i should have stayed away from . The backstreet boys got me , and thus ... now im one of them .
Internet has been very laggy ... and dunno why , it takes me a really long time to load a single page , and nevertheless ... i still managed to load my blog page . Some people told me that my blog page is too ... big ... ? Well , yes ... there're many things . Theres the tagboard , the counter ... the quizzes and my polls . Other than all that , theres still more ... my entries . I attempted to load all my entries in one page , without archiving it , but too bad ... it couldnt work , it cannot even be published .
Hello to those who just came . I noticed a few new readers ...
Anyway , today ... didnt go to school again . Uncle Tony came , remember ... ? He is my 'sugardad' . Anyway , he bought me food . This time he was in a rush , after eating ... he left .
My ankle is recovering ... very slowly ... Everything takes time , doesnt it ? But , damaging someone or something doesnt ... A quick blow with a hammer could shatter everything , but picking up the pieces would take alot more time than it took for it to break . So , i must say that im still picking up the fragments of my heart ...
I was shouting for Mom , because i couldnt walk ... then she shouted back . It was quite scary ... so i gave a pissed face , and i said ... nevermind . I started to walk to the kitchen myself ... and she felt quite guilty then she gave that smile . Please ... it wont work on me anymore .
Well , if ur a gamer , meaning ... u like to play games . Gaming couldnt possibly be ur life , can it ? Its only those talented ones ... that can manage to bring themself to become a full-time gamer . These people make money ... by playing games ! Well , but for the normal public people ... if gaming is all u can do , ur really a sore loser . I noticed how people play games ... like that once in the arcade at Bugis , this guy was getting himself red hot , instead of supposingly relaxed , and he was cursing when he lost to the computer , or the challenger . Well , if games cant get u to chill ... then go try fighting with some gangster downstairs .
My uncle cannot stand my music . Wheneva i on my music ... he'll come and help me close my door .
Heard that my classmates had their results back already . So , i sent DrKan a mail in the noon ... hope that she'll reply it tonight . I wonder how badly ive done for analysis ... and harmony ... and aural . In fact ... all ! Very bad this year ... maybe i should ... no ... maybe ... maybe not ... Im not sure !
Didnt step out of my house today again . Mom just made me dinner ... some instant noodle . It tasted ... normal . I think i can do a hell lot better ... Maybe i'll go make myself supper later .
Im so freaking bored at home . With no idea or what happened in school ... i'll only have to guess ... stupid things that the girls do ... and stupid remarks that YongRui might have made ... Im joking ... But seriously , who knows ? I can only read their blogs ... to learn about the happenings in school . Hopefully , this break im having now ... will last forever . But still , reality check ... has to come . So , i'll be in school this next Monday . Dun miss me so much ... So , till then .
Nothing to blog about . So , rest well . This might be the shortest entry ever since last year when my computer broke down .
Curious ? Curiosity killed the cat . If u have piscine curiosity , i advice u not to pursue it too far . A fish only dies when it tries to bite the worms off the hook . So , if ur already hooked , fight back . It was that very day when i was a curious little boy . So , i ventured into the alleys which i should have stayed away from . The backstreet boys got me , and thus ... now im one of them .
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Unreformable Fiasco
Im feeling quite poor these few days . I need money ... and when will it come ...
U could possibly guess how bored i am , by looking at those links ive posted on the tagboard . Well , there's nothing else i could do ... so , must well find some means of entertainment . And i find the dumb videos by MadTV , most entertaining ! Too bad there isnt such things in Singapore ... either that the entertainment industry isnt creative enough , or they focus too much on copying Taiwan's variety shows .
Well , today , i thought maybe i could go school ... but who knows , though im feeling much better ... i still couldnt walk . Mom came home this afternoon ... and she took me as a normal child on normal good days . She kept shouting here and there ... calling me over into the kitchen to help ... and stuff ... Well , Dickshen couldnt shit again . And what to do ? Dun ask me ...
