Saturday, October 29, 2005

Not Fit For A Muscian

Indeed a serenade to my death . The concert is finally over , and the tickets were selling badly . So i could sit and watch the concert for free after singing . Well , i must say that i think "Serenade To Music" is the best programme , but too bad that the soloists were alittle not prepared . Anyway , i think the pianist for Beethoven's Piano Concerto is really pervertic . Young talents indeed ... i wonder if they are really young talents or , their skills and talents are forced out of them . They can only play one piece of music well ? Im not sure ... still discovering ...

After the concert , i went for dinner with Mark and the others , with James too . We ate at JalanKayu , the RotiPrata . I think its not bad , but i ate some stupid fried sotong , which cost me $10 . Then plus some tasteless iced milo which cost $3 , because i drank 2 cups . Anyway , didnt feel like going home after eating , so we went to waste time somewhere . For Mark , he has to go home to sleep , because he has his grade 5 Theory exam tomorrow at SCH . Why such a dreadful place like SCH ... ? I dunno ... We chatted alot under Jame's block , somewhere at the multi-purpose area . Talked alot , and i dun think its convenient to list them here ... so , just keep it in ur hearts .

Now i think i know what is the difference and similarities with Chinese and Western instrumentalists . Actually there isnt much . We cannot compare who is stronger in Harmony or Theory ... because i think we are equivalent in some way . We are not much weaker than Western instrumentalists ... I think music is music , there is no reason why some music should be discriminated . And this goes out to the Pianist im talking about , and some other musicians in NAFA . Well , i appreciate those who understands abit of Chinese music , and those who respects music more than its shallow understanding of instruments . Like racists , there wouldnt be any difference that separates them from the formal . I wouldnt wanna say who , because this person doesnt really directly insulted me before . Anway , i think i mentioned this person in my blog before ... maybe those who'd read before will know . I hate this person's attitude . Ur just not fit for being a musician , who discriminates other forms and types of music . I think ur just called a Pianist , and not a Musician .

Jovan doesnt seem the guy he is . Another hopeless romantic ... Why are all guys like that ? Maybe not all ... but i think i share the same heart as Jovan . Pathetic movement of our crisis ... but im over with , he is still slowly swimming in his life of misery . Anyway , Jovan , dun smoke , its bad for u . Same goes for my Mom !

Im shocked and surprised . So many people came to my blog ... really shocking . Anyway , im glad those who came to see are those who are sincere about reading instead of some people , i shant say who , who comes here just to pick out for mistakes ... and worst , the one who comes here to find faults with me . Well , i wont welcome such a miser . Get lost ... How thicked-skinned to stay even when i chased u off ... ur such an embarrassment to ur friends . And i think ur just a pathetic creature thats why i called u along the previous time at Takashimaya . Poor dog , let me pat u to sleep ...