The Obscured Scream

Listen out , to the voice within , for that its the real u that is trying to fight the act ur putting up . So , trust the voice within ... and it'll guide ur way .

Came home from school by bus with Sebestian , Marcus and Fhairil . In the bus , we were singing stupid songs ... and making it sound really funny . Well , had fun .

Went to school for lecture . During the lecture , i drew a few tricky pictures ... which looked both like a rabbit and a duck , and another was an alien facing different directions . U can imagine how bored or lost i am . After that , i went up to level 6 and looked for ... some company for lunch . Then this year 2 girl told me that somebody in school likes me , but its someone i dunno . Then i think its somebody under another department , meaning ... not music student . Then she kept saying im very pretty , because i got my hairband on .

Went to eat with Samuel , LeeTung , Mark , Lynn and SiHan . Ate some noodles , it wasnt that bad , and bitched about somebody . Her story is really interesting , till now . Its quite a legend , and its impossible to forget . We even came up with several case studies ... Well , SiHan told us the story ... and some from Samuel , and i knew abit too ... And after putting everything together , its the same old conclusion . Well , this poor soul has left school for good . Im not sure what the reason is ... but i know , its definitely not how she told others . Im not very sure , but the impression she gave me was that she's taking advantage of others with her illness . I dun think that is kinda ... healthy . Everyone agrees ... We also talked about phobias . Im afraid of balls ... and its weird ... i know . So , i told them what happened last time .

Went to some shop with Mark and SiHan . SiHan bought this dessert ... and it looked ... freaky . Mark went to tailor his pants , because it wont fit . So the lady asked him to do some sit-ups ... how dumb can that be ? Then she is charging Mark extra for fixing the problem . The problem lies in their pants , so just change one more ... i dun see a need to pay more to get it done . Well , its really dumb . SiHan and i were looking at the sweater , and we were trying them on . So , i bought one ...

Then after that ... we went back to school . SiHan went for class ... and there wasnt anybody around . So i went to play the Piano for a while ... then i headed down to the lounge to get some sleep . Who knows ... the access-course people were all there . After bringing them down there ... it seems that they've taken over that place . Well , i couldnt sleep ... so Sebestian and i played this game , and he lost . After they left , Laurel went on practicing his Trombone . For me , i went to dreamland .

Evan gave me a call , and wanted me to go buy muffins with her . So i went up ... then , i didnt feel like eating ... because of my bloody ulcers . So , she went with May . I went to disturb Andy by playing the Piano . Then i dunno ... he was like crying ... or sleeping ...

I was so freaking bored ... so i thought maybe i would go Bugis for a walk alone . So , before i even did ... Fhairil came , and just in time ... because i was about to ask him where he was . Well , there he is ... so we went Esplanade to do his work . We walked there ... On the way , we dropped by BrasBasah , and u know what'll happen there . I bought 2 CDs ... really good ones . Then we walked to Esplanade ...

He looked for his scores , while ive forgotten to bring my work ... sadly ... and so , i listened to my CDs . Then i went around walking ... saw this collectables , which were so expensive but yet interesting . If im a rich kid ... like those ACS bastards , maybe i would have a chance to collect such nonsense . Well , too bad , or fortunately , im not . But , i do collect CDs ... at least they're useful ... nevermind ... Then , read some magazines ... Aaron was there , looking for some scores for his orchestration . After Fhairil was done , we headed to eat at MakanSutra . The food there was expensive , but kinda good ... afterall they're all the award winning stalls . After eating ... we headed back to school ... because Fhairil left something in school .

Went to the percussion studio , then Sebestian was practicing . Not long after , Marcus came in . Fhairil and i were singing and playing around , actually i played most . Then Fhairil listened to Beethoven's Symphony ... Sang like crazy , really high notes ... and now my voice is like ... sore . Parched and thirsty ... i needed a drink ... but there wasnt any around ... so we went on . After leaving school ... we still were singing .

In the bus , we continued singing ... till Fhairil left . Then i alighted a few stops later ...

More little events , compared to yesterday's . But still its somehow kinda boring ... Tomorrow will be extra tiring ... because at night , i'll have to go for this rehearsal . Till now , i havent heard any fixed number of tickets from anybody . So ... im gonna have to ask around again . Well ... im tired ...

My voice within is screaming ... and cursing ...