I was hungry ... walked around ... and it took me quite awhile to find anything to eat . Saw the leftovers ... and thought a bite wouldnt harm much . The chicken tasted sour ... and next , the vegetable tasted like dung . Shit , those were ... rotten stuff ... The food tasted horrible , and i quickly washed my mouth with hard duty chemicals .
Tried composing ... now though everything sounds better ... its still too big , and ive to scroll the page like crazy just to fill in those harmony . That sucks ... Anyway , most of the time , i was playing games with Cyril , online . Last night was fun ... ? Anyway , it was funny ... we're joining public games ... but all the games were full , so we had to seek permission from the hosts to allow another slot for either of us . Took us a long time ... After that , he left for Orchard . Too bad i couldnt go ... thanks to my right foot .
Had dinner downstairs . Mom wanted to buy me food , but i thought maybe i should try walking ... And it took me a long time to get to the coffeeshop . Then ... to my surprise , everybody downstairs knows about my leg injury . Think grandma went around spreading the news ... So , the aunties all came over ... and took a look , and asked about my leg . I went to order pohpiahs , then ... its usually self-service . The lady was nice , she told me to sit and she'll bring it over . Think she knows about it too ... There was this auntie who stroke toto , and she won like $2000 . So , she treated me to a drink . And since i couldnt take any cold drinks , i ordered warm Ribena . Grandma was complaining and scolding her for buying me Ribena ... But it tasted really good ... for the fact that ive been drinking tasteless water for the past few days . Actually ... just for 2 days .
Anyway , Chester has been really nice . He bought food for me , and he slept partly on the floor ... so that i could access around easily . Thanks to him ... Another one would be grandma and uncle . He cooked for me , and washed my plates ... grandma too ...
Tonight , i must try to bath properly . For the past 2 days , i had to bath without wetting my right foot . Well , so ... in order to bath , i could only wash my hair at the basin , and wet myself with a wet towel . Well , dun imagine .
Was surfing the net , and noticed that in the blogosphere , the latest and most searched topic is ... Tammy's NYP sex videos . Well , i dunno what to say ... I think people nowadays are either really dirty minded ... or hopelessly desperate . This blogosphere craze surrounding Tammy ... has to stop . Look it in this way ... if it were u in her shoes , how would u feel ? Its good enough that she doesnt commit suicide ... like some other people would . Her reputation has been ruined , thanks to her jealous friend . Well , the story is that a girl , who hates Tammy , stole her cellphone . The cellphone had a video on it of Tammy and her boyfriend having all kinds of sex .
So , the girl who hates Tammy did what any other vixen would do , with such pricesless information , and uploaded the video to the internet . This jealous friend , has to be a slut . Havent seen or heard something quite like this in Singapore , im sure there's a plenty in America and stuff ... But cant really believe that this slut actually did what she'd already done . The German bloggers ... even created this shameful banner of Tammy , and saying ... that she'd already committed suicide . Well , i happen to tumble upon this awful blog . And this blog is all about Tammy , everything about her . But they arent Tammy , so how can they say things like that , making her seem like she's willing to distribute her homemade videos . I've noticed , theres a surge of traffic to that blog , the visitors ... have already gone up to about 30000 plus , more than mine ...
Let me tell u what they've said in this blog . Tammy's boyfriend , or imposter , claimed , in a reply to questions on why creating such a blog and why putting the videos up in there , so he said that ... all he wanted was to be truthful with what he had done , thats why we can see the downloads there . He is not cowardly enough to run away from what he had done . Tammy is still suffering from the shock ... and yes , it was his idea to film it . But it wasnt meant for the public's eyes . After all , ParisHilton has done , and it was her idea to show it to the world . It was just a capture of their , Tammy and her boyfriend's , lovable actions . What is wrong with all Singaporeans ... ? It is despicable to have sex ? The government wants more baby and thats the only way to do it . So why isit despicable ? Then what those eyebrow raisers suggest ? In-vitro fertilisation ? Think , before anybody should speak about them . We live in a small and simple world . All was destroyed by a mere video clips . I just want Tammy to live in peace . I just want to give her comfort and love . Dun harm her anymore . Give them freedom .
