Unreformable Fiasco

Im feeling quite poor these few days . I need money ... and when will it come ...

U could possibly guess how bored i am , by looking at those links ive posted on the tagboard . Well , there's nothing else i could do ... so , must well find some means of entertainment . And i find the dumb videos by MadTV , most entertaining ! Too bad there isnt such things in Singapore ... either that the entertainment industry isnt creative enough , or they focus too much on copying Taiwan's variety shows .

Well , today , i thought maybe i could go school ... but who knows , though im feeling much better ... i still couldnt walk . Mom came home this afternoon ... and she took me as a normal child on normal good days . She kept shouting here and there ... calling me over into the kitchen to help ... and stuff ... Well , Dickshen couldnt shit again . And what to do ? Dun ask me ...

I was hungry ... walked around ... and it took me quite awhile to find anything to eat . Saw the leftovers ... and thought a bite wouldnt harm much . The chicken tasted sour ... and next , the vegetable tasted like dung . Shit , those were ... rotten stuff ... The food tasted horrible , and i quickly washed my mouth with hard duty chemicals .

Tried composing ... now though everything sounds better ... its still too big , and ive to scroll the page like crazy just to fill in those harmony . That sucks ... Anyway , most of the time , i was playing games with Cyril , online . Last night was fun ... ? Anyway , it was funny ... we're joining public games ... but all the games were full , so we had to seek permission from the hosts to allow another slot for either of us . Took us a long time ... After that , he left for Orchard . Too bad i couldnt go ... thanks to my right foot .

Had dinner downstairs . Mom wanted to buy me food , but i thought maybe i should try walking ... And it took me a long time to get to the coffeeshop . Then ... to my surprise , everybody downstairs knows about my leg injury . Think grandma went around spreading the news ... So , the aunties all came over ... and took a look , and asked about my leg . I went to order pohpiahs , then ... its usually self-service . The lady was nice , she told me to sit and she'll bring it over . Think she knows about it too ... There was this auntie who stroke toto , and she won like $2000 . So , she treated me to a drink . And since i couldnt take any cold drinks , i ordered warm Ribena . Grandma was complaining and scolding her for buying me Ribena ... But it tasted really good ... for the fact that ive been drinking tasteless water for the past few days . Actually ... just for 2 days .

Anyway , Chester has been really nice . He bought food for me , and he slept partly on the floor ... so that i could access around easily . Thanks to him ... Another one would be grandma and uncle . He cooked for me , and washed my plates ... grandma too ...

Tonight , i must try to bath properly . For the past 2 days , i had to bath without wetting my right foot . Well , so ... in order to bath , i could only wash my hair at the basin , and wet myself with a wet towel . Well , dun imagine .

Was surfing the net , and noticed that in the blogosphere , the latest and most searched topic is ... Tammy's NYP sex videos . Well , i dunno what to say ... I think people nowadays are either really dirty minded ... or hopelessly desperate . This blogosphere craze surrounding Tammy ... has to stop . Look it in this way ... if it were u in her shoes , how would u feel ? Its good enough that she doesnt commit suicide ... like some other people would . Her reputation has been ruined , thanks to her jealous friend . Well , the story is that a girl , who hates Tammy , stole her cellphone . The cellphone had a video on it of Tammy and her boyfriend having all kinds of sex .
So , the girl who hates Tammy did what any other vixen would do , with such pricesless information , and uploaded the video to the internet . This jealous friend , has to be a slut . Havent seen or heard something quite like this in Singapore , im sure there's a plenty in America and stuff ... But cant really believe that this slut actually did what she'd already done . The German bloggers ... even created this shameful banner of Tammy , and saying ... that she'd already committed suicide . Well , i happen to tumble upon this awful blog . And this blog is all about Tammy , everything about her . But they arent Tammy , so how can they say things like that , making her seem like she's willing to distribute her homemade videos . I've noticed , theres a surge of traffic to that blog , the visitors ... have already gone up to about 30000 plus , more than mine ...

Let me tell u what they've said in this blog . Tammy's boyfriend , or imposter , claimed , in a reply to questions on why creating such a blog and why putting the videos up in there , so he said that ... all he wanted was to be truthful with what he had done , thats why we can see the downloads there . He is not cowardly enough to run away from what he had done . Tammy is still suffering from the shock ... and yes , it was his idea to film it . But it wasnt meant for the public's eyes . After all , ParisHilton has done , and it was her idea to show it to the world . It was just a capture of their , Tammy and her boyfriend's , lovable actions . What is wrong with all Singaporeans ... ? It is despicable to have sex ? The government wants more baby and thats the only way to do it . So why isit despicable ? Then what those eyebrow raisers suggest ? In-vitro fertilisation ? Think , before anybody should speak about them . We live in a small and simple world . All was destroyed by a mere video clips . I just want Tammy to live in peace . I just want to give her comfort and love . Dun harm her anymore . Give them freedom .

Well , i edited this i know ... it was from the blog . Im not sure whether this is really from Tammy's boyfriend , actually ... its making things worse . All ive to say is ... i think ... ur thinking is abit , kinda childish , isnt it ? But , uve made ur point clear . Sorry to all if this doesnt look or sound quite clear to u ... just get the vague idea . Anyway , why sign off with the name 'Tammy's bf' , when actually if ur really sincere with urself ... state ur name ! Anyway , many grammatic errors ... and spelling errors ... Please , do ur corrections , if u get what i mean .

In order for this saga to end , its actually to stop reminding people about this incident , and soon ... things will be over , like a rain through the night . And , please ... pasting the downloads there is ... making things worse . Anyway , i must admit ... Cyril sent me the video before , and i have it somewhere ... but i did not circulate it . Still , i shouldnt have accepted it . But who knows , i didnt know what it was about ... till i read about it . I dun watch or read the news ... i dunno anything nowadays .

This blog supposingly , set up by Tammy's boyfriend , is to help protect her . But ironically , it seems the other way around . So , i think its either this fake person trying to ironically make things worse , or her boyfriend ... is a fucking bastard , a jerk !

Anyway , i saw this ... brokeback mountain lego set . Its dumb !

Surprise for a moment , i think its confirmed that that attention seeking guy isnt Tammy's boyfriend , he just wants some traffic flow . Look , bloggers around who've read this will remember it . And , Blogger itself will keep records , there isnt any running . I wonder , by posting this ... am i sort of like ... an apprentice ? Hope not , with no intentions i have . That blog is really nonsensical ... Well , if Tammy were to be from NAFA , then im sure ... the one behind this would be obvious .