Monday, November 21, 2005

I Shall End Ur Misery

Well , i just read something about somebody's private conversation . Look , i dun wanna mention anything here to dirty and downgrade my blog . I just wanna save everything up so that i can ask it in ur dirty face personally . Well , even if ur trying ur best to avoid meeting us , u wont be able to hide from us on term 2 . So blonde , just come out and have a friendly heart to heart talk with us . To clarify things and clear ur suspicion . Its useless shielding urself from suspicion anymore , because ur proving urself guilty everyday with every single word u say and everything that u do . Though how obvious that ur the culprit behind everything , we still think its necessary to give u back ur innocence . If u want to establish that trust within a circle , u first need to be honest with urself . Since u dun , and its so clear that uve been hiding behind that nimbus cloud all along ... So , please dun suspect others and blame them for not trusting u . Its obvious nobody is ... So , dun spoil other's relationships because u cannot save ur own's . Stop saying bad things about other people like YanYa ... its drowning urself deeper into the sand . U know , its impossible to come out from the quicksand unless the wind blows really hard . That may even take a century . Think smart ... better gather all ur evidence and excuses , dating back from my horror smses to the latest stuff uve done . Its not all about now u know , there is still my ordeal which ive not forgotten , if u cannot remember . All odds go against u , thats all ive to say . So , please come out for a talk with us ... if u dare !

Well , im really hot now . Im never mad , seldom actually . If any of my friends remember , im a very cheerful person , but when my temper comes , its impossible to dodge away from it . Well , Jonathan sure do remember . My cousin , Timothy , sure do remember too ... So far , only them , ive showered my little temper upon . And very soon , i believe it'll be someone else .

I dun find myself a funny person , maybe like Sean Scott William . Only sometimes i'll laugh really hard and break into tears when i find myself funny , usually when i say something which i might think its really really funny , yet others may not . Usually on normal days , when i say anything i dun even find funny , it may tickle other's bones . Well , its not my intention to be humourous , its just how i am . I think upon every word u say , and i play with it . Playful maybe ... ?

Well , today's blog is totally dedicated to XueMin alone i guess , because i didnt go out , and ive nothing to think about . Well , its obvious what everyone is doing , and how everyone thinks . But , its even obvious to urself that u know what u did and what uve done , be it by YanYa or u . Anyway , im not putting a death sentence to ur days in NAFA ... come on , we are friends after all . The only reason why i want myself to get so involved in this is because the ones ur hurting are my friends . And partly , because im still not very happy because i havent expose this horror girl who obviously stopped her messages after YanYa and i reported to Oscar . And i believe such coincidence dun happen like that ... only u know that we went to see Oscar ... and why did the smses stop ? No , i shant say more ... U think this is ur essay questions ? No im sorry , it'll be ur unseen poetry . And ive usually got a whole set of strategies for unseen poetry questions ... it'll see whether u know how to apply ur formulaes uve mastered all these years of trouble . Lets see what else u can do ...

Well since nobody has ever mentioned ur name in their blogs , only some obvious nicks which fingers to u . Im the first i guess ...