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Obviously somebody didnt like my company . Well , wont bother much .

Embarrassment on the bus , firstly ... i drooled then people saw i think , then i closed my eyes shut and pretended to be asleep . Next , i slept ... and i overslept , till the driver had to come down personally and knock hard on the window to wake me up , the bus was already empty , the people at the interchange were looking in . The dumb driver could have just woke me up by tapping me on the shoulder or something , he had this stupid fucked up look and he knocked so bloody hardly against the window , please , im not ur wife , not some kinda animal .

My new haircut recieved many comments . Some asked whether did i cut my hair , obvious enough isit it ? Or if not , then i'm losing hair terribly . Anyway , Samuel and Mark was surprised , they said i look cute and now i look like a boy . Noozli said that i look better with shorter hair . But no matter how , Fairul disagreed , and he told me earlier not to cut my hair before . Well ...

So actually ... talking bad about other people is normal . Well , i learned that just now , while thinking about something . But , if u wanna do it , make sure u dun let the one ur gossiping about hear it .

Aural class was fun , not . Evan was late for class , so the whole class had to wait for her before we start our test . Its not an exam , its actually a test . Well , Yohanna was in a good mood , because she doesnt have to check for homework and stuff , i think . The test was really hard . I think this time , im gonna fail big time . The main reason may be ... because its in minor , and another may be that she went too fast . Her pulse for the first question varied between fast and slow ... and its hard to hear when she went really fast . Anyway , Evan was very late , we started around 20min later . She was waiting for the bus at LittleIndia when we were ready for the test ... So meanwhile , i made some stupid remarks ... just for laughs and stuff ... The test was hard , i said that before ... i know , just wanna make it known . I think im gonna fail , i know i said this too .

After that , practiced alone for awhile , went through the piece i was going to play for performance class , didnt wanna embarrass myself on stage again . Well , i think i kinda lost touch with the Pipa ever since i stopped lessons . Gonna look for YanYu again soon , real soon . Anyway , got tired ... so went for lunch myself , met Christoven at the NasiLemak stall , Charmaine and ShuHan was there too . They left , so i ate alone . After eating , went up to practice again , thats when i met Samuel and Mark in the lift .

Was outside the recital hall , then saw Dedric there . He was signing up the form for the leave application , mine hasnt been done yet . Then YouGuo came . He asked me to join the competition this year , well ... maybe i will , but this year isnt a year for me . Well , things are getting kinda suspicious . Anyway , things has been going my way , the set piece this year was my exam piece last year . For the concerto , i think maybe it'll work out fine , because its not that hard afterall ... like YouGuo said , but its for his standard to say so ... like me saying Anthea's pieces are really easy .

So , i played first . I quickly went on stage , and everybody was surprised . Well , after playing ... The comments werent that bad . Some said that i have this give-away face , meaning ... i let the audience know that i played wrongly . Then MrYeo talked about memorising scores ... again ... After Dedric's piece , we went off for NAC . For SAS today , we had to meet up at NAC so that we can go FortCanning together .

SiHan waited for me , and so we left together , Dedric and YeoYee too , on a cab .

Everybody was there already . So we went up the hill . Everybody was complaining ... because the weather was really hot , not a single cloud in sight . Fairul then started walking like a lady , and it was an ultimate disgust . When we're there , it was really hot and everybody was sweating like pigs . Hunted for the air-con and damn , the place was kinda warm though there were air-cons . The lady talking , is a lecturer in NAFA and she teaches art history , but she looked so different from DrKan . Anyway , she brought us around , and out of the hut into the outdoors . There were some really ugly sculptures , there was this one with some really disgusting green liquid inside . I pretended to dip my finger into it and put it into my mouth , everybody was disgusted . We saw many funny sculptures and there was this white crocodile ... Then as we remembered , HanSaiPor , her artwork was there too . Now , i need to get myself a camera so ... i can take the pictures of her works for extra marks . I know where the other 2 are ... and now i just need a camera ...

We had tutorial straight after , so we took a cab back to school , and surprisingly , it was the same price for the trips . Anyway , tutorial was really boring . DrKan showed us some video , featuring this conductor guy talking about Mozart and abit on Haydn . Well , i think DrKan really doesnt know much about Mozart , and thats why she kinda got through the lectures on Mozart by some really unnecessary stuff , like videos and potraits . Well , she did talked about Mozart's music , but it wasnt as good as how she mentioned about Vivaldi and Haydn . Well , anyway ... Mozart died a poor man , and same goes to Vivaldi , i think . Musicians back then , such prodigies , would die of poverty , strange . Gets me thinking about the social status of musicians , well isit a hidden truth that musicians back then were ... not so prestigious . Well , though many are highly regarded like Bach , but how then did they manage to die of poverty . Vivaldi was trying to sell his compositions before he died , and Mozart died a poor man , but it was because of his illness . Some died a funny death , like Couperin ... ? Who died of his rusty conductor baton ... ? And some had diseases ... like syphilis , a common venereal disease back then . Anyway , i dunno how poor im gonna get , so ... nothing ... just enjoy life as much as anybody would .

Was raped by Fairul and SiHan , once then the second time , plus Andy . Once bitten , twice shy . Well , was a fool to fall for SiHan's tricks . Jeremy was raped once too ... Anyway , had fun . After that , had dinner at NasiLemak . I think the food there isnt quite healthy , or clean . Everytime , i'll end up in the toilet after taking dinner there . Well , the food had been there ... since the afternoon ... so , cant expect them to be quite hygienic .

SiHan was feeling down today , and nothing could help him . Well , i dun really understand whats going on , but cheers . I went to shop around myself , since he didnt wanna come along . After eating , we chatted for awhile , about things he and i wanted to know about .

This 2 Indian girls came into my queue infront of me , and continued chatting . I was ... pissed ... ? So i put my clothings infront of the cashier , and make sure that she knew that i came first . Those Indian girls were ... too much . Well , spent around $38 , inculsive of 20% discount . Im so auntie ... can ?

Tomorrow will be another boring day . Its either i go out alone , or dun at all . Well , let me consider ... meanwhile , let me prepare another movie to watch now . Goodnight people ...

What am i ? Who am i ? Im complicate .