Well , i edited this i know ... it was from the blog . Im not sure whether this is really from Tammy's boyfriend , actually ... its making things worse . All ive to say is ... i think ... ur thinking is abit , kinda childish , isnt it ? But , uve made ur point clear . Sorry to all if this doesnt look or sound quite clear to u ... just get the vague idea . Anyway , why sign off with the name 'Tammy's bf' , when actually if ur really sincere with urself ... state ur name ! Anyway , many grammatic errors ... and spelling errors ... Please , do ur corrections , if u get what i mean .
In order for this saga to end , its actually to stop reminding people about this incident , and soon ... things will be over , like a rain through the night . And , please ... pasting the downloads there is ... making things worse . Anyway , i must admit ... Cyril sent me the video before , and i have it somewhere ... but i did not circulate it . Still , i shouldnt have accepted it . But who knows , i didnt know what it was about ... till i read about it . I dun watch or read the news ... i dunno anything nowadays .
This blog supposingly , set up by Tammy's boyfriend , is to help protect her . But ironically , it seems the other way around . So , i think its either this fake person trying to ironically make things worse , or her boyfriend ... is a fucking bastard , a jerk !
Anyway , i saw this ... brokeback mountain lego set . Its dumb !
Surprise for a moment , i think its confirmed that that attention seeking guy isnt Tammy's boyfriend , he just wants some traffic flow . Look , bloggers around who've read this will remember it . And , Blogger itself will keep records , there isnt any running . I wonder , by posting this ... am i sort of like ... an apprentice ? Hope not , with no intentions i have . That blog is really nonsensical ... Well , if Tammy were to be from NAFA , then im sure ... the one behind this would be obvious .
U could possibly guess how bored i am , by looking at those links ive posted on the tagboard . Well , there's nothing else i could do ... so , must well find some means of entertainment . And i find the dumb videos by MadTV , most entertaining ! Too bad there isnt such things in Singapore ... either that the entertainment industry isnt creative enough , or they focus too much on copying Taiwan's variety shows .
Well , today , i thought maybe i could go school ... but who knows , though im feeling much better ... i still couldnt walk . Mom came home this afternoon ... and she took me as a normal child on normal good days . She kept shouting here and there ... calling me over into the kitchen to help ... and stuff ... Well , Dickshen couldnt shit again . And what to do ? Dun ask me ...
I was hungry ... walked around ... and it took me quite awhile to find anything to eat . Saw the leftovers ... and thought a bite wouldnt harm much . The chicken tasted sour ... and next , the vegetable tasted like dung . Shit , those were ... rotten stuff ... The food tasted horrible , and i quickly washed my mouth with hard duty chemicals .
Tried composing ... now though everything sounds better ... its still too big , and ive to scroll the page like crazy just to fill in those harmony . That sucks ... Anyway , most of the time , i was playing games with Cyril , online . Last night was fun ... ? Anyway , it was funny ... we're joining public games ... but all the games were full , so we had to seek permission from the hosts to allow another slot for either of us . Took us a long time ... After that , he left for Orchard . Too bad i couldnt go ... thanks to my right foot .
Had dinner downstairs . Mom wanted to buy me food , but i thought maybe i should try walking ... And it took me a long time to get to the coffeeshop . Then ... to my surprise , everybody downstairs knows about my leg injury . Think grandma went around spreading the news ... So , the aunties all came over ... and took a look , and asked about my leg . I went to order pohpiahs , then ... its usually self-service . The lady was nice , she told me to sit and she'll bring it over . Think she knows about it too ... There was this auntie who stroke toto , and she won like $2000 . So , she treated me to a drink . And since i couldnt take any cold drinks , i ordered warm Ribena . Grandma was complaining and scolding her for buying me Ribena ... But it tasted really good ... for the fact that ive been drinking tasteless water for the past few days . Actually ... just for 2 days .
Anyway , Chester has been really nice . He bought food for me , and he slept partly on the floor ... so that i could access around easily . Thanks to him ... Another one would be grandma and uncle . He cooked for me , and washed my plates ... grandma too ...
