Abecedarian

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Im home , safe and sound . The first thing i did was ... to rush into the toilet , and took off my clothings , and turned on the shower . Why ? U'll know the adventure later .

Im tearing my towels again . I tore around 3 already . I dunno how i bath , but i just happen to tear towels , including Mom's .

Woke up with an emergency call , and Dorothy was on the phone , telling me that Dad is in a subconscious and subliminal state . I was kinda worried , and she told me that she'll put me on speaker , and wanted me to call out Dad's name to wake him up . So , without hesitation , i did . Dad woke up , and he answered , he told me to come visit him . I feel so guilty , its always me that he's been wanting to see , but yet , its always me that he seldom sees . So , i went into the toilet , and took a bath , and waited for a cab by the afflicted road .

Stupid Malay female pig ! I was waiting for a cab , and i gave it to a lady who was waiting first . And so , after she left ... it was my turn . Who knows ? This fucking Malay woman came out of nowhere , and was some distance infront of me . So , she was waving ... and she ignored my presence . What the fuck ? Fuck u ! I walked towards her with anger , and i swear that i wanted to fuck the hell out of her and rub pork right in her face ! But when i was there , she gave me a look , and she boarded her cab . I was so freaking pissed !

Got there fast , with Raymond's Pipa in my hands . Jane was there , even my auntie , Maria . So , Jane told me to get near ... and call Dad's name and try not to let him sleep . Well , he is not falling into a coma , he is just tired , and waking him up doesnt help at all . What the hell ? Just fucking let him have some rest ! But at that time , i wasnt really sure whats going on , so i called Dad , and he quickly opened his eyes and called my name .

Sister BarbaraTang , the head of the nurses came , and she approached us with a very kind soul . She forced Dad to drink up the 100plus , so that it'll give him energy . Well , Dad's condition is progressing downhill , and he doesnt need much energy , so he shouldnt eat or drink much . Well , the doctor came , and we left the room , while Barbara oriented us and gave us a talk .

Jane was the main focus , and i think Barbara knows what is going on . Her bottomline was actually for Jane to give Dad some privacy and stop disturbing Dad . She got her point , Dad needs rest , which is the best medicine , and Jane kept calling Dad and making sure that he is awake is a sort of disturbance . But Jane was like a mule , she kept pressing on , saying that she is not tired , and she is by his side . Well , Barbara couldnt take it , and she kept making her point more obvious . But , obviously to us , Jane is full of shit . She said that God gave her strength , but i think she got the literal meaning . Strength aint just the physical one to keep going on , but the emotional one that keeps one strong with fortitude . Well , Maria was there , and one word for her , simply ... hysterical . For real or not , we dunno .

Well , when we entered the room , after the long talk , or actually i see it as a tirade , Dad was sleeping soundly , snoring away . Obviously , i think he is enjoying his time sleeping without Jane around . Jane was telling us about the incident or the miracle she experienced in church the other day ... and she said that there was this lady who saw Jesus ... and she asked for healing for Dad . Well ... whateva and whateva , i believe , yes , but Jane , i think ur still quite stubborn , and not willing to accept any criticism . Maria brought us down to eat at the cafe , Amanda and i .

Well , surprisingly , such a small counter , serving so much food . I mean , different varieties too . I ate laksa , and Amanda ate rice , while Maria had some sandwiches . The food was good , not as bad as i thought . We were talking about funfairs and raising funds , because Amanda's school is doing so now . And well , we were also talking about Jane , but Amanda didnt look quite into the topic , so we dropped it .

I went another way , and took cab down to SultanPlaza . Raymond didnt tell me that the shop aint open on Mondays . So , i waited around , and the shop had their lights on , but with the closed sign . So , isit open or not ? Well , i waited for quite a while , so i went to shit . After that , it was still closed . There was this uncle standing outside the shop too ... and so i asked him whether the owner is coming back , and he told me , yes . So , i asked ... how long more ... ? And he gave me her number , so i made a call personally and asked . 5 min , was all i heard . Sure enough , i think its 5 hours ! Joking , but still ... i wasted a bloody hell lot of time there waiting .

The lady finally arrived , and i left the Pipa there at the corner , then i left . Took another cab down to school . This time , its a super friendly cab driver . I think he is my best driver so far ... because he was smiling and polite . He asked about my course in NAFA , and he told me about things in the art scenes . He even told me that the younger generation is dying faster than the older generation . True . Back then , there was this guy who died while sleeping in the cinema with his girlfriend . How amazing ? Anyway , got to school ... and he charged me only $5 , saving a few cents . Well , he said goodbye and he gave me thumbs up . He is so good ...

