Sentosa

I just came home from Sentosa . And im fucking pissed and tired ... not about the trip , but about some other things ... Anyway , then i saw this guy wearing a similar spectacle that ChaiXia bought . Well ... he has the same one , u know ?

Yesterday , many things happened after i blogged . Read properly , from this point on , im blogging based on the feelings of the different events ...

I recieved XueMin's sms . She was right , she's the last person i wanna hear from , because i cant be bothered with her and YanYa's problem . She wanted to talk to me privately ... and she wanted me to arrange a time . But u know ... i live day by day , without a proper schedule , thus i cannot confirm her a time , so i told her to call me at 10am the following day , which is today . My heart felt so heavy when i saw her message , i wanted to slam the phone on the floor . But since she came with a sincere apology , i happily accepted it . In the end , i dunno how , we ended up talking on the phone at 4am , because i couldnt sleep and she couldnt call me at night . She apologised and she explained to me why it was so hard for her to confront me . Well , as i can also see , she is a person with very strong ego , and saying sorry might be the last thing she would do . She is also vindictive in nature ... thus causing these few problems . She claimed that she was the one who started betraying YanYa , and she is all that a bad friend is and totally what a good friend shouldnt be . And she claimed to me that they both somehow made use of one another . I dunno how true that is ... afterall its all one sided . But thats not the point of the call ... The point why she called is to seek my forgiveness . To me , i think Christmas isnt just a time for giving , its also for forgiving ... and so , i didnt actually blame much on her , because the truth hasnt been revealed , so all i can say is ... i forgive her . She admitted that seeking forgiveness from me is the hardest thing , and with one down , it'll be easier for her to face the other people . Well ... i hope u'll be successful . Like ive said ... nobody can put frozen food into a hot pan . Usually it takes time to defrost ... and our relationship with u hasnt been cut off , it has only been frozen . Im sure things will be fine ... Look , to those who think that im dumb out there . Im not ... actually i can see things myself . Trust me , i know whats her intention of calling . But dun think too far ... its only purely out of sincerity , i suppose ? See u in school soon , XueMin .

Before the call , ChaiXia and i were forcing Jasmine to go Sentosa . Which obviously we had fun there today ... Anyway , we managed to force her to come along ... which ive already expected the outcome . We met early at 11am at HabourFront MRT , kinda coincidental that we were in the same train , but different cabin . Then we went to have our breakfast , and i ate the vegetarian stall which i ate a year ago with Raymond , during my English Prelims ... sounds familiar ? Well ... i shall tell u more later ...

When we were there ... the first thing we went straight to Underwater World . Its the ultimate attraction for me ... dunno why . Its just kinda fun there ... though ive already seen the fishes and recognised them . I remembered 2 very interesting Underwater Worlds , or aquariums . One was at HongKong and the other at Japan . Those were magnificant ... ten times better than the one at Sentosa . Anyway , we went to the touchpool , and Jasmine was like afraid to touch the cute little fishes there , not even the starfish . Kinda dumb ... Anyway , i think the pufferfishes that Raymond and i saw last time was better ... and we didnt have so many of this harmless sharks in the touchpool . There were lots of archerfish , and they didnt spit , so kinda boring ... There was this very naughty Malay boy , he literally played with the starfish's life ... Poor little starfish was helpless ... After that , we headed another section which featured fossils . And also the weird rare creatures like ... the nautilus , which is a cephalopod of the Indian and Pacific oceans , having a spiral shell with pale pearly partitions . They were cool ... And there were lungfishes , and seriously , the do have lungs . Then we saw really big gigantic freshwater fishes too ... The new imports were pretty cool , but they've removed some older popular attractions like the weird cuttlefishes . That time , Raymond and i started waving at the cuttlefishes , and they reacted according to our actions , they changed colours and they somehow shrunk their body too ... Its really cute . Anyway , it wasnt there today , it was replaced by some hermitcrabs . There was an exhibit of different crabs ... Then we went to see the angels , the sea angels . Guess what ... i thought it was the angelfish , which i find it rather disgusting ... but no , it was another species , found in the icy cold waters of Antartica ... ? I cant remember ... and they were really small . It was glowing red and they were like ... flying , because of they way they flap their 'wings' . ChaiXia couldnt take a proper picture of it ... because it was kinda hard to focus . Then we went to see some jellyfishes . Though elegant in appearance , who knows how their sting can pierce human skin . And ... some may even kill with poison . But ... Spongebob and Patrick enjoyed catching jellyfishes down there at Bikini Bottom . So ... i guess their pretty fine then . We saw some really big groupers , leopardsharks ... and the black-tip reef sharks reminded me of my trip to Langkawi once . I fed the sharks at the shore , and im in the water ... imagine the sharks swimming around ur legs , waiting for some slices of raw fish . It was freaky ... but kinda fun . Then i also remembered the bannerfish scaring the hell out of me while i was snorkling ... Saw it again today . Then there was Gracie , the dugong , she was sleeping ... very cute .

