Sunday, January 09, 2005

Findind Water In Rocks

Im so tired today ... so stressed up . The practices are draining my energy ... I feel so weak and jaded after each practices ... To make things worse , im down with a slight flu ... i guess ...

Last night , my computer revived after a month or two . It has been dead , and life at home was really killing . Boredom on the ceilings , ennui on the walls . I cannot escape from its clutches , it got me whereva i go . I need something to do ! How abt a job ...

I told myself once , i'll not be caught in between rocks or hard places . I refer that as something called relationship ... ? I cannot commit myself to something like that ... please ... let me go !


Guess its just another day , just somehow preoccupied ... Im Numb .