Monday, January 16, 2006

Still

Blogging in school now , isnt it weird ? Blogging in school is actually kinda dangerous , isnt it ? Because ... the school computer takes a very long time to load something , and what happens is ... it'll show some error page after a long while . Now , im taking the risk ... lets hope that this will be posted sucessfully .

Performances are finally over , got a few more ahead . This time , its for real money ... The 'KungFu Tale' musical was kinda exciting somehow , because now its over , we kinda missed the 'good' show . Impromptus .. and trust me , it didnt really sound premeditated , its really ... like dumb , and the lines doesnt match the tone they normally speak in . All the eye candies ... and all the cute little children ... and the cheesy lines ... ShiShanYi's stupid moves ... and the super humorous fat guy ... Well , all is gone .

Today , is already Monday , but i'll blog about Sunday .

Had a talk with YanJun in CSCO . Well , she was loud , thats all . No matter how loud , the words arent loud enough . At least now , everything has come to an end , i assume ... Never hope too much , neither should one assume things , if so , one is gullible and naive to his or her own thoughts . Well ... thats all ive to say , and sorry to WeiLiang for somehow ... getting him embarrassed . Thanks to YiLeng for that little talk we had ... and some for understanding .

How can i forget YanHao . He is really a nice guy , who has the responsibilty and initiative for anything . Yesterday , he took the MRT with me to Outram , though he could take another train . Well , good thing that there's such people in MDC ...

Just had rehearsal with Laurence , and it was fine . Felt so bad , but im lazy to excuse myself , just because of my problems .

Dad is having his brain surgery by now . And im sure he asked for an angel to be by his side in the operating theatre . Too bad i dunno whether i can apply leave from Adams . Like ive said ... i think talking to him is like talking sense to a block of wood sometimes . Firstly , wood isnt really living . Secondly , nothing . No matter how , ive to get down to the hospital , so when he wakes up , he'll see me by his side ...

But i dun wanna miss class like last time , then end up repeating a stupid module . Life is tough when nobody knows anything .

Lisa just sent me a message regarding my Dad , and she is offering help . So grateful and thankful for their concern . Thanks , but i dun really need any help for now .

Im feeling kinda blue now , like always , just that i havent been wearing blue so much these days . But now , im moody , and im feeling down . Down with flu probably ...

To that somebody , at least now ive said things out ... i feel so much better !

Still ... still ... still ...