Family Drama

Well , prepare to see a vulgar version of family drama tonight . The stars are ... me , Douglas , grandma , Dad and of course the villian of the film , Jane . But before the show commences , lets look at some commercials or advertisements on my life today .

Woke up early at Julia's chalet , and took a bus home with Fhairil . Some wanted to take breakfast , but there were some who didnt ... so in the end , we all headed home . Thanks to ZhenQiang for bringing us there last night . And thanks to Julia for the wonderful time in her chalet . I definitely needed that break from that concert and all the stress ...

Well , concert is over , so tomorrow's practice is cancelled . Great , and ive informed the Pipa group , thanks to MiYan .

After coming home , i did abit of my own stuff . Then , Mom came in and talked to me about Dad . Well , same old nonsense ... and so i went back and finished up on my own work . Later , SirLiang then sent me the link to his module assessment . He is paying me to do a one minute MIDI for his module assessment . So , since i promised ... i started quick . The criterias are ... as so ... The piece cannot be longer than a minute , and must be at least 20 seconds . The piece cannot use more than 5 different instruments . But instrument changes in a single MIDI track is allowed , and considered only as one instrument . I think the criterias are all very ... restricting . How can somebody compose something so short ? My introduction to the piece would already cover 30 seconds . Well , so i took out some of my old compositions , and arranged it ... added some other parts to it also . I did a total of 2 today ... and SirLiang didnt seem to quite like it . One of them was too dead ... and the other one sounded very familiar , because originality is important . But the reason why so ... is because that my pieces uses simply chord progressions , and my melody are actually often broken arpeggios of the chord itself , thus u know ... it'll sound familiar . And since my melody can sometimes be so catchy , it'll sound like as if im copying some other composer's works . Well , im not ... maybe it has some elements from other pieces , because afterall there are so many compositions , and im sure some motives are used in other pieces as well . Now , im going to work on a few more so that SirLiang can pick which he wants to use . And anyway , he is going to recommend me some other friend's who are taking the module , and if they happen to be as lazy , they could pay me to do their MIDI . Im not being whateva ... i just really need the money to buy my own stuff , because now ... Dad isnt paying and supporting me , and Mom doesnt have quite a job ... so ... u know ...

Guess uve waited for too long . Well , its time for the drama to start ... catch ur popcorn and dun forget ur drinks ... because ... the journey shall begin ...

Douglas called me in the afternoon , and asked if im free to go down to visit Dad together . Well , so since i am ... i went . Grandma came along as well , because afterall , its me and her that Dad wishes to see . Im sure he has many things to say to us ... and sure enough , he does .

When we're there , Dad was playing Mahjong . And its a good sight ... and soon enough , he was feeling kinda tired . So , Jane held him to his bed ... and we all entered the room , and Jane sat there on the bed with Dad . Dad was lying on bed , and we talked about general stuff . After that , he asked me ... whether i'll forgive him . So i requested that i and Dad talk alone ... so after much hesitation , Jane , Douglas and grandma left the room . Douglas told me that after i finish talking to Dad , tell him ... so he will bring grandma in .

Once they leave the room , i held Dad's hands , and he started crying . His eyes went red , and he could barely catch his voice . He told me to forgive him , and since that day ... ive never held any grudges on him , if there is ... its all to blame on Jane , that vixen . Dad told me things about how a Christian should ask for fogiveness and stuff ... but apparently , he still doesnt really know how to . Because its not just about seeking forgiveness from the person , after that ... u should also open up ur ears to listen to the reason why . Forgiveness isnt complete with just a sorry . So , he told me many things about the past , but of course none of which is what i would wanna hear about . He told me things about money ... and why he was greedy for money . Im ur son , i dun wanna hear money and political stuff . What i wanna hear is what u want to say to me , not something which u would wanna say to other people . Well , money to me , is nothing . I told Mom that , and she got angry . Because afterall , im his son , i must fight for something back , and not let that evil bitch get everything . Well , i think money is a sensitive issue , and asking for it doesnt sound that nice . I dun wanna act or put up a front , i just wanna let everything be natural . Acting and putting a mask will always ... be useless ... and i wont even try it , because i detest it . So , while talking ... he was crying and i was busy wiping his tears ... and he continued holding my hand , and told me all the long stories . Well , honestly , im not in interested in that at all . I told him that , but he just said that he wanna clear my misunderstandings . Well , my misunderstandings arent about all that , its about Jane that vixen , and i know she has poisoned ur mind , so its kinda hopeless to talk to u about that . I did try , but then ... he kept telling me stuff about what happened , and why they did this together and stuff . Well , this vixen has some psychological skills .

