Thursday, December 22, 2005

Disconnected

I just had the best cab ride ever . The taxi driver was so cute , he is lively and youthful in character though he is already 60 . Well , he asked why i was at the hospital , so i answered . Then he talked about many things , about his wife and even his family ... afterall he was trying to cheer me up , and trust me , it did .

Im very tired now , later ive to go down to Nanyang Poly for rehearsal . Last night , had a heart to heart talk with Tillabong . And i think it was kinda nice ... ? Hope he enjoyed talking to me , and of course , hope that he felt better after talking . Well , sometimes ... i just wonder if im really playing the role of a villain in other's life . I think i am ... because Tillabong said that im a bad guy . So ... that started me thinking for a moment .

Got tricked to watch some VJCO performance by WeiLiang . But , i dun blame him ... its just funny . Firstly , the place itself looked very dull ... and the pieces were kinda ... weird ? I didnt quite liked it , neither did Tillabong . But however , since WeiLiang promised his friend , we should just sit and watch the performance . But afterall it was kinda nice , because at least ive some people i know there ... so we chatted . Clayton then asked why my hair has this style ... Well , i seriously dunno . After growing long hair , and getting lazier and lazier to cut it ... it naturally just bends over and somehow wrap him head up ... funny ... And trust me , im not the type who will purposely do something to my hair ... im too lazy , so just let it be .

Guess yesterday was a sad day for WeiLiang . But no matter how , we should look on the brighter side of everything . What i can say is that ... dun try to do anything silly anymore . Save the time , save the effort and do it for someone else , who deserves it more . Afterall , dun give up the whole forest just for this tree ... and there are many fishes in the ocean ... why the shark ?

When i saw Dad in the hospital , he was feeling much better . He had his normal self back ... he could laugh and talk normally already , but he still couldnt eat . At first , i bought dinner , and i brought it up . Then the Phillipino nurse smiled at me ... then she laughed later because i was searching high and low for Dad . I thought he was discharged , because room 11 was totally empty . Then , she told me that he was transfered to another room . Dad and i joked and we laughed ... and we talked about the Indian man who got discharged already . Opposite Dad's bed is an empty bed . It belonged to a teenager earlier ... he had piles , and the doctors all came to operate on him in the ward itself . He was very funny , Dad said . At night , the bed was empty because the teenger was already discharged , he didnt even stay overnight . So , i used the phone to chat with Tillabong after my handphone battery had gone low . Chatted for quite a while ... and he was very tired ... so we hung up .