Vice Versa

Sometimes being nice is not always a good thing for urself . Being bad and evil , being the bad guy sometimes , may do urself and others good . Thats it , ive tolerated enough , no more mister nice guy ... ive been too linient . I should be more demanding ? Or am i too demanding ... ? I dun really dare to say things out myself , or doing things myself , i want somebody to do it for me most of the time ... So , im the mastermind of almost everything i wanna do ...

Retribution , must i repeat it again ? Guess not ... it will come very soon , or it has already happened , its scourge and its venom spreads slowly , even now , maybe . I shall not hiss an evil word about this curse , it will befall unto that miser one day ... very soon , one day . No more mercy will rain on ur head , and no more light will shine from above to guide u , ur retribution is here , and it will never go till u breath ur last . It shall come , one day , like a blink , so sudden , it will just happen , and strike u like a lightning . Retribution , how i fear this dreadful sound , how i shiver at its presence ... But no matter how , i will never outrun its clutches , neither will u . And very soon , i repeat , very soon , it will catch u at ur back . It will scratch ur skin off ur sinful body , and u shall bleed till u die .

Did i just brought u into a state of horror ? I hope not ... because we must always remember that this world is created for the beautiful people around . However , people take advantage and rip its beauty off this very surface we stand on . These people are the one , they are the one destroying our motherland , our mother nature . Nothing can replace her , and nothing will replenish our lost . Just fulfill ur motive here , and that is not to just simply live and survive in this struggling and harsh society , but to leave abit of urself here , so that everyone can remember who u are . Look out the window , there are so many things that remind us of one common thing that we all know , and that is God . Whateva religion ur from , or whether u believe in anything or not , we all know there is one thing that we all believe in common , that is God . God dun exist in human form , or some may believe he do , but i simply believe that God is energy , he is mother nature , the power of all nature and all that creates this world that we dwell in . Nothing else can be compared to mother nature , than the word , God . Because God is mother nature , and mother nature is God . That is a common belief , its the only golden statement that i think we all know .

I just came back from rehearsal at NAFA . Tomorrow there would be a concert on vocal music and orchestra . Im in the choir , and i'll be singing songs by Schubert and another Italian song . I must say that its very nice ... I stayed back to listen to some of the singers , soloist , sing . They are teachers , instructors of our vocal students in NAFA , and they really sing very well , i can say that again . They sang with not only their vocal chord , but with soul . It is all clearly expressed and brought along not only by their pitching , but by their body language . Nancy Yuen was very good , she really expressed her music through not only voice , but body language . Really cant compare this to the vocal students , with their solos in the songs that the chorus will be singing . Throughout the time , i was looking at how Dr.Kan plays the Cello , she was so cool ... so admirable . Funny i must say too ... really funny . I cant wait for tomorrow , it will be so shocking , and so great . The songs that the soloist is going to sing , its so marvellous .