I called grandma in , and they all came in , Jane knew that Douglas will come in and talk , and she knows that Douglas knows her intentions and stuff , so she kept finding excuses to enter , firstly ... she came in and ask if Dad wanna drink some water . After that , she came in to sit . Then Douglas asked her to go out , she wasnt willing ... till Dad said its fine , she can leave . Then she left hesitantly . Dad cried again , and Douglas almost did too . Then we talked privately for a few minutes , then Jane came in again . This time she sat on the chair behind grandma , and wouldnt leave the room . She wont give us a chance at all to talk to Dad in private . And Douglas asked her to leave , then she started to argue back and said that ... she is his , Dad's , wife and she has the rights and stuff to stay in the room . And Dad obviously is already deeply poisoned , and so he allowed her to stay . And with her in the room , nobody is comfortable to say anything . Well , so since she insisted on staying ... the talk shall go on ... but with something less to talk about . We cant talk about her when she was there ... so , all the time , Dad was explaining himself about the money stuff . Well , its a long story about the money . Dad was in debt , and he needed to clear his debt , so in order to do so ... he has to rent his place out . And so we lived in Jock's place . Remember Jock ? Its Jane's sister . She is really nice , and she gave up her place to let Dad stay , so he could continue renting his apartment out so he can clear his debt . He has so many things he wanna say , and let me know , but he just didnt know how . Again , Dad is a quiet person ... and only through Jane he does everything . Totally like the movie 'Lord of the Rings' , she is the guy with the poisonous tongue , who poisoned the mind of the king of Rohan , who is Dad . During the conversation , Douglas asked whether she would leave and let them talk in private , then she said that ... it'll be weird because we're treating her like stranger and stuff . Well , she just wouldnt leave the room . The drama comes after the conversation ...

When they went out , i talked to Dad again in private . And Jane started to make a scene outside by asking why Douglas wouldnt let her enter the room . Then im not sure what happened , i was inside . Then Dad told me that he just wants me to pop by anytime to see him , dun need to bring anybody else along . Obviously , he didnt wanna see Douglas . The noise outside was getting louder ... and then Jane barged into the room , and she told Dad to see how Douglas is treating her . Well , that was fucking nonsense ! She wouldnt do that to get Dad angry at Douglas , if she really meant him well . Then Dad got super mad and started scolding Douglas and chasing them out of the house . She is a fucking bitch , and slut like those plastic people in school . Douglas was super mad , so he left . He told her not to tell Dad but she insisted and she purposely created a scene there . I couldnt stand it either , so we all left .

Well , Dad is so fucking poisoned by that bitch already . All i can do is to watch him rot , though i can barely refrain myself not to . He is utterly hopeless already . I will not try to help him get into the light and realise what a fucking demon Jane is . Since he is happy with Jane , let him be ... i'll be there for his sake , and just to watch him dig his own grave . Douglas cant be bothered anymore ... he wouldnt fucking care about him anymore . And grandma was cursing that woman , which is that fucking bitch slut Jane , while walking down to the carpark .

Well , she is a vixen , and she's from China . Well , Mom always tell me that people from China are ... very tricky . Well , i can agree ... but definitely not all , ive friends in school and teachers who are really really nice people . But for Jane , she is an utter disgrace . I wish everybody on earth would spit on her face and slap her several times till her face is swollen . Well , thats evil thoughts ... but its only what she deserves . Dad will not die of cancer , he will die because of this evil woman , and grandma agrees .

The problem is yet the closest to u , not the ones u have to face in the future . I can agree ... sometimes ur enemies are yet ur friends . And to that sentence i saw ... its not me drifting apart , its u , with ur bitch mistress .

Jane is ... too much ...

This family drama shall end here . I tried not to be too vulgar ... Well , people outside knows how i am , and its not obviously how i am in my blog . Thats because ... things are different in this media , im more comfortable saying things out here . This is what i really meant , and its all in here .

Anyway , bitch , what are u looking at ? Get lost . Dun come here again , if u happen to keep coming here , with the thirst of looking for something that u might wanna see ... then u will keep finding urself here . If u hate me so , or something , dun come , like i'll never again go over to urs .