Karma

Failed attempt ... ? Or not even an attempt , because Jane isnt home . She brought Dad out to church , but the thing i guess is ... she brought him out so that nobody can visit Dad . Well , she has this company function , some dinner . She is the top ten person for the company ... some work thing , and she is indeed capable . So she has to attend this dinner for sure ... And who knows , she didnt give a chance at all . She brought Dad out ... but since its church , then nevermind . And their handphones are all ... off ... So , i think somehow she knows whats going on . Or maybe ... she read my blog ... ? I dun think so ... kinda doubtful .

Bought a bag and a cap downstairs . They having this market thingi ... and its kinda fun to see these kinda markets ... because things are selling cheap , and of course there'll be some other special things to eat .

Went to school today with an intention of buying the webcam , but who knows ... the day was wasted . I met Jeremy in school ... and we went to eat . Firstly , he was shy to sing infront of me , but in the end it worked out fine ... i played the Piano , while he figured his notes . Anyway , we ate at SimLim , thats when i went to shop around for a webcam , but there are so many shops around ... i dunno which to approach . So , i went around ... with Jeremy ... and obviously he knows nuts too . So , i thought ... forget it ... i shall wait for SiHan to accompany me .

Went back to school ... then i played some silly games , while Jeremy practiced in the studio . I'll go disturb him in intervals of half and hour or so ... Then around 4pm , we went off ... after playing some silly games . Jeremy has basketball practice , so he has to go off . For me , i went to shop at Chinatown , for those who doesnt know what they sell there ... dun ask . Next time , i shall bring u down there personally . Chinatown is an amazing place , with cheap clothings ... and lots of collectables . I love that place ...

When i was there ... it was still kinda raining ... So , i went into this other CD shop . The people inside were cold ... and weird . So i bought around 4 CDs there ... The cashier asked for $36 and i quickly took out a note without looking . Then for a moment , i was looking around ... while i didnt know what was happening . The people were staring at me ... then the cashier was giving me a weird face ... not doing anything . Then i looked down ... i gave her only $5 . I was so embarrassed ... so i quickly took out a $50 to hide my face . The dumb cashier could've just said something and not act like a mute and just rot there . Stupid people ... Anyway , when i left ... they said goodbye and thanks for coming ... and stuff like that ... i ignored them and walked away ... because they were laughing ...

I visited my trustworthy CD shop . And the guy was there ... So , i asked him for my LaraFabian and Sissel . Then he told me that im kinda a bigshot , because they have to import the CDs i requested for from Germany . And so ... ive to wait longer ... and im still waiting ... after a few months already . Nevermind about that , anyway i didnt bring enough cash to buy all that i wanted , so i bought a total of 3 CDs . RyanCabrera's 2 CDs and one of Sissel's latest ... So in total today , i bought 7 CDs . Including the bag and the cap , i spent around ... $100 .

If Mom knows about how i buy stuff ... she'll be mad , because i dun bargain . Well , its time to nurture the auntie within .

Anyway , i shall go on with karma . Dun get bored ... I'll make things interesting ... Anyway , karma means action . It refers to the intentional deeds we do with out body , speech and mind through action , talking and thinking . Karma is the law that every deed doen , given the conditions , will bear certain fruits . So , dun think of running away ... there's no running . Thats some tough defination , but dun worry ... its easy to understand .

All deeds leave imprints or seeds on our concsiousness , which ripen into our experiences when the appropriate conditions come together . So , if we help people with a kind heart , this action leaves a positive imprint on our mindstream . Karma affects our future rebirths and influences what we experience during our lives . Meaning ... how other's treat us , our wealth ... and our social status . Well , if that sounds too buddhist to u , then karma may also affect our personality and character ... meaning , our talents , strong personality traits and habits . Do u also know that ... karma affects who we meet ? Meaning ... our predestined husband or wife ... Well , i dunno about that ... i dun really believe in such things . But of course , there isnt harm believing it , afterall im a free-thinker .

We are according to what we have done , we will be according to what we do .