Sleeping Beauty

IM FUCKING PISSED WITH BLOGGER !! AGAIN , I HAVE TO RE-TYPED ALL OF WHAT IVE JUST TYPED !!

I dunno whats the fate between me and computers . My computer at home is officailly down . Hope i'll get a new one soon ... Well , im blogging now at ChengSan CC cafe , under broad daylight . Im feeling kind pissed , but there are people around , so i cannot start slamming pillows and yelling with the top of my voice . Actually , my throat is hurt so bad that i cant even sing high notes , so when i yell , its nothing , almost mute . Now im finding a more comfortable method of typing , because ive typed so much previously , my hands not kinda hurt when i rest in on the edge of the table , kinda hurting ... Anyway ... just to let u guys know , this shall be my last entry , due to certain reasons such as viruses and trojans , my computer at home cannot function normally . My virus protection programmes has defeated their own purposes , they were all deleted off from my desktop by these powerful spywares . These spywares changed my settings , and i cannot change it back . Now it has gotten so much worse , my settings in Windows has changed , trust me , its really worse ... Now im just blogging and sitting beside YinShan and im feeling damn pissed with Blogger ... Hate blogger , SuRong told me that Blogspots do have some problems ... really , i think i believe her now ...

Since its my last entry ... i shall make this short ...

Internet , i'll define it as a place where viruses and dangerous trojans might be hiding from ur sight . Its full of these dangerous ' creatures ' and webs which traps people of their awareness of these dangers . Its not really that fun after all , but after all , its the only thing that has affected life and has created mankind with such convenience with thier work . Internet has proven many things , making life easier , more entertaining and definitely more stressing to many people . It is the key in almost everything that we do ... It is efficient and essential . But i really dun see the need anymore ... all i need is my programmes and my MIDIs ... my life is so much more boring without these ' friends ' .

With modern technology , thriving fashion , advancing science and boundless ends of the internet , humans are crafted into different forms compared to days when our parents were younger . Things are ever growing and never sleeping . Cities that never sleeps , people that are workaholics and markets which rises and falls , all these are results of the former that ive mentioned . Do people in the past uses handphones , computers or lifts and escalators ... ? No they dun , then how did they manage to survive ? If u were to ask some plain janes on the streets of anywhere in Singapore , i dun think they can live without these inventions . Creations which helped made life easier and to make work more efficient has seemed to make life lazier for many . Like dynamites , they were misused for bombing purposes in wars . People now look at time like 20 an hour . People want things fast , faster and faster , they dun like things to go slow or they dun want to relax and lay back for a minute . If a page in the internet takes more than 10 seconds to load , people tend to start tapping their feet . Patience was a virtue , till now i hope it still is . But patience is now harder to master due to reasons such as never ending advances in life . Patience is like an extinct philosphy soon . People who wants to master this virtue might have to take more practice , as life isnt that laid back as how it used to be . Life as taken another toll , another route , a tougher one ...

Now im really kinda laid back , maybe a little bit too much ... Like said before , the only excuse not to practice anything good , or too much , is one thing that i'll call ... reality . So its reality again ... just face it , we have to be how we were ... to struggle for life in this society which is lead into a depriving state .

Life ... a zizz finally out of it ... ? A break from this blogging habit . Actually u guys can just read the previous posts , its all the same ... Its just a repition of daily encounters in different styles . I'll refer is as something ... like ... repeating history ... Actually things just repeat themselves over and over again . U might expect them in different scenarios or cases . Deja-vu ... ? No its not that , its truth and its factual . The only interesting in life is watching these scenes flashing before ur eyes over and over again , without expecting that it'll come so soon ... Like a media which shows the past , dun u think that it might be reflecting the present ? Its just in another form , with some thing more or less replaced with one another . Its a showcase of different encounters under the same theme , its life , its reality . Life seem to just bore me now , more and more , though ive not yet faced many other problems , or many other scenarios ... but i believe , they'll somehow be somewhere of what i might expect . Im not psychic ... though the quiz showed that im 90% ... its crap , just that maybe ive some other sense which people might not possess . I know that they'll be somehow more interesting , but , i dun care about it at all ... its nothing to me ... So , why should i bother to look forward to these problems that i know i'll be facing in the future ... ?

I dun think i can blog any further ... till next time ... Anyway ... its due to reasons such as disturbance . Sharon is disturbing me now ... so damn irritating ... stole me nails and yet dun return ... Nevermind ... I'll blog again when im in some kinda cafes or when im in some LAN shop ... till next time .

A zizz ... ? A break ... ? A catnap . Soon , i'll be awoken by this awe out of this dreamland of mine ...