Monday, November 06, 2006

Her Number

And the 24 elders who sat before God on their thrones fell on their faces and worshipped God. Then, the temple of God was opened in heaven, and the ark of his convenant was seen in his temple. There were lightnings, noises, thunderings and earthquakes. And those were the great signs, and true enough, it all happened today when we didnt get to see XueMin in school. Im utterly disappointed, but... surprisingly, there was one girl who resembled her greatly. I wonder who is the pretty woman walking down the street? And... what is her name?

Everybody was standing outside the theatre, chatting and orienting themselves to their classmates. All the old faces with fresh new haircuts and the new faces, with also some fresh new names! Well, tood bad... SiHan wasnt there to meet his new schoolmate, and probably section mate too. Anyway, she is ugly... dun bother.

Its obvious and simple to hack into this stupid password script. Thanks to LuHeng for showing me how, and because of that, ive removed the archive. I really do not wish to have anymore of those irritating readers. Totally not welcomed here! Like totally dude.


DongXiao said that ive grown fatter. Sebestian told me ive lost weight. Im so confused now, im going to see a psychologist tomorrow to ask her about it. Then, i saw Fairul, and i have so many things to tell him... but didnt get the chance to. He might be calling me later.

Let me see... today, i get to see new faces like JunRu and Jonathan. Actually not, he'd long been expired in my memory. I got to know Jonathan like 3 years ago. As for JunRu, i somehow have this wierd recollection of him, which nobody can justify whether its true or not. I remembered seeing him when i was in SYCO, like 3 years ago. He was the principal ErHu right? No?

Chinese ensemble was boring. However, i got new company. Jonathan is playing the Ruan with me. But, im sitting outside because ive got this huge box and this chunk of items with me, i hope he doesnt misunderstand me about sitting outside and stuff... its totally childish if he should to. Well, he wouldnt. Well, MrYeo bought a LiuQin! Great, a monster like me is going to play the LiuQin! It'll be freaking funny i tell u. It all happened before, 5 years ago, back in ACS. LiuYan didnt allow me to play the LiuQin because i was too big for it. Its this tiny instrument, high pitched. Remember? ZhangLi, this LiuQin player, came for a recital earlier this year, and she played the thingi very well. Rings a bell? Imagine me, a monster, playing that tiny thing. Its almost disgusting to the eyes. Everyone was in a good mood, and i hope that stays on. MrYeo gave out the exam results, which we already knew, with the comment slips. Mine was kinda alright. Adams wrote that i played with good spirit and confidence. Back then, DrGoh said that i played my piece musically. I wonder what i'll get next year...

After the ensemble, i passed the quintet score to Jonathan. So, i took the chance to break free and took a cab towards home. I went over to the school, where im teaching, and signed my application form and to sign this payment slip. I dunno how much im getting, but well... i told them to change the time to Tuesday, because i wont be free on Monday. But well, i dun think they can, so... i'll be teaching for only 2 hours, instead of the usual 3 hours like the rest of the instructors. Including the cab fare, i think its still worth it, because i stay so freaking near. But, i forgot to go over to TP for rehearsal. How can i forget? Maybe ive unconsciously forgotten about those of less importance. Anyway, i was teaching this group of student. I think what others told me might be right, students there have a bad attitude. But well, im going to be harsh after i get my contract done. Moreover, i think im going to flare up at some students soon, because they are totally hopeless and wasting my time. There were those who has shown great improvement since i taught them till now. They can play semiquavers! Come on, imagine, they are not musically trained. So, im quite proud of myself just like DrGoh when he taught us his arrangement today. I tell u, its hard... but nice.

