Regurgitation

Everybody had the wrong idea about my previous post , about mood for love . Well , let me elaborate more ... its not the thought about finding someone to love , or neither isit that i have a secret lover . Please , read again if u wish , and please search inside that box of feelings that u have , and find the appropriate one to suit what ive mentioned . Its the lovely feeling that im refering to ... u know , like sometimes things just feel romantic ... ive no idea how to explain it , but i'll refer it as the mood for love .

Before i forget , ive forgotten to blog about that day at Marche with SiHan , Jwen and Evan . I bought this stir-fried vegetables , which cost $6.20 if i pick my choices with a small plate . Therefore , using my auntie instincts , i stacked folds and folds of mountains . And its so much that we spent a total of at least 5 min to pick our vegetables . And we took a picture with it ... then the lady at the counter said its so embarrassing and yet we took a picture ... really funny . Anyway , its cheap ... for the amount we took .

Today i stayed at home . Woke up at around 5 pm , and noticed that YongRui went to send Evan off at the airport . I was late already ... anyway i couldnt possibly rush there in time . So , i stayed home and played . Should go to school today actually ... to practice , but its kinda late already , nothing could be done . HuiMin is very hardworking , she practiced in NAFA almost everyday . Very diligent ? I think she is determined , and she can really practice a whole day . For me , i'll kinda get distracted ... yesterday we watched "Sky High" at the computer lab . Audrey brought the pirated DVD back from Malaysia . Its so dangerous and to think of it , she took the train , maybe thats different .

Anyway , the downpour im refering to wasnt about literally the rain . Its about this incident that happened , and this little war we are having . However so , i think its kinda too late , now what we can do is to wait for the rainbow to show again , hopefully not over another heavy rain . This time , it might be snow , not beautiful as how it sounds , might be in the form of a hail ?

Some people changed the skin of their blog . I dun think i wanna change , but im afraid this stupid boring skin might bore everyone who comes . And moreover , i think its kinda old-fashioned . But who cares about fashion ... i dun ...

There are always people around to put u down . To others , u might be one of them urself , but to urself , there are always others . This is life , all about challenges . The fittest shall survive isnt it ? Well , its obvious , judging from how i look already , im not even fit . So , life isnt for me either ... Well , in a challenge , there are sure losers and winners . Well , im created here to play as a loser to the winnder's life . Kinda sad dun u think so ? Im just a nobody , playing a small part in somebody's life . So like ive wondered over and over again ... let me refresh this question again ... Am i the protagonist of my life ?