We were already so tired ... then i kept psychoing them that the Dolphin Lagoon is a total waste of time . And in the end , we really didnt go though it was free ... The other time i went , a year ago with Raymond , it was a total waste of time ... and we got angry with some Indian tourists . To see some dolphins jump ... please , ive seen that a thousand times already ...

We went to the beach and across to the "most southern point of Asia continent" , which is untrue if u see GoogleEarth . Anyway , then i lost my pencil leads there , because we were struggling with a scissors . They wanted to cut my hair ! Evil right ? Well ... because ... i cut both their hair . Jasmine's was the worst ... i cut so much that she couldnt take it anymore ... then while ChaiXia was looking somewhere else , i secretly cut her's ... and she found out .

We ate buffet at Sakae Sushi . Now then i know ... Sakae , their mascot is actually a frog , so actually Sakae means frog ? We ate alot ... and i came up with some magical spells with their menu . Then thats when i started to turn my heart to GuoMeiMei , my heroine , my guardian and my saviour . Anyway if nobody knows who she is ... she is the Singaporean girl who sang the stupid Chinese versions of Dragostea Din Tei , by the Ozone . Its super dumb ... and it created a hell of a joke there . Then ... after eating , we were like so full . I didnt pay them yet , because i only have big notes , like obvious ? So ... they paid for me first .

Walked barefooted on the beach ... then it rained . Washing off the sand is tough ... and i regretted walking barefooted . We went to catch the show at Musical Fountain ... lucky we were there early ... it was so humid after the rain . We wasted a few trips going here and there to find nothing fun ... We waited for an hour plus there in front of the fountain . That place brought me memories ... of both my Mom and my Dad . Last time , my Dad used to bring me to Sentosa , because we only see each other once a week ... so we played hard every week . Mom used to sit with me at the fountain , and we admired the beauty of the water dance , while we talk like how we did last time . Kinda homely to me ... But now , the Musical Fountain has transformed into something different . The show was nice ... the graphics and songs were tough maybe a little lousy ... but its still a good show afterall . Then i kept harassing Jasmine , because the Merlion wants to eat her up as a sacrifice to our godess , GuoMeiMei . It was damn funny ... then the Merlion's eyes were shooting lazer ... looking around , as if its finding Jasmine . Then i made some tribal sounds like those in 'KingKong' .

For those who were curious about me and my English Prelim ... i was at Sentosa on that day , because i played truant . And nobody mentioned about anything ... and it just didnt feel like the exam period . So i skipped my Prelim paper that day ... and i played with Raymond , whom i asked out just a few hours before going to Sentosa . I wanted to go alone , but since he's willing to come along , so ... must well have a company . Thats all ... nothing much actually .

I noticed that i sang non-stop when i was at Sentosa .

When im back , WeiFeng told me that Benedict , u know the Ruan guy , and Jonathan might play for the musical . Im fine with that ... and i just got kinda disgusted and pissed with myself . Well , i wont say much , but Jonathan is a guy who isnt grateful for anything , thats all i can say . And ... u guys know it urself .

Guess today's kinda ... too much to digest ? Tomorrow , i'll be going to NYP practice , in the morning ! I think i feel so dead already ... I hate people who dun reply messages , i think they are ... just hard to connect with .