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Well , young ignorant and ever so immatured . Had a conversation with YanJun , because she indirectly scolded me in her nick , so i approached her . Well , im not sexist , and i dun believe in a guy should do this and that ... and i dun think guys cannot hit a woman , i believe all is equal , thus there's no need to mention things like if a guy doesnt approach somebody , then he is not a real man . I find that dumb ... and im sure many do . If a girl has certain advantages , and if she can cry and seek sympathy in this manner , i dun think there is any need to talk at all , well i hope thats ur normal YanJun , right ? Anyway , i questioned her like how i questioned XueMin last time . Sometimes u have to think , why ur always in such predicaments , like having problems with other people , maybe the problem lies within urself ... So far , ive had no problems with anybody , its usually what they do which affects how others think . YanJun's name is already dirtied enough , even before i knew her ... from Mike , people outside and friends ... And it seems that its the truth afterall , it'll all slowly reveal itself ... ? Yesterday's conversation was heading aimlessly towards nowhere , like bleak . Her excuses to every questioning , is a long tirade how childish i am , and her reasons for not answering were excuses because she couldnt answer them . Well , she might not agree with what ive said . Well , think about this YanJun , im doing what uve done before . Not like ive not read ur blog before , and im sure HuiMin read it too already . Dun care how i got the password , it doesnt matter ... It was like a headshot , pointing towards us that we are "one-faced" people ... ? If nobody believes what im saying , ask me for the conversation , ive got it saved , and i think it'll amuse u more than it amused her , as she claimed . Well , hope we can settle this on Sunday then . Meanwhile ... u better prepare some excuses or go change some evidence , and please dun pull others into the water , i know who else did it , and somebody already admitted it and apologised . Well ... its time u do the same , afterall u know what uve done best . If u think ive done something wrong , tell me , i can clarify myself , because i know i havent . And since i know what uve done wrong , i will tell u , then u clarify it with me then ... sounds fair ? And one more thing ... ive done nothing wrong , so if u wanna block me on MSN or anything else , go ahead .

But of course , other than YanJun , there is WeiLiang , and for that he had already apologised . But im still mad ... but he is forgiven , because he admitted after reading my blog . But for YanJun's case , immaturity responded with some irresponsible acts . So ... i shall see ...

And not forgetting this part . YanJun said she'll go heaven and she'll go somewhere really far up , and she's sure im wont get any nearer to her , because she is somehow 'holy-ier' ... ? Anyway , i wonder what type of people who says all these goes heaven ... And thanks for praying for my sins , and sorry i wont pray for urs , do it urself .

Ur right , im 17 and im childish . Thanks for the reminder , and i admit , well do u ... ? If there's anything u can do to help , please let me know . Im someone with low intellects and i like to flip my old dusty dictionaries to check for profound words , like what YanJun said ... Well , maybe ur right . In fact , ur 100% right , i dun wanna disappoint how u think of ur own IQ . So ... if u can help me , as a poor needy person , please let me know , i'll willingly accept ur offer . Thanks YanJun ...

My soles are bruised , and my stomach is bloated . I spent $33.50 on food today , and did i not mention ... its good food ! My day was spent with Samuel and Fairul . And we had fun ... Firstly , i met Fairul at The Heerens , then i couldnt avoid the temptation in HMV . It was a clearing sale , thus some CDs were selling extremely cheap . So ... i went there to have an eye candy , only to find myself picking up one by one ... then i managed to persuade myself to buy only one . After which , i went to buy something for somebody . Then Fairul and i sat around and waited for Samuel , he was late ... Then , to our surprise , we saw Jovan and his 'girlfriend' , Jasmine . Then we talked and we teased each other ... Jovan was hanging around , applying for some job , some retail business thingi ... ? Then we were all talking about school and how much better the school is without him ... and we laughed . Jovan seemed to be happy and ... well ... Then we met up with Samuel after Jovan left . Then we went to eat at some Veitnamese restaurant , i brought them there . If it sounds familiar , its the same one ive brought some of my friends too before . And the food there was like ... normal , but the place was like ... empty , i had to go in and ask whether they are open . We ate like ... one fish and chips then one more beef noodle , each . Fairul only ate fish and chips ... The soft drinks were on free flow ... kinda cool . After eating ... Samuel and i didnt feel quite full , we thought maybe we can land our asses in Hard Rock Cafe , for some desserts ... In the end , we ended up eating more and more ... The music there was great , the first song we heard was ... this song by James Blunt , kinda nice . The singer has this unique own style , and i would say its kinda weird though how he sang , but he sounded great , and sure goes for the 2 girls . Fairul then saw Randell there ... and he couldnt get his eyes off him . Samuel and i ordered fried calamari , then we ordered each a thick shake , plus some homemade nachos ... When it came , trust me , u would already feel like vomitting . The calamari was fine ... kinda little , just nice actually . Then when the nachos came , it was earthquake size . I dun think anyone of us could've finished it even without ordering the calamari and stuff ... The thick shake was indeed thick ... The nachos were worth the money , but not worth to finish , because it'll cost me another few pounds . We had a good time listening to the music , had some hard laughs ... and sure had a hard time finishing up the nachos . In the end , when we foot the bill , we havent even finished half of the nachos . We left it there ... attempting to bring it back home too ... but we didnt . We took a bus home , and in the bus , i couldnt sit straight , because i was too full ...

Saw some idol reality show on TVMobile . I think this kinda programmes on the TV , by Singapore , sucks ... Its not as good as Taiwan's or America's . Somehow , it shows a mixture of both , but yet it doesnt fit the criteria as one ... I think maybe its time to revise how a variety show should work . Attend some courses in Taiwan please ... ? Look at RuHua , our favourites , its like so hot on the TV ... look at others like The Amazing Race and stuff ... its like so grand ... ? Look at Singapore's , the make-over TV show is like ... the most some slimming centres ... and the races were like the furthest , Sentosa ... ?

Anyway , im now damn full ... and my foot are hurting . Bought this white shoes this afternoon , after practice . Then i threw away the smelly black slippers ... Today was the first day for the NAFA access-course people . And i think this year , they have a good batch of Chinese Instrumentalists ... Anthea is playing Pipa , and QingLun on the Dizi . I took a cab with him to practice for the musical after i bought my shoes . QingLun is nice in nature ... and very friendly , not abit harmful in anyway ... honest and generous . The rest were fine ... and i think its fun . And there was this guy who couldnt sing ... and he is called Edric , a trumpet player . He was like totally out of tune today ... very funny though , but he was very friendly and sociable in nature . Nice people i met today ...

Anyway , my cousin just came home today , Chester . He left for somewhere a while ago ... like a month or more ... Then today he came back , i somehow got used to his absence . And now ... think i'll lack a bit of privacy ... but its fine . He's kinda handy around ... nice cousin .

Hope its fine , and i hope it'll work out my way . Im not being selfish ... but im kinda selfless already . Ive given quite a little ... i hope it'll be appreciated .

Good day eating with Samuel and Fairul , again . And i think we will go there again , right guys ?

Its time sleepyhead wakes up from his dreamland . No more sleeping please ! And come out and play ... lifeless ! Come on ...