Everybody was in school , dressed and ready for their exams . Well , for me , its holidays already , and for others , they're still having their exams . How sad ? Anyway , Dedric and WeiHong then met me in the computer lab , and i opened the file . WeiHong's piece is done , and finally , completed . But since its not a paid job , im not going to do anymore . He has to write out the parts himself . For me , i just have to let it go now . YanChong was there too , and he wanted to hear ... so i gave him the ear piece . Well , his comments were negative and kinda unpleasing for my ears . Fine , im only an amateur in composing and arranging . Well , YanChong , i havent seen u doing some extraordinary before .

After that , slacked around in school , and played some games . Watched a movie with Audrey and LeeTung ... Wasted time in school , and after that ... decided to go out to Orchard with SiHan and gang . SengFu was in school , and we went to Orchard ... with no idea of what we're going to do . Lucky , we alighted bus 64 , because it wont head towards Orchard . If we've listened to SiHan and to stay in the bus , we'll be walking a long way back to PlazaSing . So , we went underground ... and wanted to play X-Box , but before heading towards there ... i saw this promotion on this fastfood stall ... called PepperLunch . Its a tiny place , with lots of good looking pictures of hot pans . SiHan and YongRui didnt have enough money , so i paid first . Wheneva u pay something for others , u've to absorb the GST , so irritating right ? No ! Im gonna charge them ! Im evil ! To think of it , Fairul , Evan and Jwen still owe me money ... from the lunch at Jack'sPlace .

The curry tasted horrible . Ironically , the soya garlic sauce tasted so much better . Anyway , SiHan and YongRui ate small mini meals . The food is expensive , but rather nice and unique . Went to walk about ... and into the arcade . SiHan was watching this game , where people place cards on the machine ... and stuff ... Well , things are getting interesting in the arcades . But , its not my field , and i dun like to play there ... so , i dunno about all the games .

Managed to persuade them to go hospital to visit Dad with me . All of them came along ... Before that , we were playing the same old games on the bus . Got there , and didnt feel quite comfortable with them coming into the room . Well , they didnt want to , but idiotic Jane told them to go in . But of course , its nothing wrong , in fact , maybe Dad might be happy . But who knows , she started her acting again ... the snake charmer's music through her voice . I was rather disgusted ... but well , if Dad is happy , so be it . Dorothy was there too ... and honestly , she is helping much , but truthfully , i think she is a rather sinful Christian . Mom told me about her before , and ive witnessed things before . She is wrong , and she is a mistake by herself . She doesnt practice what she preach , and she is a bad Christian . Though ive no rights , but , ive to say this out . So , Dorothy , learn more from ur husband , Yong .

Left the place after getting a drink from downstairs , and getting back . They were sitting around in the waiting area from the main building , opposite the hospice . So , i went there , and found them rotting and watching TV . Well , thanks and sorry , for dragging them to the hospital . But after that , its the best part of the night .

We went for a hike ! Went over the MacRichieReservoir . That backlog was dark , and nothing could be seen . First , we were crossing the road , because i didnt wanna cross the bridge . So , i ran first ... across the wide road , and it was dangerous . Next , saw YongRui running across another road , followed by SiHan and SengFu later . Went into the mosquito feeding ground ... and got sucked dry .

It was dark ... and we were at the end of the road , and next , its a path leading into the darkness . The road was made up of rocks and soil . So , we went forward ... and got deeper and deeper . Almost like in the movies , where people get lost in the forest and next , they die somehow . Reminds me of stories from the TV about people killed in MacRichieReservoir ... and people lost , or raped . YongRui was so nervous and frightened that he kept holding our bags and sleeves . I was holding SiHan's and SengFu's at first ... well , we went on , while only YongRui was crying to head back .

Anyway , i just ate some noodles and now Dickshen is sleeping on my bed , drinking milk . If any is spilt , thats it , out he goes .

Sorry , distracted . Anyway , we were walking out of the reservoir , and hoping that we see no ghost . Well , everybody has this idea of a woman in white , without legs , and long black hair ... maybe sometimes green or red eyes . Its this imagination that creates the illusion we see ... as we try to match anything that figures out this image in our head . So , everybody says the same thing ... and how often do u actually find a ghost wearing the same thing everywhere ? We were walking ... and we saw many figures by the trees or the shades . We were talking about ghosts ... and haunted places . Well , kinda at the right moment right ? So , we thought ... we must bring some of our friends there too if we make it .

So , as u can see ... or tell , we made it . We were running out to the lights of the lamps . When we're out , we were breathing air , and kissing the ground . Now , we see life as more precious as anyone else ... and definitely we'll treasure it more ! This sounds stupid , and i bet it is . Next , maybe we'll bring people like Jwen along ... Looking forward to that fun day .

Took bus 853 with YongRui . We were listening to some music in his iPod , but there was so little ... Brought him around my vicinity , and near my home , so he could take bus 76 home .

Quite an experience today . My virgin , maiden , my first .