The Player

The lights all went out on me .

Well , today was interesting for sure . We just came back from a dinner at some Indian restaurant . We ate a total of $46.50 . Weird how expensive can some simple plain nuuns be . Anyway , we played a prank on SiHan , who came later because he had practice . First , we had to tell him how to travel here ... then we were pointing directions through the phone . Its kinda hard , and i think u understand . After that , we played a trick on him , that we had no money to pay for the bill . He actually fell for it ... he ordered 2 nuuns somemore . We ate , and while we were busy acting and stuff . I pretended to call people that i dunno ... and ask them whether they could lend us money . In the end , we insisted that he call somebody . In the end of everything , he got scolded by his Mom . After that , i paid $50 . He was shocked , and at that moment , he knew he was busted . He was laughing all the way ... and i think he wouldnt be that dumb , he suspected something all along .

Today started off early . I slept very early yesterday ... i woke up early , about 11 am . Surprising ? And i went to eat at Baba's , with my uncle . He just gave me a very big birthday present . Im very happy . I dun like gifts , like clothings , instead i prefer money , or best , CDs . Now im kinda worried about Wednesday . I dunno really what'll happen . I dun want any celebrations , im not trying to play some mind games . And im serious , that its dreadful .

I gave WeiFeng this topic to work on in his blog , and its 'Love' . It seems that he couldnt come up with anything . Well , then let me show u some wonders to how i blog . First , i come up with stupid ideas ... then secondly , i expand them ... ? Usually i type without thinking it through . I type what i think , and i'll think what i'll type . Whenva i read it again , if it doesnt make any sense , then i'll delete it ... Well , WeiFeng's blog is the first ive seen , in Chinese ! Its damn hard to read ... because im not very good with my Chinese .

Yesterday i found a dead cockroach in my shoe , lucky i saw some weird thing before i wore it . Well , thats yesterday , and so its gone .

Love falls on any of us . In forms of a person ? Or in a form of a feeling ? I dunno which , but when love itself gets u , theres no running away . Sometimes , it might confuse u with crushes . I believe there arent any love at first sight . Its rubbish ... i believe that love needs to be brewed over nights . However so , a relationship will start either naturally or with love at first sight . From then on , spending time together , after learning one another , then love can grow . Its like a seed , which need to be watered with time spent . And it definitely need time to grow . Short marriages occur when people dun get to learn each other well enough . Usually in young couples ... why hasty ? Take ur time , ur still young afterall . But afterall , we only have a life span here ... and its impossible to find the true love just like that . Nothing in this world is made easy for u , so ... hunt for it urself . I said , 'Hunt' , not 'Haunt' . So dun be dumb and haunt somebody . That's selling urself away already ... like somebody .

Life is my obstacle . Everything is made tough ... Well , im not that strong bulky man u know . Im just a little boy ... and how much can a boy do ? A boy is fickly minded , and yet determined at times . But however so , im still a childish boy who yearns to play with his little toys ... Indeed , im a player ... i play , maybe a little too much . Think about it ... theres more to it .

Lights went off on me ? What i meant was actually that ... when the lift door opened , the lights immediately went off . So , i was kinda gloomy suddenly . I think life is very literature-based . Every single thing means a thousand meanings . Like LOTR , which i think is really more than what it seems in the cinema . I love it ... it makes me think , usually about how to potray meanings in pictures , or how to convey them in personified objects . Maybe thats what Art in ACS has brought me into ... A confusing mixture of thoughts . I'll call it Rojak .

A cooker cooks and a joker naturally jokes . But what does a blogger do ? Does it only blog ? If people blog , does that make everyone a blogger ?

Im caught with flu now . And no , i dun think its from u , Fhairil . Ive been feeling sick since today morning . Im always sick wheneva an ocassion is nearing . And it'll be worse on that day itself ... it has been like that since i was born . Its normal isnt it ?