Anyway, Jasmine, im quite tired of TP practices, because everybody there has no enthusiasm in what they're doing. Firstly, the ErHu section doesnt bother to be in tune. The GuZheng doesnt come that often, and for the cherry part, he doesnt even practice his parts. The DoubleBass is poor, and she should think for the ensemble. I think everybody is putting in effort, especially me. Im joking! I mean JiaZhen. Look at her, she's busy with her Cello and yet... she has to take care of all the administrative crap. The ZhongHu has always an excuse to cover for his mistakes. For me, i just cant be bothered with an ensemble that doesnt help itself. I dun see the need to work so hard for an ensemble like that. Anyway, im stressed up myself with my own business. Ive not enough time for anything else. So, goodluck to everybody!

I feel good. Because, i dun have to worry people reading my blog and criticising about my art.


Here is wisdom. Let her who has understanding calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man. Her number is 666. I stood on the sand of the sea, and i saw a beast rising up out of the sea. Having 7 heads and 10 horns, and on her horns, 10 crowns, and on her head, a blasphemous name, probably... like 'Queen'. See, the signs are right! I saw her rising out as DrGoh calls for her. She emerged and made her way through the Sopranos, which is the sea! Now, the beast which i saw was like a leopard, her feet were like the feet of a bear, and her mouth like the mouth of a lion. Well, this is the literal description, which holds about 90% of resemblance. Such strong conformity, which is so rare. And, i saw her head as if it had been mortally wounded, and her deadly wound was healed. And all the world marveled and followed the beast. True! Her wound might be the result of the fainting, and her wound was healed when she was sent to the hospital. Next, people followed her around... like slaves, just as the way SiHan and Adams suffered. So, they worshipped the dragon who gave authority to the beast, and who is likely to make war with the beast? We dunno. But well, nobody will want to make war with the beast, because its seriously troublesome. Anyway, we won once. And she was given a mouth speaking great things and blasphemies, and she was given authority to continue for 42 months. Her bond with MOE allowed her to continue studying till she graduates! See! See the resemblance? Next, then she opened her mouth in blasphemy against God, to blaspheme his name, his tabernacle, and those who dwell in heaven. Well, SiHan will know this part well, for she once messaged him blasphemous things. It was granted to her to make war with the saints and to overcome them. And authority was given to her over every tribe, tongue and nation. Well, she went against a few of us, all the saints! Im joking. She didnt overcome, she overwhelmed us! All who dwell on earth will worship her, whose names have not been written in the book of life of the lamb slain from the foundation of the world. Well, i havent figured that part yet. Maybe next time many people will sympathise with her and they will believe in everything that she says. If anyone has an ear, let him hear. Im hearing... and so are u. Then, i saw another beast coming up out of the earth, and he had 2 horns like a lamb and spoke like a dragon. Well, this has to be somebody small in size, but with a big voice. Probably her friend, who is a vocalist! She came with her to school today... and i saw them talking together like old friends! And she or he exercises all the authority or the first beast in her presence, and causes the earth and those who dwell in it to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed. Maybe she wont faint this time, because her wounds have been healed. And her good friend will create this scene to cause everybody to believe the first beast, or to sympathise with her. He or she performs great signs, so that he or she even makes fire come down from heaven on the earth in the sight of men. Is this part talking about the first or second beast? Anyway, if she becomes president, probably she'll shoot rockets down from the sky to destroy Malaysia for the increase of tax. What? Nevermind. Next, he or she was granted power to give breath to the image of the beast, that the image of the beast should both speak and cause as many as would not worship the image of the beast to be killed. Well, those that disobey the beast, her, they'll have to face her howl of terror! Those that has been frightened once were terribly affected, and will not want that to happen again, but they also do not wish to worship her. People are like YanYa, SiHan, Christoven or me. He or she, causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to recieve a mark on their right hand or on their foreheads, and that nobody may buy or sell except one who has the mark or the same name of the beast or the number of her name. Well, this part is creepy. She'll take this chop, and go around stamping on people's forehead, so they get this 'WellDone' mark on their forehead. This is really bad! Those with the mark can only talk to those with the mark, and those without shall perish into a world without friends. She once messaged me a total of 81 messages, trying to send me into this world with friends. Well, its coming again... Actually, i wouldnt mind a 'HelloKitty' stamp mark.