Wicca

When people ask about my foot , it reminds me of the super funny scenario . Last night , i was laughing myself to sleep ... never to think that i'll be so lame till im in this state . This state of lameness really should get somewhere further ... so that maybe i can downgrade myself for the army . I should've let it rot ... or fester ... Im joking , ive gone through a level of hell yesterday , and i dun wish for anything else to happen to again .

Thanks to Samuel , Noozli , Evan , Mark and those who've asked about my dear foot . And sure , im fine ! Maybe ... i'll see u in school tomorrow . The physician said that i should rest for at least a week , but i should be able to walk within a few days . But , tomorrow ... is such a busy day , and there'll be plenty to do ... so , i think i should go . Maybe i'll skip those not so important classes . DrKan's class is a must to attend , thats all .

Now the problem is ... my homework . I should've done them earlier ? No , ive already planned my schedule . And this stupid fall yesterday ruined everything . I should be at Esplanade studying now ... but too bad , my idiotic ankle needs some rest . Im just stupified for a moment ...

Woke up around lecture time , and i know its impossible for me to get to school in such a state . It'll be such a joke ... im pretty sure tomorrow , many people are gonna laugh their heads off . Including me , that is . But , im not sure whether i can go to school like that ... how am i gonna take the bus ? I hope the public would be considerate ... Tomorrow , im gonna bring my grandma's umbrella , the only magic staff which can give me speed , if i were to go to school .

Now im so bored . I tried to create this orchestral score , but the MIDI isnt working quite well . The individual parts were all screwed up . So , i gave up . I looked through my old compositions and gave some to Jwen . Im so freaking bored ... so i played some games .

My room now smells of Chinese herbs , or medicine . It has this refreshing nose piercing smell ... u should get what i mean . And for my foot , its swollen , almost similar to of an elephant's . But , i like it when it goes numb ... because i wont feel pain , then i can walk pretty much faster .

Ive changed my blog song , if u havent noticed . This song is by Dido . I heard that she was a pornstar before she started singing solo . Well , i dun care ... but i like her sleepy voice . U can tell that she isnt that powerful diva type of singer like CelineDion , but she sure has her own way of mesmerising her listeners . Her hit single with white rapper , Eminem or also known as SlimShady , was another song which hit the charts for quite a few months . I like this song , because its kinda meaningful . I dunno how meaningful can songs get ... but sure some stanzas dun quite make sense , but the whole theme sure does . And so , life for rent ... just like mine . I havent really found a place that i call home ... and i never stick around quite long enough to make it . Ive always thought that i would love to live by the sea , to travel the world along and live more simply . Ive no idea what'd happened to that dream , because there's really nothing left here to stop me . Its just a thought ... only a thought . Nothing i have is truly mine ...

But sorry again that im not in love , and its not as if i mind that ur heart aint exactly breaking .

Well , when i was having dinner , i saw this Taiwan news on SCV . It was freaking funny ... they were sueing the company ... and the public demand that they fire this speaker . She is an old lady , considered the grandma type , and she doesnt smile ... kinda too serious ... like as if the public owes her a few thousands of dollars . That was really lame and funny ... The poor speaker , however ... isnt fired , because ... it happened that the older generation or the managers and higher authorities enjoyed watching her .

Anyway , i think Taiwan is a really corrupted country . The government have their little bit of riots within themselves ... and stuff ... Well , and the i heard that the president of Thailand is getting ... some problems with the citizens . They are having this strike , and they demand to get the president down from his post , because he sold his shares to Singapore ... ? Im not really sure about this ... and i dun wish to spread all the wrong information . So , just read and forget .

Nothing much to blog about . A lame man's life is just ... as lame as it can get . So , i promise not to be lame again . Pray hard , so i can go to school tomorrow .

Anyway , Mom called just now . She was worried ... and as usual , a little over-reacting . She wants uncle to fetch me into Malaysia tomorrow morning to recieve treatment from this professional doctor . Well , this doctor only sees a hundred patient a day .... which i think is kinda stupid . And she said that this doctor can heal me straight away . Well , the wound definitely need time to heal , so how i can recover within a few minutes after he touches me . So , i asked ... isit some kinda black magic crap ?

Well , white magic is known to do good . It has positive harmless spells ... like love spells , healing spells and many more . To be honest , i even once attempted to try such nonsense . SamuelRandell showed me what i should get ... but i didnt get them . I tried using some other means ... Instead of white candles , i used a really bright bulb . Well , its said that it serves the same purpose ... so its fine . Well , many would think ... did it work ? If it did ... i wouldnt be as sad as i am now .

Prayer in black magic is passivity and destruction , in an attitude of humiliation and worship . Prayer in white magic is work and creation , in an attitude of determination and respect . The disciple of black magic does evil with the hope that some good will emerge out of it through a miraculous violation of the laws of nature . The disciple of white magic does good by consenting to an effort appraised as the least evil according to the laws of nature . Priests of black magic invoke authority as the source of knowledge , and claim that the ways of their Gods are unfathomable to anyone but them . Priests of white magic propose conjectures that are subject to the open review of everyone's reason and experience , and gaining insight into their divinities is the very essence of their religious practice . Priests of black magic extend their cult by subjecting the infidels to their creed , by humiliating and degrading other people . Priests of white magic extend their religion by subjecting their beliefs to the criticism of other people , by freeing and bettering themselves . Believers of black magic are the slaves of their Gods . Believers of white magic are the masters of their Gods .

After knowing the differences between black and white magic ... i ventured into another place . And from there , i read about ... Satanism . Now , now ... dun think im satanic or whether the Satan has gotten me somehow . Well , i dun believe in neither , and im solely a free thinker , serving no purpose to any other options . I know what the Christians may think ... but really , im fine with myself , for now .

Before i sign off ... let me tell u about this interesting cult which i learned of a few years ago . They are know as the Cargo Cult . A cargo cult is any of a group of religious movements that occurred in Melanesia , in the Southwestern Pacific . The Cargo Cults believed that manufactured western goods , or also known as cargoes , were created by ancestral spirits and intended for Melanesian people . White people , however , had unfairly gained control of these objects . Cargo Cults thus focused on purifying their communities of what they perceived as 'white' influences by conducting rituals similar to the white behavior they had observed , presuming that this activity would make cargo come . A characteristic feature of Cargo Cults is the belief that spiritual agents will at some future time give much valuable cargo , and desirable manufactured products to the cult members . The most famous examples of Cargo Cult behavior are the airstrips , airports , and radios made out of coconuts and straw . The cult members built them in the belief that the structures would attract transport planes full of cargo . Believers stage 'drills' and 'marches' with twigs for rifles and military-style insignia and "USA" painted on their bodies to make them look like soldiers . In attempts to get cargo to fall by parachute or land in planes or ships again , islanders imitated the same practices they had seen the soldiers , sailors and airmen use . They carved headphones from wood , and wore them while sitting in fabricated control towers . They waved the landing signals while standing on the runways . They lit signal fires and torches to light up runways and lighthouses . The cultists thought that the foreigners had some special connection to their own ancestors , who were the only beings powerful enough to produce such riches . Eventually the cargo cults petered out . But , from time to time , the term 'Cargo Cult' is invoked as an English language idiom , to mean any group of people who imitate the superficial exterior of a process or system without having any understanding of the underlying substance . Isnt this cult interesting ... ? Every cult or tribe has their own types of music . I wonder how would their's sound like ...