Tonight , i must try to bath properly . For the past 2 days , i had to bath without wetting my right foot . Well , so ... in order to bath , i could only wash my hair at the basin , and wet myself with a wet towel . Well , dun imagine .
Was surfing the net , and noticed that in the blogosphere , the latest and most searched topic is ... Tammy's NYP sex videos . Well , i dunno what to say ... I think people nowadays are either really dirty minded ... or hopelessly desperate . This blogosphere craze surrounding Tammy ... has to stop . Look it in this way ... if it were u in her shoes , how would u feel ? Its good enough that she doesnt commit suicide ... like some other people would . Her reputation has been ruined , thanks to her jealous friend . Well , the story is that a girl , who hates Tammy , stole her cellphone . The cellphone had a video on it of Tammy and her boyfriend having all kinds of sex .
So , the girl who hates Tammy did what any other vixen would do , with such pricesless information , and uploaded the video to the internet . This jealous friend , has to be a slut . Havent seen or heard something quite like this in Singapore , im sure there's a plenty in America and stuff ... But cant really believe that this slut actually did what she'd already done . The German bloggers ... even created this shameful banner of Tammy , and saying ... that she'd already committed suicide . Well , i happen to tumble upon this awful blog . And this blog is all about Tammy , everything about her . But they arent Tammy , so how can they say things like that , making her seem like she's willing to distribute her homemade videos . I've noticed , theres a surge of traffic to that blog , the visitors ... have already gone up to about 30000 plus , more than mine ...
Let me tell u what they've said in this blog . Tammy's boyfriend , or imposter , claimed , in a reply to questions on why creating such a blog and why putting the videos up in there , so he said that ... all he wanted was to be truthful with what he had done , thats why we can see the downloads there . He is not cowardly enough to run away from what he had done . Tammy is still suffering from the shock ... and yes , it was his idea to film it . But it wasnt meant for the public's eyes . After all , ParisHilton has done , and it was her idea to show it to the world . It was just a capture of their , Tammy and her boyfriend's , lovable actions . What is wrong with all Singaporeans ... ? It is despicable to have sex ? The government wants more baby and thats the only way to do it . So why isit despicable ? Then what those eyebrow raisers suggest ? In-vitro fertilisation ? Think , before anybody should speak about them . We live in a small and simple world . All was destroyed by a mere video clips . I just want Tammy to live in peace . I just want to give her comfort and love . Dun harm her anymore . Give them freedom .
Well , i edited this i know ... it was from the blog . Im not sure whether this is really from Tammy's boyfriend , actually ... its making things worse . All ive to say is ... i think ... ur thinking is abit , kinda childish , isnt it ? But , uve made ur point clear . Sorry to all if this doesnt look or sound quite clear to u ... just get the vague idea . Anyway , why sign off with the name 'Tammy's bf' , when actually if ur really sincere with urself ... state ur name ! Anyway , many grammatic errors ... and spelling errors ... Please , do ur corrections , if u get what i mean .
In order for this saga to end , its actually to stop reminding people about this incident , and soon ... things will be over , like a rain through the night . And , please ... pasting the downloads there is ... making things worse . Anyway , i must admit ... Cyril sent me the video before , and i have it somewhere ... but i did not circulate it . Still , i shouldnt have accepted it . But who knows , i didnt know what it was about ... till i read about it . I dun watch or read the news ... i dunno anything nowadays .
This blog supposingly , set up by Tammy's boyfriend , is to help protect her . But ironically , it seems the other way around . So , i think its either this fake person trying to ironically make things worse , or her boyfriend ... is a fucking bastard , a jerk !
Anyway , i saw this ... brokeback mountain lego set . Its dumb !
Surprise for a moment , i think its confirmed that that attention seeking guy isnt Tammy's boyfriend , he just wants some traffic flow . Look , bloggers around who've read this will remember it . And , Blogger itself will keep records , there isnt any running . I wonder , by posting this ... am i sort of like ... an apprentice ? Hope not , with no intentions i have . That blog is really nonsensical ... Well , if Tammy were to be from NAFA , then im sure ... the one behind this would be obvious .
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