In Me

Back to those days ... when YiChun was around . I dunno why , i think somehow , everyone around reminds me of people i hate . Firstly , there was this dunno who , then next another one , now , another dunno who . Well , i dunno who , really ...

Im so evil . Played with many people ...

Anyway , asked Jwen , Jasmine and ChaiXia to try some link . And they response was ... they were scared . Please , i cant blame them for that i scared them too often . Well , weak heart ... and lily-livered .

After yesterday's steamboat , i think ive grown a little bigger . The truth is that ... ive grown fatter alot . Failure of the campaign ... it must be successful this time .

Had meeting early in the morning . Met up with the members and we sat outside the cafe , had some discussions . And good thing , the TanBo memebers were quite rather willing to help out in the performances . Now the problem is YapBen , wondering whether is he really coming ... because his attendance has been very poor . Anyway , brought YongRui there today , and poor thing , he had to sightread , because we were having combine practices already , no more sectionals . Think he had ... fun ... ? To think of it , Chinese music isnt what everybody has expected before , and its not so much similar to Western . MiYan knows him ... and he knows MiYan ... amazing . What a small world ?

Not enough music stands ... so had to share .

I played quite badly , i admit .

After everything , WeiLiang and i dug out some photos for the little project that WeiLiang is working on , its for the concert . And i told him to send me some ... because it has me inside . Then after that ... we ate at Breeks , didnt join them at Astar . I was willing to go Breeks , though only the 2 of us . We ate quite a lot ... trust me , its worth the money .

So now , ive confirmed my seat to Australia . We're going to compete for some international music competition , its so exciting . And its not like any performer can step into Sydney's Opera House . Well ... this time , we're invited . Good thing ...

WeiLiang was eating with some manners for a while , he was using his forks ... spoon ... knife ... Then , suddenly , his hands . Well , its fine ... not like as if i dun , but its funny . Sometimes people are shy on the table , because of the way they eat , and they know . Like me , i know im clumsy .

Next week is Chinese New Year , meaning ... there isnt any practice , neither will there be school . So fun , so exciting ... and im so looking forward . But i think ... i'll be spending my nights performing somewhere ... wonder where ... and how much i'll earn .

I hate it when people has to go home straight away . I prefer it when people stay out till late in the night ... like say ... 9pm at least . Tillabong , WeiLiang , XiuHua ... all the early birds . They go home after practices , kinda piss me off ... Ive bad character , i know .

Look , weekdays are enough for anyone to study . Weekends are meant for u guys to come out and play , to rest away from all the books ... all the stress at home . Thats why , i never liked to return home early after practices . Well , i think ... nevermind .

ChaiXia went to meet her friends for project , so no problem . Anyway , ive been so busy , i dunno why ...

People ask stupid questions .

I fell asleep on the bus home from AngMoKio Central ... and it seemed so long . Anyway , it rained so heavily , i think i couldve melted under it if i were to stand there for awhile . I love the rain ... but i wasnt dressed properly ... or else , i would run under it and go for a rain walk ...

After the rain , a rainbow will show itself in the clearness of the blue sky . And i hope ... mine will come .

I guess ... im still the same afterall . Its still in me ...