Saturday, January 29, 2005

Take The Shackles Off My Feet

Think cousin is using my computer to surf porn again . Did i mention ' again ' ? Think i did ... yes , again , ' again ' . Ive caught him a few times before , ive warned him . Since he wanna lose face , i'll warn him in front of my Mom . Ive got enough of all these problems . Computer infection ... ? I asked someone down to fix the computer . He's Jacky , another cousin ... hes a really nice guy . Quiet and soft spoken ... So now ... ive to rename my 500+ MIDIs . Think about that .

Almost thought that i wont be able to blog today ... well ... luckily there's still Jacky around . Trust me , no more internet for my cousins . Though the other one is fine . So sorry ... one for all , all for one . Ive always belived in that ... ? Do i ? Not really ...

Today was kinda busy . I didnt go to Cheng San CC to help out ... im really tired . Ive gotten another performance ... so packed , and so confusing ... its all not fixed and not really scheduled , really frustrating . I went to Ang Mo Kio Central to look for Sylvester and Stanley . They asked me out for LAN . I asked ChaiXia along . In the end , we went shopping for WeiLiang's clothing , because he couldnt enter any LAN shop with school based shirt . We took quite long ... ? After that , we were literally rotting . We went to every LAN shop , all were booked or packed . So , i suggested Paradiz Centre . I used to play there with Lucien , Jong and gang ... We didnt really know what to play ... we sat quite far from one another ... so ... it wasnt really fun .

Stanley bought a coke , literally drilling a hole in his wallet ... it cost $8 . We sat there ... enjoying the singing and the breeze ... kinda nice . The singers were great ... ? Not bad i must say .

Now im like a glowing splint . Anytime , i might just light up again . Hope that i wont be nettled again . Their really pesky . Irritating ... Well , my tolerance has a limit . They've crossed the line . If Mom really want them to stay , im sorry , but i think ive to leave . Its either they go or i stay ... make sense ? No . They must go . I want back my freedom . Ive lived without it for almost a year now . Its enough . I want back my freedom , again , i want back my freedom .

Fly away ... somewhere else ... not from this troubles , this forsaken land . Free me ...